LVD, in between RP

Sapphire walked out to the garden to meet her son as he returned home. She sat on a bench in the garden with him stroking his hair. "You know you are quite lucky even if you don't feel like it at times. When I was a kid, my life was a mess... until your father.... well he helped me out of it and made me who I am now."

 

Sapphire smiled seeing how eager Zavion was to hear about his father. "Well... He is smart, not quick to anger, the nicest man you will ever meet. This world I am working towards was his dream. He saved me from my own darkness and dark past and now to where he brought me. He is definitely a great man." Sapphire explained as she began to reflect on her own past.

 

This was the reason Sapphire would never speak about R. Zavions questions where going too far, past a point she felt comfortable sharing. "Well when I met him he simply went by the name R. It has changed though... " Sapphires voice drifted for a second before returning to what she was saying. "In a sense he is still alive..." Sapphire said without looking further into it. She had completely avoided the middle question but hoped he wouldn't notice.

 

Sapphire bowed he r head and did what she found herself doing a lot when she was stressed, talking or thinking to R even though she knew he couldn't reply. She didn't even know of he could hear her. "As you wish." she said at last. "Follow me."Sapphire stood and began to walk around the castle to a forbidden area.

 

Once at the back wall of the castle gates that happen to be against a rock face Sapphire moved some branches to the side to reveal a door. Sapphire took a deep breath and looked at her son before pushing it open. "R.... I-I have someone here who would like to meet you. " she said in a slightly nervous voice. The secret she had kept for so long she was now letting out. She wondered how Zavion would take it.

 

Sapphire looked at R then at their son. "Your father, he is the planet... Have you ever wondered why I would tell stories of other worlds but never could take you." She questioned as she walked up beside R ready to tell the boy her connection to the world." Have you noticed how I haven't aged a day since you where born? You see you father is the one who gives me this immortality. You naturally have it but if I wish to continue on with this, well I can't leave. Like how this form of your father can't leave this room. " Sapphire only prayed he would understand

 

Sapphire stood for a minute in silence almost shock, though she should have expected it. She then turned and barried her head in R's chest as she started yo cry. "I knew this was a bad idea... Why did I believe that I should tell him now after just watching him be rejected by some other kids. I am so stupid. All I wish is for him to be normal." She didn't like seeing her son hurt and normally would go to comfort him but had a feeling he didn't want anything to do with her at the moment.

 

Sapphire Sat in silence enjoying being held by R, despite her sorrow. As Zavion grew older she had been coming here less and less so to avoid suspicion. It had been a long time since she had visited R now. "R?" She finally spoke up. "Do you hear Mr when I talk to you not in here? Do you hear ever worry and stress I have? Do you listen? Can you listen?" She didn't really know where she was going with this, she just had to know

 

Sapphire kissed R quickly before resting her head on his shoulder. She knew she always felt him there with her but he she needed to hear him say it himself. "Perhaps I need to return and comfort our son... I am no longer a child... I shouldn't need to rely on you all the time. There is now someone who needs to lean on me." Sapphire said in attempts to regain herself.

 

"I'll try..." Sapphire promised. Sapphire may be a god but she still lacked confidence. She of course didn't tell R this, he already knew but she had to believe in the R that believed in her. Sapphire left the cave and walked to Zavions room. "Sweetie?" She said as she slowly opened the door and stepped in.