Organization XIII - It's a beautiful day!

AXel looked down, ashamed of himself. He knew that Demyx was hurt inside and he knew that ment that he had to feel worse. ''Demyx..." He said eyes full of tears. "I still love you but... Roxas... Its not my fault! Hes the one who... forget it... I don't deserve you or Roxas." He put his hand in his pocket and pulled out a single edged razor blade. He pulled down his arm's sleeve. On his wrist was a slanted scar. "Its hard to be faithful with the lips of an angel.." He said and sighed. "I told you I was going to put my life on the line." At that sudden moment he swipped the blade across his wrist. Blood dripped from his wrist as he gasped at what he just did. He felt a bit light headed.

 

Demyx lifted his head up slightly when Axel spoke, to see him looking quite unbalanced, his wrist dripping with blood and a razor blade held loosely in his hand. Demyx's jaw dropped.

"Axel!" He cried. "What have you done?!" He grabbed the redhead by the hand and raised his arm into the air, to restrict the blood flow to that area.

He frantically looked around at everybody else. "Somebody help! Please?!"

He glanced back to Axel. "Why...?" He said softly. "Why would you do such a thing?" Demyx looked at the floor, trying to not to look Axel in the eyes.

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OOC: Yesh, this is where Mish's first aid knowledge comes in. xD

 

"Because I love you... I dont want to leave you but I cant help it... It should hurt me more then it hurts you..." Axel dropped the razor bladed sobbing. "I'm such a bad person... for all the things I have done... I will never have Roxas... I will never have you again." He yelled eyes blood shot and make-up smeared all the way down his face.

 

Demyx put his arms around Axel, still not looking into the other's eyes. It wasn't a very natural hug, just a forced embrace. "Axel, I..." He sighed. "I love you." He meant it, he had loved Axel so much. Demyx was devastated. But he would grieve later as right now, Axel was in danger.

 

Axel breathed heavily. "Demyx it burns. Help me..." He said and noticed the others paid no attention. "Grab a towel and put it around my wrist.... that might help... and Demyx i love you too..." He sighed.

 

"Huh? Oh right!" Demyx could hardly think straight, too many things were buzzing around his head all at once. He rushed to get a towel that was placed on the dining table. He wrapped it around Axel's wrist in the best way that he could, which wasn't excellent but got the job done, at least.

"Please don't do something like this again." Demyx practically begged, then he noticed Axel was looking a bit spaced out. "Axel..a-are you all right?!" He asked desperately, his heart racing.

 

"Yeah... I'm fine its just.. I wanted to prove that I loved you and I wasn't using you for Roxas..." Axel sighed and looked at Demyx's eyes. They were like a blue crystal, wonderful and free. How could he give that up. "Feh... If Roxas never does go with me... is there any hope I could have you back..." tHe words he spoke sounded horrible. Like he was just a man-whore.

 

Demyx looked, with a puzzled expression, at Axel. "Are you....serious? No.. T-the answer is no." He closed his eyes, trying to hold back tears. "I just can't go back into a relationship. Not after...this."

 

"WHat is going on here?" He saw Axel and Demyx in tears.

 

Axel fell to the floor still crying with his cut arm upon the table. "I knew it." He said sadly. "There you go Axel... Screwed up another relationship." The heart broken redhead sighed. "I-I need to go find Roxas..." He said and tryed to get up. After a few moments of almost toppling over he looked at Demyx one last time. 'You said you would be there for me when I was down..."

 

"Axel" Marluxia called out. "You're not going anywhere, except to Vexen's lab. I'll ask her to heal your deep wound." He grabbed Axel and tried to look at his wound. "You're an idiot, trying to kill yourself over love."

 

He walked to marluxia and sighed. "Im sorry... I'd rather suffer.. im such a horrible person..." He said. He opened a portal to infront of Roxas' room and walked through it, leaving the picture on the table. When he got there he quickly redid his makeup and nocked on the door. "Roxas? You there?''

 

Lexaeus had simply nodded, turned and uttered "tell me when the time is right" in response to Marluxia's show of gratitude, stalking off on another stroll through the corridors of the castle. He was nowhere near when the incident involving Axel started.

 

Vexen had hoped to spend time with Marluxia, but Axel put a stop to that. She could imagine how difficult it would be to love two people at once, but she could not understand why he would attempt to kill himself over it; that was not a solution to the problem.

She would have to find him and take him to her lab immediately.

 

0oC-um treah.. axel went through the portal

 

Xigbar whipped around eyes wide. Axel?! What's he's-?! But... GAH! He looked around quickly, looking for a place to put the crap he was holding, then cleared his throat. "Um... Y-Yeah? Axel what is it?" he asked in a voice that sounded exactly like Roxas's. He was quite good at imatations, if he didn't say so himself... But he'd never thought that it would actually come in handy one day...

"D-Don't come in! I'm... Um... un...dressed...?"

 

Axel smiled opening the door. "Oh, you know I don't care." He peared inside and saw Xigbar. "You little!" He ran up to him a smacked his face then ran back down the halls to the kitchen. "Marluxia! Where is roxas?" He yelled, not really wanting to have a large conversation with him.

 

Xigbar dropped the load he was holding, and tentavly reached up to to touch the smarting part of his face where Axel slapped him. Damn... Shoulda locked the door... "YEAH?! GO AND WHINE TO YOUR LITTLE BOYFRIEND!!! See if I care!" he screamed at Axel. His eyes involuntarily started to water as he rubbed his cheek.

 

"WILL YOU GET A GRIP AND JUST SIT AND LET VEXEN TAKE CARE OF THAT CUT BEFORE YOUR WRIST FALLS OFF?!" He yelled at Axel. He was VERY displeased about Axel ignoring a deep wound and tried to find a kid who probably isn't even interested in him. He huffed the anger off and tried to chill. "Seriously Axel, please get your wound healed. You're making me upset."

 

Axel stood next to Marluxia and snickered. "Fine then..." He said sighing. "Though I need to find Roxas... hes the one I want to talk to right now..."