Love in the Snow

Sharix stayed in her room again. She was just there sitting on the ground. Leaning her back on the bed. She was listening to music right now. She just sat there staying still as the music filled her mind.

 

OOC: Continuing...xP.

Now that he got Marluxia out of here, Zexion carefully stepped up to the bed Larxene laid in, his eyes exploring the contours of her face, but just as the scythe wielder left her, she simply gazed at nothing, even when he went and sat beside her. Making sure that she will be able to look at his own face, just for her to see that he was not lying, as it would be hard to believe, yet he needed her to know this. Though he really didn't know whether it was too late. Taking in a breath, he began to explain in his ever relaxed voice, "I had sensed what had happened here, and followed Axel out to the pool area, which is the reason why I had to visit you, other than getting you away from Marluxia. After, I'll leave, it seems nobody wants to hear common sense anymore, but I rest my case. Larxene... Axel did not leave you here because he didn't think anything of you, or whether he didn't have any feelings for you back...it was all miscommunication. The reason he got upset was because, he thought you didn't want to be with him here any longer. He thought that because you answered to Marluxia, that you wanted to be with him instead, and didn't want to last any longer under his care. Stupid of him, I know, but that's the case now. He's upset over by the pool at this very moment..."

Making sure she was gazing into his eyes deeply, he closed them, and then, a mirage appeared, surrounding them, making it seem like they were right now in the pool area, almost like a dream. He made sure the illusion got through all that he remembered from their conversation, Axel's reactions, just for Larxene to note and study the the rest. It was mildly distorted, as this was from memory, but it got the point across. It all vanished the moment Zexion had portalled out before, and releasing a bit of his energy, the Cloaked Schemer opened his eyes again, finding the blonde's focus on the same spot Axel was sitting by the water, a glint of shock somewhere in those aquatic orbs of hers. Giving her a nod, he prepared to leave, wanting to let the female have some time to herself. His job was done here too, that was all he wanted to get through. "I...I think you should stay here, until he comes back...I can't assure of what might happen, but you both need to solve this misunderstanding...because, to be honest, is unbearable to see you broken."

You really do love him much greater to the point where it's become a danger, don't you? To be like this...

Larxene didn't say anything, not that she could anyway, and watched Zexion disappear in a mist of black, leaving her alone, in the dark room, with the locked door, and the only soul on this God forsaken mattress. The tears she had been holding took their chance to flow out as she was in her privacy, her body choking with sobs again as she bit her lip, now, among being in so much pain that hit deeper than all she had ever felt before, completely lost. She didn't want to believe it...it was such a idiotic excuse just to feed her more lies...but that's what she wanted to think. Zexion's eyes were honest and true, and she couldn't fathom how he could make this up, especially when showing her the scene itself. Under all the emptiness she was turning into, some type of ray of hope lit up inside her, no matter how much she didn't want it. Yet, wasn't thinking about what she wanted to see gotten her in this mess in the first place? Seeing that Axel might feel something more for her? What Zexion said didn't stop the hurt, nor the raging storm that was slowly drowning her inside, she could't just simply forget everything and fall back into Axel's arms, pretending it was all alright just because of the "misunderstanding". He still...she had received the slap already, and the trust and courage to tell him her feelings were fully gone, never to appear. Used and thrown away, was what they were. It didn't change anything...she felt detatched, comatosed...things that she cared for didn't have any meaning now. Axel had left a scar on her...a very, torturous scar on her, on top all the other ones that she had collected. Larxene faced the facts that her life just wasn't meant to have any happiness...that was just how it was.

She was hollow.

And she didn't want be here. Not in this room. Trying to summon some energy suddenly, she attempted to portal herself out, not wanting to face Axel in the state she was in, and really not wantingto face him once more. Because nobody was going to see her again, she'll make sure of that. However, it turned out to be pointless, as it only exhausted her more, and it didn't fully work. No...no...she didn't want to be stuck here. As her mind began to think of ways to get out, she wished she had Zexion or Marluxia back, just to escort her back to her room. A grip of her old spice enveloping her, she shook her head, finding a type of strength to move by force, but all it managed to do was to make her accidentally fall to the floor in a heap, landing in a slam by her side...and as she yelped from the the rush of pain that shot through her nerves, she was done. Now on the ground, she remained immobile, remembering that she was useless, and her eyes now gazed under the bed, tears coming out faster as she wallowed in self-hatred. God, could she be anymore pitiful?

