One more rant :/

Hey i know I can be a random arse at times, to be fair im allowed to be, not my fault im bipolar, but im still friends with people at the end of an arguement.

 

Well, it hasn't turned into a rant, despite the title. xD. I just want to keep it from happening so nothing goes on like last night. Also, if you now are starting to see some of the things that can cause drama which you do, that is a big help for you and will make things easier on you all around. We can really only change faults in ourselves that we actually acknowledge.

 

The only thing that really makes drama for me is my emotions...
I read somewhere in a Scope Magazine, that the reason Teenagers are up in alot of drama and drugs and etc, is because the emotional part of the brain is the earliest to mature, and yet the logic part is latest to mature...

i was wondering about that, and i was hoping to talk to my guidance councilors tomorrow about my emotions and see about most of that stuff =]

 

Yeah well i once read in a magazine that FFXIII was gonna be a ps3 exclusive, lookie now.

don't pay attention to magazines >.>

 

Emotions aren't a bad thing. Letting them run amuck and just saying whatever first comes to mind because of them is the problem. It takes effort and work in yourself to realize that there's a time and place to say things and when to not do so. You have to train yourself basically. If you have troubles with that, maybe try talking to the counselor as you said or perhaps try a professional counselor or psychiatrist. We all have emotions and they can go hectic but we can hold control over ourselves for the most part if we work hard at learning how to. Understanding yourself and seeing how others react to things you say can be a great help.

i.e. If you tell someone to F off, usually their reactions aren't going to be favorable because your words weren't favorable. So, it's a matter of thinking before speaking. If you want to let someone have it, you will. But if you feel later when you aren't in that mood that you will regret it or even eat those words, you might want to give pause before saying it.

Get what I mean?

 

Yeah.. kinda like yesterday when i was really mad, i told everyone other than staff and a few friends to F off, but i realized that i didn't really mean it, only to those who aren't getting what i'm saying, and to those who judge others.