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  1. Jayn
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    " Do you suppose that . . . Miss Yunalesca took it? "

    She didn't want to just flat out accuse Yuna, but the girl had left Madeline there to basically die and she was no where to be found now. Still, M shrugged without another word,as though she wasn't totally convinced and pulled the auditorium door open. When she did, it was basically empty except for a few other's. Of course, they were schoolmates she recognized. They were on Crestatia's list. She ran a shaky hand through her tangled hair and sighed. She did not want to be social, really. She was already regretting coming here to the auditorium--surely there had to be somewhere else to go and some way to stall this.

    She was hungry. She wanted something to eat, or at least to drink. She had to wonder at that point if it was even worth being here and trying to interact with these people. She saw Brian, Aileen and Chase.


    "Hey!"

    Her voice was louder than she had meant for it to be. It sounded more like a warning shout rather than a greeting. Her cheeks burned.

    "Um. Are you guys okay?"

    She didn't care, she just didn't know what else to say.
    Post by: Jayn, Dec 3, 2012 in forum: Hall of Fame
  2. Jayn
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    "What of yourself, has anything happened, or have you seen anyone? "

    "Yuna was with me...Then I blacked out and woke up here feeling awful. I wrote down a code I found from the email, but... " She looked around from the piece of paper, her shoulders falling. She didn't see it. Of course not. Crestatia wouldn't let her keep it, woulds he? ...Unless Yuna had run off with it, the bitch. Maybe that's why she left her here. She felt the same aggression that had launched her towards Temperance at Lacey's build up inside her, but there was no one around that she wanted to slap so she released it and smiled briefly towards Quin.

    "I think we should go...I'm getting the feeling we're meant to be doing something here, and this storm won't end until we're done. It's just a hunch, but... Well, it makes no sense to keep us trapped in here for no reason."

    She had no idea what they could possibly do, but alas. She didn't want to drown...She wondered about the condition of her house. Her heart ached with the thought of her tiny little basement room being flooded. All of her dresses and technology. She didn't think once about her mother or her safety.

    Instead of standing around, M pushed herself away from the desk. Her knees felt like sponges and she was just a little bit tempted to kneel back down on the floor and resume her crawling. Instead, she took slow steps towards the library door. Today was eating day. She wasn't going to starve to death of all things. She had to be very careful about what meals to skip and how long she went without food.

    When she opened the door, she was greeted to absolutely nothing but empty hallways and the sound of relentless rain. What time was it? Surely someone had to be about, even if it was a teacher. It wasn't...too strange yet, considering that this was just one hall, but on her way to the auditorium (hopefully with Quin) she found no one.

    "Mm, Quin? When you were headed to the library, was everything this...quiet?" M reached out to open a door to the auditorium as she spoke.

    Nope, nope, nope. No more bullshit, no more crazy, please.
    Post by: Jayn, Dec 2, 2012 in forum: Hall of Fame
  3. Jayn

    Thank you. I got confused because there was no talk of swapping with him at first. Just looked like GS was giving you his song, and then later he mentioned a parody of the fresh prince and I'm like wtf because no one said anything to me. You guys discussed it on Skype.

    Good luck, Chie.




    8 - 5 = 3 + 5 = 8

    whoop so good at math yep look at me, guys.

    Post by: Jayn, Dec 2, 2012 in forum: KHV Chorus
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    She recognized Quin's voice without looking up. This was upsetting. Everything was upsetting lately. It felt as though nothing would remain unchanged or untouched during these 100 Days. Everything would shift and eventually fall through. She did not want to change. It took far too much effort to become who she was. Changing...No, reverting back would be devastating not only for her but for anyone around her.

    Her body still ached, but it was getting better. She would have to ask Yuna what happened. She was disturbed by the fact that the girl seemed not to be around anymore. Still, Madeline swallowed her anger and turned her attention back to Quin.

    "Yeah," she flicked a glance back towards the windows. "still raining, huh...?"

    How long would it last? This was clearly Crestatia's doing, but why? They were wasting so much time ... unless there was something they were supposed to accomplish here. Her stomach flipped and she pulled herself up on shaky legs. This was humiliating, but what could she do? The world spun so she tried to steady it, furrowing her brows and focusing her eyes on the front desk. She took a few unbalanced steps forward, feeling like a child who was walking for the first time and hating herself for it.

    "I'm sorry. I don't know what happened." She muttered. When she reached the desk, she steadied herself on it and turned to face Quin again. Little by little, she was finding the need to disguise herself around the dark-haired girl needless. It was inevitable she would slip up again.

    When she finally faced Quin, she got a vibe that something wasn't quite right. She was tempted to ask what it was, but she didn't feel as though she should. She wasn't sure if she truly cared yet, and with care or not it would feel invasive. Maybe she would ask later.