Marluxia just turned his eyes at Demyx, the male snapping him out of his thoughts of whether Larxene was alright, and if Zexion was getting through to her. Sighing, he simply walked past Demyx, just replying back with a quick "hi", as he had too much stuff in his mind right now. It was then, as he looked around the lobby, that he spotted a ball of black, and Zexion materialized there. His eyes widening, he quickly headed over to his fellow comrade. "Zexion!"

 

ooc you read my edit right?

"Did I do something?" He asked confused my Marly's recation then saw Zexion and saw Marly's recation to that and was even more confused

 

wait i dont even know where the hell axel is.... but i 'll walk outside his room though
a winters ball is a great idea though

Devon went to go back to her room, a smile had formed on her face as she once again walked past the Axel Fan Club, she was truly hated, but the smile soon dispersed as she headed for the elevator.. only too see a Broken sign and a hotel engineer with his pants half down to his knees. SHe covered her sight as she headed towards the stairs. She startd to get tired and took a rest, her room was on one of the top floors, she shighed in contempt as she took out the key card again.

 

The girl sat in her seat pulling on her gloves. As far as she could she was the youngest in the lobby...in the meantime. A guy with a mullet, pink hair, and emo hair talked togethe as she watched the floor

 

OOC: DDDDDDDDD: NO COFFEE!! I'm going crazyy!!! DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
I know... the masquerade ball idea sort of popped into my mind. I love my mind sometimes, (not to mention that I just went to one a few weeks back, and my mask is staring at me from my desk) But lets just hold the ball until Demitryx returns. Wouldn't want her to miss it... =[ We shall prepare for it until she actually comes back.



What should he do? What should he believe? Everything that had happened seemed like an ancient myth. He enclosed his dismal face in his palms, trying to hide it from himself. What if Zexion's words were true? What if it really was a misunderstanding? Was it really that simple? He was torn apart, hurt, he didn't know what to think anymore, nor could he even think a single thought properly. The frustration building in him by his own insolent thoughts and Zexion's convoluted words made him hate everything. It made him hate himself for ever letting his heart slip like this, he hated how childish he felt now. He hated the moon outside, he hated the snow, he hated the objects lying around him... oh how he wanted to just burn everything in his presence.
He promptly stood up, his fists clenched, eyes gazing at his own reflection in the pool. He wanted to burn that, his own image. The more he stared into his own eyes, the more rage collated in his chest, until he couldn't take it anymore. Lies! All lies! Fake, false, completely bogus! He clenched his teeth as flames sprouted in his hands and fiercely sent a trail of flames at his moving reflection, not that it'll have any effect against the water. After a simple sizzle and the appearance of white smoke, the room once more returned to its original state... quiet... forsaken... only the moonlight and the water mingling happily.
Damn that Zexion. He had his fun, luring him into this mess. Why did he not see it before? Why the hell would Zexion attempt to help him... him? It was so sudden and not to mention random, random of him and random of the entire situation at hand. What a fool he was. He sighed in disappointment staring at the window. Well, perhaps he should get some sleep... and pretend that none of this had happened.
He walked away from the silent room and headed back to his own room. He walked down the beautifully decorated halls in silence. He walked to the elevator and waited for its arrival as a few more guests gathered around him, also waiting for the elevator. Once the elevator had arrived, he simply walked in, still avoiding everyone. Although he was surrounded by the many people, he still felt more alone than he ever was. Once he reached his floor, he walked out and headed to his door, which was left ajar. He quietly approached the door, a little reluctant. Larxene must've gone to her room by now... yet a pert of him did wish that she was still there. But ho... his bed lay empty, no one there... no one.
His eyes quivered as he so easily saw the image of him and Larxene laying in bed, comfortably and lovingly. Then the image of him faded and was so chillingly replaced by the Graceful Assassin. He narrowed his eyes as he saw this, and the anger rushed back at him vengefully. Even his own room had become excruciating. He rubbed his eyes at this frustration and walked away from the room once more.
“Screw this...†he mumbled as he walked away. After getting halfway down the hall, he portalled himself back into the lobby. He'll spend the night there if he has to. The lobby was still busy with people, all happy and having fun at the resort... with their loved ones. He grunted at their happiness. He walked to an empty table and put his head down. He'd enough of this night.



