Gods Important Posts

Windy- Y-Yea but I just don't know what it is though... Oh JOE!!!*Wants to move but is still too weak.* Awwww =.=

Ashley-*Once in a deep sleep a deep thought of... Existence with or without Azazel runs through her mind. Just thinking how terrible things would be without him, and the way things are with him.*

 

me: hey its okay just take your time try not to move so much your still weak at the moment

 

Azazel- *still sleeping*

 

Windy- B-But Joe I....*Winces in pain to the point she moans slightly cause of it.*

Ashley- Azazel... I'm sorry...

 

Azazel- *some tears fall as he sleeps, his chamber turns cold*

 

Ashley-*A chill runs down her spine as she tears more in her sleep.*

 

Azazel- *cries in his sleep too, as if feeling Ashley's pain*

 

Ashley-*Can't sleep, but doesn't move at all just has tears fall from her face as she looks out in the barren sky.*

 

Azazel- *wakes up, still sealed away, looking out through the thick crystals*

 

Ashley- Only if I was stronger... Only then maybe he'd see what I mean... And CR... Why is he such a... STUPID!!!!*SHE SAYS WITH SO MUCH EMOTION AND PAIN IT ECHOS ACROSS THE LAND!!!!!!!!*

 

Azazel- Don't fault him...please...

Me- *is still in a crystal slumber within the dead realm, but able to hear what is happening*

 

Ashley- CR YOU JERK KIM LOVES YOU WITH ALL OF HER HEART AND YOU JUST DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW DARE YOU CALL YOURSELF A MAN... Let alone a friend, lover, husband, and a fighter.. Why... now look at what's happened huh? I wish I could tell Azazel this would have worked out if I had just done that school mission at the palace right. NoN would be alive, Nas wouldn't be dead... Sally would be with her BF ^.^*Crying as she says this.* And you know what...*She flips a rock up like its a coin.*

 

Me- *my voice can be heard to those that know me* I'm sorry...but nothing I say will change anyone's mind...I'm a f*cking failure, I should just stay away, locked in my crystal sleep forever in this realm beyond time, my own piece of valhalla

 

Ashley- Oh my god that annoying ass whining voice -.- You sound like such a little b*tch dude. I bet Kim would leave your sorry ass... No wait Kim would get mad, but make sure you see the error in your ways. Always going to the next level for what? Attention? Love? Ego Booster!?!?! FYI no one cares cause look at what happened to Kim. You are not CR and if you say that I'm not me you must not know who the real me is. Like you know anything about me to begin with. I'd show you, but your punk ass is stuck in a safe haven so its all cool brah. Wanna know something else too... Since you can hear me why not just do something about it? All the tough sexy... dreamy... hot... make a girl go crazy dragons do it. Azazel on the other hand is just so much hottness packed in one, but a girl can't handle it. Still he worries me cause think thinks of you too much. That's really annoying you know. I just want him to scoop me up like he used to assuring me I'm the only one on his mind. Sick dragon :D*Laughing to hide her pain and shame.*

 

Me- *says nothing else, knowing what she said is true*

 

me: *sits down next to her and holds her* please just relax..i dont want anything to happen to you..

 

Ashley- Huh what happened CR all of that and still nothing? Huh you must be feeling like a little kid right now huh? You wanna be the main problem then you got it. I'll blame you for the way I feel about Azazel right now, and why my mom died, why Bahamut died, why Kim can't remember a thing. All your fault CR just except it so we can all live without you being such a burden in our lives. Make sure all the things that you never in your entire life played a part it also effects you so you can feel that same pain. I hate that man you were never at all like that. I would never speak like this until now... I lost it all and I guess I can just go back to doing what I do best. Losing control and just destroy not kill destroy things that people worked so hard for. Leave them in the thought just never wanting to do anything but stay down... If they wanna kill themselves so what think I care. I just want all to know your sins will always be watched by others, and when they strike you Won't ever counter a thing!!!

Windy- But you already have Joe.. Have you ever thought for a single second how weak thinking has landed us here? Has landed you where you are now? Wanna know something that may end up being the loss of love. If you don't let me help you out... I want you to shine out and be happy, but if I can't help... No if you can't stop with not allowing help instead of playing hero like CR. Maybe you too could be the cause of all of this... Maybe you and CR are in some colt that just wants the world to feel for them. WHAT ABOUT ME JOE!?!??! WILL YOU EVER FEEL FOR ME LIKE WE ALL HAVE FELT FOR YOU!?!?! LIKE THE WAY YOU AND I WOULD CUDDLE AND JUST MAKE.... Well I guess love isn't even the right thing to say now is it. I can't even tell if you know it means to enjoy love without excepting the defeat of how you say not being strong enough. How dare you call yourself a lover if you haven't the control of a fighter who wants to get better. I want to be a fighter with you not like or against you. But until you see it just... Please I want to be loved not force to be loved when I... SEEM TO BE THE ONLY ONE DOING SOMETHING!!!!

 

me: *i put my head down for a second not able to say anything but then i look up and look into her eyes* your right i need to stop thinking that i can do everything on my own..i need to accept that i cant always be the hero. but the emotions on how i love you are real and their not forced. i will learn to accept help i will learn to become one, as long as i dont lose you..

 

Windy- Joe... Hmmm Joe... JOE.. Joe...

 

???- Things will be fine Ashley, erase him from your mind *a dragon that looks like me, but older stands behind her*