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  1. Soap Hollow Bastion Committee

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    I accept your challenge of reach.
     
  2. burnitup Still the Best 1973

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  3. Aelin Best Waifu

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    ok... well the thing that troubles me the most isn't easy to let go or move on from, no matter how hard i try
     
  4. Always Dance Chaser

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    What's really important is if you accept my challenge of hitting on you.

    (But in seriousness my GT is Slaughtermatik and Myst and I will be playing Reach this weekend with the gamertag Redbrick Jaguar. See you there.)
     
  5. Mysty Unknown

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    look at you, you think you have it so @#!*% hard. Well you hate being alone so let people in.

    I doubt RedBrick would let us...
     
  6. Always Dance Chaser

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    You're acting like he has a choice
     
  7. Mysty Unknown

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    He does... its his house...
     
  8. Always Dance Chaser

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    ...And my choloroform...
     
  9. Aelin Best Waifu

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    first of all. you don't know what i have been through it is hard to deal with. and second i try to let people in but becasue of the past i almost have an automatic response to push people away, it is just the way i am
     
  10. Mysty Unknown

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    I was quoting Tiffa. Sorry, didn't mean to make you so angry.
     
  11. Always Dance Chaser

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    The real irony here is that you're the same way.
     
  12. Mysty Unknown

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    I know... Its who i am though.
     
  13. Always Dance Chaser

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    Well, I wish you would just let me in. Or someone, even if it wasn't me.
     
  14. Aelin Best Waifu

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    Sorry I didn't mean to go off on u like that. I know you were quoting Tifa, it is just that I can get a little sensitive when I start to think about certain things in my past.
     
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    It's alright. I forgive you. Sometimes its good to release that anger.

    you know I try to. Its difficult...
     
  16. Always Dance Chaser

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    You make it difficult. The only thing that is standing in your way is yourself. I, and all of your other friends, are here ready for you to open up. You seem open enough when I probe you with questions. Is that what I have to do? Probe you with questions until I find out what it is you need to get out? Because I will if I have to.
     
  17. Aelin Best Waifu

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    I know it is good to let it out, I usually bottle it up because I don't like people seeing my emotions and I don't like to look week. I am always the strong one, no matter how much pain I am feeling I just push it aside and try to look like I am strong and brave
     
  18. Mysty Unknown

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    If its a way for me to unintentionally open up then you may just have to...
     
  19. Always Dance Chaser

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    Stop it, you're encouraging him.

    And seriously, there is nothing wrong with being "Weak". People have problems. There is no point in keeping this strong and brave image if it's not who you are. Just let it out, I swear to you you'll feel a million times better.

    Then I will. Luckily, I know you well enough to know when something's bothering you pretty much all of the time. I wish you would just freaking let me in, though.

    But I used to be the same way. Maybe you'll come around eventually.
     
  20. Aelin Best Waifu

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    I know it is good to let it out, I usually bottle it up because I don't like people seeing my emotions and I don't like to look week. I am always the strong one, no matter how much pain I am feeling I just push it aside and try to look like I am strong and brave