    "Do you know where everyone else is?"
    Post by: Jayn, Dec 2, 2012 in forum: Hall of Fame
  5. Jayn
    Please don't be mean.

    As some of you know...I don't even know how to say this, lol. But my mom knows about my internet life (understandable because I've literally been on the internet since I was like 6). She asks about you guys all of the time, she listens to KHVC, she's spoken one on one with some of you members that call me... She made an account here WAY back when and wished someone I was close to a happy birthday for me (because there was no internet at home, but she had some at work), she bought me a slice of cake/said congrats when I became staff (and when I was promoted she was like YATTA!), ETC.

    So um.

    She's been asking me to let her sing for KN and KHVC for a while, you know, to bond and whatnot...But I never let her because I'm evil, obviously.

    Today she kind of forced me to let her record something and asked if I'd put it up. She thought it was fitting.
    https://www.box.com/s/qyit5nf48vv37zmgqck0
    Thread by: Jayn, Dec 2, 2012, 34 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  6. Jayn
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    Ugh...


    It felt as if she had fallen asleep buried underneath bricks. Her body was still not functioning correctly; everything seemed extremely slow. Her head was pounding and her spine ached now from her awkward sleeping position. She glanced towards one of the large library windows. It was still raining hard, but the sky was a bit lighter now. How long had she slept for? She didn't know, but she wanted to get up. There was still no indication that Yuna was still in the library, but she wasn't worried about it.

    She rolled onto her side and winced, wondering if something was broken. Everything hurt so bad, and her head suddenly felt too heavy for her neck. She laid there awkwardly in a fetal position for a few more minutes before slowly and steadily propping herself up with the arm that hurt the least until she was sitting with her spine straight.

    Part of her felt nauseous and irritated that she had seriously slept the whole night there and no one had found her. She could have died there alone last night and no one would have come for her. But why would they? Why would anyone? Even Yuna, the girl who was literally right there didn't bother to help her or check on her. She hated her for that now. All traces of the respect Yuna had gained were gone. Madeline would remember this.

    She clicked her tongue and pushed herself onto her hands and knees. She must have looked absolutely ridiculous. She was trembling as she tried to life herself onto her feet. Would she have to resort to crawling her way out of here like a dog? As if! She would rather suffer from internal bleeding and die than do that. Internal bleeding. She really hoped she was exaggerating this pain.
    Post by: Jayn, Dec 1, 2012 in forum: Hall of Fame
  7. Jayn
    I still have mine from last year (along with the I got for this year). I never ate it. I don't really like chocolate like that... I've decided to make it a tradition to not eat any of them and then just use them all on Christmas morning to make hot chocolate.
    Post by: Jayn, Dec 1, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone
  8. Jayn
    Hi.

    12/1 (possibly 12/2 --*cough* possibly 3rd omg photoshop y ) ~ New Event Launched!!

    12/1 - 12/7 ~ Finish KHV Rhaspsody (not enough people joined so Anzu and I will fill in)

    12/8 - Karaoke Night

    12/9 - 12/16~ Christmas Song #2

    12/9 - 12/22 - Karaoke Night (Christmas Edition!)

    12/16 - 12/25 ~ Christmas Song #1

    I know that seems backwards, but the most anticipated song will be released on the 25th. If you want a new render for Christmas, get it to me before the 8th.

    If you legitimately want to help with anything (mixing, animation, whatever) then you need to apply. I keep saying that but people keep just telling me "hey yo jayn if u need help i can help" instead of actually filling out the forms. As stated previously (over and over again), your offer is void. I will not ask you for help, even if I really need it, unless you actually apply. There's a reason for that and I'm happy to share it...elsewhere.
    Thread by: Jayn, Dec 1, 2012, 9 replies, in forum: KHV Chorus
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    If you don't know the song, listen to it before you vote.

    If you guys end up choosing some super traditional boring song I will massacre you. <3 Only because I love you.

    I think we got a total of 2 Christmas song suggestions this year. Wow.

    I'm not going to put links to the traditional songs because most of us know them...What? Lazy? Me? PFFF.

    Cold December Night x
    Christmas Time is Here x
    Shake Up Christmas x
    Last Christmas x
    Fairytale of New York x
    Baby it's Cold Outside x
    Where are you, Christmas? x
    Thread by: Jayn, Dec 1, 2012, 10 replies, in forum: KHV Chorus
  10. Jayn
    Super lame but that's okay.

    Also. If anyone wants to start the next day...6-9am should be the starting time frame. The flooding is getting worse. The storm has not ended.
    Post by: Jayn, Dec 1, 2012 in forum: Retirement Home
  11. Jayn
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    DAY 6
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    Note: This recap will not substitute you actually READING, so do that if you have not or you'll miss things.
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    Temperance, Anthony, Tyler, Cherno

    Cherno sends a text to John. He's planning some experiment.

    Brian's little sister was in the hospital.

