Help with Life

I've tried the cops, but they just give hima warning all the time.

 

There's a rumor going around school that I'm straight.

It's not like I'm upset about it. But it's getting tiresome.

I'd like to have a little bit of say in who I am.

The worst part is, I know who started it but it's a friend of mine. So what am I to do about that? Confront them and totally contaminate the friendship or what?

 

Well, is it true? And how do they bother you about it?

 

I am unsure if this goes in this topic.

I do not seem to feel any emotion aymore, my parents are worried about it, and I seem to be annoying members because of it.

Is there anything wrong with this?

 

..Why? Did something bad happen?

 

No, I just woke up two days ago.

 

No, it's not true at all. And it bothers me that it's going around because when I was in denial and claiming to be straight, people kept saying "Oh he's gay."

And finally I was through with hiding, so I came out. And it was like "Yeah, you're right. I am."

And now, when I find peace with my identity and just when I get comfortable with who I am, now they're saying I'm straight?? It's like I can't get a break or like I have no say in my own identity.

 

...From what??

That's not right. There's NOTHING wrong with being gay, and if someone's gay, thenlet them be. Just ignore them, they'll get bored with saying it. As long as you know who you are, then what does it matter what others think? Choose your friends wisely, and stand by them. You'll pull through...

 

It has been going on for two days, I woke up at midnight, and there was a spider on my face, normally that would scare me, but I just calmly got rid of it.

Usually after several times of losing at a hard boss, I would get angry, but I just kept playing until I beat him losing a lot in the process. When I did beat him, I did not feel any differant.

Today during school, I walked into the boy's bathroom, and I did not feel emberassed. I just walked out when I realized I was in the wrong bathroom.

 

Haha well thanks ;) But they HAVE seen me with a boyfriend. So it'd be no different. Which is why I find it strange! And then he cheated on me, and now here I am.

That also raises another problem of mine. How are you supposed to stop paranoia? I like this guy and I'm always thinking "What if he doesn't even like me as a friend??" like we hang out and stuff and talk, but I still feel so nervous. ._.

 

....Strange....I'm betting something has triggered this. What happened the day before this started?

 

Nothing, it was just a normal day, and then when I got home. I gave some attempts to Xaldin, after awhile I got so frustrated I stopped playing and went to bed.

 

...That's really weird. And you still feel nothing?

 

No, is this a problem at all?

 

...I'd say so. Life is ment to feel....

 

Do you know how someone can just not feel emotion after a nights sleep?

 

...I don't know. It's strange...you just don't stop feeling overnight...something must havev triggered it...or maybe...something's wrong?? I'm not sure....sorry....I hope you feel soon....

 

It is okay, this does not seem like a normal problem, so I did not expect someone to have an answer to fix it.