OOC: Oh crudness... O.o I was gonna enter a OC for the ball... you beat me to it RA.. xD But I'll enter her anyway because I somewhat got an idea for the ball. *rubbing hands* hehehehe.... >_>

Played By: anwita01
Name: Ren
Age: 21
Gender: female
Powers: psychic, illusionist, can control things with her mind,
Bio: Just normal girl who recently became an Interior Designer, and she loves her job. A little bossy when it comes to work getting done.
Appearance:

Other: There's more to her than what meets the eye. =3

(In other words... I'll build on her character as the story progresses... O_O no coffee.. No think-y)

 

ooc okie dokie and I dont mind. Added

 

Sharix got a head ache. She was lying on her bed, her head over the edge upside down. She got up and decided to go to the cafe again. Maybe there'll be something that'll help there. Maybe even something to keep her busy.

 

Devon gave up climbing the horrific stairs and went down to the lobby, she felt it would be best to return the keycard, she then saw the man with the red hair again 'What's his name' she thought thinking, she didnt care and heded over to him, he seemed depressed, "Are you okay?",
hah she didnt commit to memory

 

OOC: thank you ANF.. and I'm sorry as well. =[

btw.. RA, is it ok to have Lynn as Ren's intern?? o.O


Axel heard a voice. Though he only wished to be alone at the moment, he raised his head to acknowledge who was there. He found himself a familiar face. It was that red haired girl from earlier today, the one that had tripped in front of them. He really wished he could snap at her so she'd leave him alone, but she hadn't caused him any harm and there was no point in venting his anger and frustration on the poor girl.
What was her name... Darron... No... Divone... No... that wasn't it either. Devon? It sounded right.
“I'm fine.†he grunted. “Shouldn't you be in bed?â€
He put his head back down.

 

"Not my bed time yet", she smiled but saw his head going into his arms once again, "Are you sure you're fine", she asked worried

 

Larxene didn't know how long she had been beside the bed, on bottom in the floor, but her mind and body was blank, completely blank. The whole thing had taken its toll on her fully, it was like the excruciating pain was exhausted itself from making her suffer. It was like she couldn't feel anything at all, like the darkness she was made up of was swallowing herself up. The tears had long stopped, which she thanked, but her eyes were so tired, burning, stinging...that she closed them. She couldn't move, she couldn't do anything, that was such a hated fact, so the best thing was to lay there...like some cripple. Not that anyone will care. And the room was getting a bit chilly, due to the heater not on, and...something else. It was worse since she was on the floor.

Wrapping her arms around herself as if to give her own self warmth, not minding the aches that came with it, she tried to fall asleep as best she could, licking her dry lips. It was either that, or keep staring under the bed. Singing herself a silent lullaby from her past that wasn't heard not even by the air, just to pass the time as her senses fell asleep, she let out a breath, "Who are those little girls in pain, just trapped in castle of dark side of moon...twelve of them shining bright in vain like flowers that blossom just once in years...they're dancing in the shadow like whispers of love, just dreaming of a place where they're free as dove...they've never been allowed to love in this cursed cage...it's only the fairy tale they believe..."

She felt her shut eyes trickle with water again when she halted her melody, as images began to cloud her mind, of the orphanage she was in, and the lullaby they made up. But she refused to cry anymore...not anymore.

By the time Axel had come, she was already in the world of dreams, her body naturally shaking a little, and the noise was merely distant and not fully heard.

Zexion grumbled to himself when he saw Marluxia stepping up to him, and he made a calm and tranquil beeline out of the way as he turned around, not wanting to deal with the man right now. Of course, that was not going to work, as he felt ahand on his shoulder twist him around, and the Graceful Assasin's angry face met his eyes, in which he just merely...stared. "May I help you?"

Marluxia wanted to punch him, needless to say. How in the worlds could he be so casual about this when he was just with Larxene? His Larxene. Both of them seem not to notice that Axel had made his appearance, or saw him sit on the chair, as the two guys were glaring at the other (though Zexion was really just glaring at the hand Marluxia still had on his shoulder, as if he didn't appreciate to be manhandled or touched), which caught people's attention. "What do you mean, 'may I help you'?! You were just with Larxene! Where is she?! Is she fine?!"

His disposition not changing, he merely threw off Marluxia's hand, as that truly annoyed him, and looked at him with a blank expression, though he was giving a small smirk that was hidden under his bangs. The first sentence catching a air of sarcasm, he replied, "Your concern is admirable. I don't know whether she'll be fine, but she has calmed down, and is sleeping in Axel's room, so I suggest not to disturb her, she needs plenty of rest after what she's been through." He wasn't exactly lying. He did sense her asleep as the 'scent' was now in serenity, yet, he didn't want Marluxia to go over there either.

