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Spongebob just seems so awesome, especially with the subliminal messaging in that one episode..

Sweet, it looks really cool! how'd you get him like that?

 

Lol, Lord in the rocks xD

I got a blue sparkly background, and then I put the render on it and turned the whole thing black. I then duplicated the layer and turned that all white. After that I erased the bits I wanted to be black :3

And as an added extra put some abstract lines on top

 

How do you put the abstract lines on? I'm curious as to how you do that

 

so me and her are still "friends". its not bad, but i snse ALOT of hidden negativity. and my heart is still very sore...

 

I went on Planet renders, and looked at their gallery of abstract renders. It's full of loads of things like that.
http://planetrenders.net/renders/<---- Click on where it says abstract 3D renders or fractal renders.
And then use them like any other render.

Well, at least it's better then before :3 You're in my prayers (if this means something)

 

lol thanks. i need a nap ;~;

 

Hurrah! I take it she listened and understood?

 

not exactly... more like didnt let me explain, said it was out of control, and told me to pretend like it never happened.

 

She's a cold hearted wifie! She expects you to try and forget her cold heartedness after weeks of it?!

 

no, i was overreacting. you see, i thought she was ignoring me, which she wasnt. after i overreacted about that in an argument, we got into how sensitive i am and how easily i will get scared and hurt from the last time my heart was broken. (different girl. This one now helped me through it.) I was afraid of losing her as a friend, so i over did alot of things. She said to me, after clearifying that she wasnt trying to be mean, that if im this sensitive, then i'll get ripped apart in life later. which is true. then i said how i knew that and told her that maybe i should be punnished because ive lost it alot with her, and it got worse every time. and then i said "forget that" in a new message, and was about to tell answer her question, "Why do i make it bigger then it is." The answer to that is in the "You'll get torn apart in life later if you're this sensitive." She cut me off there instead of asking what it was that i found out.

My theory:
I am afraid of losing a friend like her.
I make a big deal out of it.
I'm too sensitive for life in the real world of my future.

What does this show? What did she forget? That in order for me to survive in the real world, i need friends like her. i need all the support i can get.
She says that i have alot of friends. (this was before my theory was existant)
What did she forget? She's one of them.

but she cut me off before i could explain, and im not arguing with it anymore...

 

That's great! Well, I mean, You and her finally getting things cleared up. I honestly can't say I know how you feel, the one girl I 'went out' with dumped me within the next hour but I knew she was joking...

Anyway, now that you got things cleared up and you're still friends, all's good!

You gonna take another crack at a relationship?

 

everything after "My Theory:" wasnt said to anyone. but i never took a crack at it. All i really want is to feel she cares. i dont care about a relationship right now. but no, im afraid im not going anywhere for a year or two now.

 

Experiences like this will strengthen you, you can learn from them and next time (if there is a next, hopefully not) you can get through it easily. Yes, you'll need the support of all the people around you, and I know that they'll give it to you.

It's nice that you care for someone so much that you're afraid of loosing them. This has happened to me, but I became too dependent on him and he crushed me, as a result I grew stronger from the experience. I'm sure this wouldn't happen for you as you seem good friends. Side note: If anyone does crush you so much that life seems to have no meaning, then that person just isn't worth it, trust me.

You may have made a big deal out of it, but it wasn't for you, to you it was a possibility of loosing someone special and there is no limit to how upsetting this can be. Be strong and be there for her, when she's upset then you can be by her side.

Also, you can't be too sensitive, a lot of people are quite sensitive but it's the everyday experiences that get them through it, remember this.


Yay for long posts ::L:

 

I hope so.

It was and still is my literal worst nightmare. No joke, i had a nightmare about losing her and i woke up crying. I dont think she'll let herself crush me...

That's the problem, i have been for months, im always concerned. (she's a very stressed person) And the one time i was upset... no shoulder to cry on, no "Are you okay?", no nothing. everyone but her DID do those things. that bothered me.

I hate being this sesnsitive. I take things too seriously and my heart breaks too fast. I even have a hard time getting over things like hearbreak, and even good things, like a crush. I cant get over them in a week. Which is why rejection hurts more then it should to me.

 

Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney (or just Ace Attorney if you're referring to the whole series)

Usually you go about solving murders as a prosecutor or a defense attorney (depends on the main character). You have to collect evidence, show the lies in witness testimonies, and pinpoint the culprit. If you make too many mistakes the case will be over and you'll have to restart from the last save point, which cam be annoying as hell sometimes. The stories are usually pretty fun to play through. You can get stuck at times but overall it's a great set of games.

 

THISTHISTHISTHISTHISTHIS!

One game I would definently recomend is Ace Attorney Investigation:Miles Edgeworth.
It's a lot of fun and the music is just fabulous.

some examples

 

I know so.

Then if you think she won't crush you then she most likely won't. I don't know her but you do so I trust in your judgement.

There is still the possibility of her not realising anything was wrong. If something was going on in her life that means she preoccupied thinking about then that could explain why she's blind to other people's suffering and why she was supposedly ignoring you. We all have problems and sometimes they blur our vision on other people.

It's fine to be this way, sensitivity just means you show more emotion and react with more emotion. Rejection is just part of life and everyone fears it because they just want to be loved, no matter who they are. I can't cure an aching heart, and I can't tell you how to be less sensitive because that's the way you are, and you're like that for a reason. I'm very sensitive as well, I let the little things get to me and worry over insignificant things that my mind makes up. I don't know a way out of it, but I do learn to ignore them, and thats all you can do really.

 

Glad to see you approve of my description skillz Feenie... btw nice Phoenix avatar. It's from the original cover art, no?

 

Yupperz, I still have to get that game, What system do you have it for? DS or Wiiware?

 

DS, I don't do DLC since I can't buy the cards with points/credits/whateverz. Plus my consoles are stupid when it comes to wireless internet connections.

Really? I've only gotta get Trials and Tribulations and Justice for All and i've got 'em all... so far. I just hope they make more in the future.