Maka Albarn

Hey there! Long time no see! I've missed you!

Wait... What? D: I'm confused, what recording?

oh the whole thing? cool when i get to my lsptop i will check it out. ;)

You. Are. So. Sweet. ;__; Omg. This was the first thing I read this morning, and I got super emotional and cried--in a good way. Thank you so much, this was unbelievably touching.

And I've heard you sing, I think! Albeit, it was in Voxli and I think you were just playing around, but I thought you sounded good. ;_; And thank you, again. I'm glad you liked the ones you did listen to. Oh gosh, all of this is too much. Just...Thank you so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so so much.

I use a program like garage band, and do every instrument with my keyboard/piano--except for drums which I use Beatmaker to do. ^^;

I really can't thank you enough...This made me entire day. You're amazing. Thank you. ;n;

I didn't have it before and everyone was on my case about it: "OMG SAX U SHULD TOTES GET TEH MSNZ U KNO BRO?!?!"

Yay! I think out of all of the characters I've come up with, Nix is my favorite. c:

I WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE THE SECOND CHAPTER DONE YESTERDAY, ;~; But with getting MSN and all . . . DX

. . .

Fine. I won't argue with you. I think your story is good too.

Thank you!! You know, we writers gotta stick together! c:

Pretty tired. Long day.

I try and ignore everything else though.

Hellllooooo Makaaaaaaa-chaannnnn

Music thread is hereeee. But gosh, thank you. >< It warms my heart.

Congratulations! I'm very excited, and you're doing a wonderful job so far, just keep that in mind. c:

I hope so too, for your sake.

And don't worry about it, take your time! You don't have to hurry for anyone, you're all good. c:

God, I don't even wanna think about the sleep I'm gonna be losing. DX

It's alright, I guess . . . Near the middle of the second chapter, I got a writer's block and couldn't continue. I was supposed to finish it yesterday, but see how well that went. Hopefully I'll have it up by later today, and then the third chapter by tomorrow or Thursday, then chapter four by Saturday . . . Once school rolls around, I'll have way less time to work on it./sigh

D'aww. You're very sweet. ^^; Have you even heard any of my stuff? ._. :glomp:

Ahh to clarify I am heartbroken because the only reason she did what she did was so she didn't feel bad. It was all for her and not for me.
She told me otherwise before it happened.

On Monday. I'm really not ready to go back at all . . ./sigh. Still, it's my senior year, so, yeah . . .

What about you?

Yeah its alright. It is just hard to deal with.

Looks like copy and paste isn't happening. Anyway.

I can only assume you knew of my sickness. As that is why I left in the first place. Indeed leukemia was and is a huge *****. Regardless that isn't important as of now. Anyway I have some "Genetic Flaws" which pretty much means I am alive and wasn't supposed to be because something went wrong in the process of me being (with lack of a better phrase) made. So I was running out of options and since the insurance company pretty much was like we aren't going to put you on the list because you are a huge risk which was rather nice of them /sarcasm. Anyway this girl I talked to a lot and who I was very close to offered to be the person who would donate (bone marrow) I was very on edge about this as I would never EVER hurt her even if it meant dying. As awful as that sounds it is true. Well anyway she matched almost perfectly and I could get no one else so I had to make a choice and for a good 2-3 weeks it was a sold NO. I was willing to accept my fate and just die (once again sorry for the negative mood). But people ended up convincing me and I got it which is why I am currently alive.

So once we were both rather stable we talked and I wasn't really doing well emotionally and we talked and she ended up telling me (out of guilt) that the main reason she wanted to donate in the first place was because she didn't want to be the reason I died. I was crushed to know that everything I lived and wanted to die for was a lie. So she broke my heart big time which is why when I came back to khv I was rather emotionally unstable and still am. But recently she has been talking to me and for some God damn reason I still feel a connection. For like 3 seconds it feels like nothing happened then I snap out of it. I don't get it.

Naww I wouldn't ignore you.

But yeah allow me to go find a vm where I explained this as this story is long as hell.