Okay so if I've got down this story down right You are about to lose your virginity And somewhere along the line your thought process resulted with "HEY I'M ABOUT TO HAVE SEX BUT BEFORE I ACTUALLY GET IT I HAD BETTER GO TELL EVERYONE ON KHV ABOUT HOW I'M ABOUT TO LOSE MY VIRGINITY" Rather than "HEY I HAD BETTER PUT A SHITLOAD OF EFFORT INTO MAKING SURE THIS ACTUALLY HAPPENS BEFORE I BRAG ABOUT IT"