Count to 300 Before Staff Post! - Diamond Edition

42
Not at all. I said my patheticness. The more I search to a reason to why I feel this way about myself the worse I feel.

 

42. UGH! I'm catching a cold... ><

 

43

Whatever doesn't kill you simply makes you more pathetic in your own eyes.

 

emo mood
8D

 

lolz xDDD
:D

 

46

I've fealt this way for a while, but now I'll let it all out since I think everybody already knows how stupid I am. Now my internet and real life can burn to the ground hand in hand.

 

no one ever said or hinted that

 

47. Whoa... emo much? ><

 

48
oh really?
just cause he had a bad day?

 

50. Then I must have a bad day everyday... <<

 

51

It's been this way for a while, in my real life. Now my internet life is just going down and I'm just dragging myself down with it.

Ironic that it didn't really start with the internet life until I asked why I fealt this way. Now I am starting to dread to post and make topics. I should probably quit whining and take my place in life. Now I accept that I am just making a fool of myself.

 

aawh we've all been there
but once u get depressed u tend to jsut see every thing is bad. and always will be. what ever caused it u have to find out that. and do ur best to fix it or move on satisfied u can't fix it.

 

53. And that my friend is very true.

 

fifty four.

 

55

Sorry to anyone I have degraded myself infront of. I know that my sorrow is mine and mine alone and one of the few things you keep in the grave is sorrow and one of the few things you give to others while you are in the grave is sorrow.
There's one thing that will cheer me up, a name change.
But how do I reach 300 post by Monday?

 

i was gunna say ur supposed to tell people to get it off ur chest. but that was a mood swinger by the end there.....

 

57
I usually keep my emotions bottled inside so people don't say I'm a fagget seeking attention. Sometimes I like to pretend I'm in the place where there's only ever one joke and it's me. I pretend the insults are laughs, and move on. Today, I don't know why, I just let a small bit of what I feel and I feel that I have degraded myself.

 

yes. if u are not used to saying how u feel it will not feel right to let any out.
but keeping it in only piles more and more on top of the problems.
yes telling someone makes u feel worse unless they help in some way, other wise all u ahve done is let out tings that u feel u should never tell.

 

59
And the next time to try to let things out you won't because you remember the emotional scars you got last time from trying.

 

60. Then um... take a break for a while?