OOC: That "lullaby" is actually a song sung by Larxene's Japanese voice actress, Yuko Miyamura =) : It's Only The Fairy Tale They Believe

That's actually a short version (guess why I chose that video in particular xP), but you could listen to the whole thing in other videos that are around. Yes, Larxene can sing sweetly o.O.

Thought I add some comedy among all this depression too.

 

Devon could see that she didn't want to talk so she silently went over to the front desk, "Excuse me, I found this in the forest", she said holding the key card to the girl at the desk

 

OOC: *adds song to iTunes/iPod* I likes that song! >_<
and she was the voice of Kurai in Angel Sanctuary!! wow! >_< pretty awesome.



Though he'd placed his head down, avoiding the rest of the world, he still heard the surrounding noise. He ignored Devon's inquiry, not answering, not even looking at her. He was a little thankful to see that she'd walked away from him, at least he was alone again. Axel quickly picked up his head when he suddenly heard her say something about finding a key card in the forest. His eyes quickly scanned the counter and spotted the girl. He slipped out of his chair and stealthily walked over to her, as if he was gliding.
“Where'd you find that?†He simply asked. He stared at Devon, knowing that it was his key card. She'd found it in the forest, where he was not long ago with Lar—
He simply sighed and asked her for it.
“That's mine... I'd like to have it back.â€
He extended his had towards her waiting for her to hand it to him. But his attention was also caught on the loud conversation between two men, which was taking place behind him. He simply ignored the voices, still not recognizing them, and made a small gesture with his fingers to Devon for the card. “How'd you get that?â€

 

Devon was startled by Axel's sudden appearence next to her, but when he announced that it was his, she ignored the hand of the front desk worked, and gave it to him. "I found it in the forest", she announced for the second time

 

"Yes I get that.." He said as he placed the card in his pocket. "... I meant why were in the woods?"
He was a little concerened about what she saw in the woods over why she was there. Had she seen him and Larxene there? He stared at the girl, waiting for her reply.

 

i really want to say "Near some trees"

"I don't know, in the middle of nowhere", she said feeling a bit tense with all the questions

 

OOC: Yay, I did shameless advertising xD.

"Is she really sleeping, or is it that you don't me want to be with her?" Marluxia questioned, his eyes staring down at Zexion suspiciously, somewhat getting the feeling that the Cloaked Schemer just simply didn't want him near the female. Looking at everyone, hearing some whispers about the atrocity of having a argument in the middle of the night, when this was a time to be calm, he sighed. Shaking his head, his eyes shifted back on Zexion, who simply just blinked at him.

"She is sleeping, I 'smell' her. That's not something I would lie about, and since you're so interested, maybe you should just go break in Axel's room, and you'll find out the truth for yourself," Zexion explained, getting quite jaded from dealing with Marluxia at the moment. It was then though, his nose picked up a familiar 'scent', and his eyes grew a little, his vision shifting secretly to a table where he, as predicted, spotted Axel, talking with some girl. Seeing as Marluxia hasn't noticed it yet, he took his focus away in a second. "Maybe we should go someplace else to talk it over, and we'll drop by if you want to. Though is all to yourself whether you want to wake her up for no reason..."

"Fine then, I won't go in, but you can bet she'll be spending the whole day with me. After all, she does need somebody to take care of her, and since Axel has obviously dropped out, I'm going to take over..." Marluxia placed out sternly, to which Zexion just shrugged. He picked up the young teen's eyes moving somewhere though, and not trusting him at all, Marluxia searched around the lobby, wanting to know if he was planning anything, though all he spotted were Axel and some girl. Hmm. What do you know? He sure moves on fast. Smirking to himself, he decided to normally walk up and greet him, have a few choice words...

OOC: Don't mind it, he won't reveal anything unless you don't want me to, I'm unusually bored today...

 

OOC: Advertising is good. And it's up to you if you want to reveal anything or not... though I am a little concerend about Larxene being frozen again.. xD someone needs to find her. =]


He eyed her suspiciously. Was she telling the truth? She seemed tense and that made him tense.
“Did you see anything?†he asked softly, his eyebrow raised. He'd noticed that the loud conversation had ceased. Some people... can't even find a private place to pick a fight.


OOC: Oh... hey wait, I'll have Ren find her. =] That way I can make her entrance.

 

man i keep thinking your gonna grab her arm or something anwita

"No", her tension, building up