Organization Misfits V3

....a while I guess.

 

no i mean how long. was it before i joined, or had it gone on while i was here?

 

I guess it started before you came.

 

Nothing is impossible, as long as you try. What you should try, is setting goals, and changing things to slowly build up your old personality. Maybe write out a list of what you want to change about yourself, and try to fx each problem, by standing up, and making changes. Next to each thing you want to change about your personality, you could write some ideas of what you can do in situations that you need to change in order to shift your personality back to the way it was. For instance, you use to be much more calm before, not so easilly angered. So, you can put down calm nature for a thing you want to change, and one idea next to it, could be when angry, stop for a few minutes, take a few deep breaths, and reply calmly.

If you really want to change yourself back to the way you were, you can. It'll take energy, time, will, persistance, and effort. If you truly want something, you can get it, as long as you try. Trust me, I changed after being something that I will NEVER be again. So, if you just try, you'll do it. Just try kikame, and don't start saying "it's too hard" or anything, because if you just give it some effort, no, all your effort, then you'll be back to the way you were. All you need to do, is try, and believe, and you can do it. Trust me.

 

hmm... *fillarz*

 

But, I'm not sure how I changed, who can I go back if I don't know that?

 

...If you can't think about who you were, then you need to go relax somewhere quiet, and think about it. If you seriously can't remember who you used to be, then look in your heart, and figure out who ou want to be. You can't keep going on like this, so stop, and think. You need to be somebody, so go figure out who that person is. I had to do this, so I have faith in you, and I believe you can do just as well as I.

 

Alright, I'll try it...

I don't think it will be dark for another two hours so, I guess see ya then.

 

Alright, kikame. See ya later. Good luck finding yourself. Remember, your not the only person who has gone through this, so if you need anybody to talk to, I'm always here.

 

mmh... alright then, we'll see you later then, Kikame. i hope you'll feel that you've found what you were looking for, and are happy once again :satisfied:

and, you know, we are always here if there's anything you feel you need to talk about

 

Hi everyone.

 

*kicks open front door* I hope I don't pay for that.

 

Hey guys, I'm back.

....though I didn't accomplish much.

 

Hello kikame.

Its okay, you will get more accomplish in time.

 

It's alright, kikame. Take your time, and just think about who you want to be. It may not come to you too fast. Trust me, I'm still fixing myself up to be the person I want to be, and I'm improving very well. Having support from people you care about DEFINATLY helps, too. Without my friends, I wouldn't have made it. Just take your time, you won't recover immediatly. It'll take time and effort, but you can build yourself up to be who you want to be. So keep on trying.

 

But you see, I've found it's all beyond my control. ._.

 

It will be okay kikame.

 

No you don't understand...it just....won't.

 

Stay positive(sp).

 

How so? Please explain, because I was WAY screwed up in the head when I was a kid, but now I'm okay.