    Cherno and Temperance have been messaging each other back and forth on Tumblr.

    John can't make good jokes.

    Madeline finds the code. I hope you guys try to crack it because otherwise...You're missing some big things.

    Abby has bullies. We knew that, but something happened with it.


    Random storm.

    Is she pregnant? The RP may never know.

    Angst.

    The high school is on lock down.

    Temperance is stranded in a pharmacy.

    oh crap, no ANTHONY BABU RUN.

    Abby & Elizabeth bond.

    Rudeness.

    Yuna decides to kill off Temperance.

    Cherno should save Temperance because she's going to drown.

    Cute.

    Temperance has a heart.

    WHAT? WHAT WHAT? WHAT? WHAT?!

    MADELINE IS DYING. LOL

    God saved John.

    ~Deepness~



    CONCLUSIONS/UPDATES?
    Bushy's last post was on the 27th. What?'s last post was on the 29th. Agent's last post was on the 28th. All are way over the 48 hour mark, but they've all talked to me. Still, if they don't post soon (day and a half), removing. It's cool to be busy and talk to me, but it eventually to a point where you're missing a lot. ...And that's bad. (Bushy has been on Tumblr and plans on posting tomorrow, so it's all good).

    I have had to say it like four times now, but please finish your day. Go to bed/end your day. I don't want to have to throw a penalty on that but I will if you guys keep ignoring it. As stated before, don't just leave your character hanging and then try to make up for it later. If you know that you're not going to be able to post later or you have a lot to do or you're getting sleepy, end your day/do something with yourselves, even if it's a sentence. PLS AND THANKS.

    Everyone saying 'my character is useless, i'm not contributing, i'm going to be killed off' yamete. *Smacks hand* WHILE THAT MAY BE TRUE...That is completely up to you. Like, completely--unless some catastrophe happens offline. If you can post, then it is completely up to you how 'useless' you make yourself out to be. If that's a legitimate concern of your's and you care if your character is 'unimportant' then do something about it. Your character's future is 85% in your hands. If you decide not to have your character do anything important or get involved, that's on you.

    Similarly, if you feel like the fates are shifting too fast and omg everyone's dying and omg these declarations and omg i'm going to die--do something about it. This is entirely collaborative. Do. Something. About. It. Get some confidence, be creative and change Crestatia's mind. If you're marked for death (*cough*hyuge*cough*) or you fall in love, do something. Change fate. Grasp your future. Nothing in this RP is set in stone. As you see, things keep changing and twisting and getting crazy and plot-twisty--why? That's what makes it interesting!

    We're all individuals! We're all thinking, breathing human beings and we can make decisions and come up with solutions. This is one of the most difficult things to project onto an original RP character. You often feel like there's nothing to do, or it's follow-the-leader, or you don't have any good ideas or you're not creative enough--you're not 'good enough'. Well, you are. If you can think, if you can make decisions, if you can feel, if you can write...If you can create a character, tumblr--hell if you can EXIST, you have a reservoir of creativity. Do not mistake laziness or lack of motivation as absence of that. You have the potential, it's up to you what you do with it.

    This RP makes me happy because you all have the potential to take control of your character's existence and really, really unleash in a way a lot of role plays on KHV specifically don't allow (or don't see need to). This RP is just as exciting and nerve-wracking and interesting to me as it could be for some of you. I don't KNOW what's going to happen at every turn and corner. I don't know who the heck Harvey is or if Temperance is pregnant or if Elizabeth is a secret psychopath or what Brian's sister is like or why she was in the hospital. Hell, I don't know when or how or if MADELINE will die yet and she's MY character. I love that, and I love all of you. So please don't get discouraged or think you're not worth anything.

    IT'S UP TO YOU, MY PRECIOUS RP BABUS, TO SPREAD YOUR WINGS AND FLY. (UNLESS YOU'RE ALREADY DEAD.)

    And if you decide not to? Then that's your choice and I still love you.
    Post by: Jayn, Dec 1, 2012 in forum: Retirement Home
  12. Jayn
    Sorry, the first one is so blurry because I forgot to resize it and refused to launch Photoshop again and Photobucket's editor is awful. Gomen, gomen, gomen. Click on it to go to the full quality not-resized version. I replace it later.

    So...Happy December!! I hope you all have a great one. Feel free to use any of these wherever. Tumblr, MSN (why are you still using that), Skype, here, whatever. Crediting if you can would be excellent but I won't kill you over it. <3 If you want any of the stocks, lemme know, yo.

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  13. Jayn
    That's fine, thank you for saying something. 8)
    Post by: Jayn, Dec 1, 2012 in forum: Retirement Home
  14. Jayn
    It always is.

    //exiled

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    Thanks for noticing. /Eeyore

    Thanks for noticing. /Eeyore
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  17. Jayn
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    Even if she had wanted to, she wouldn't have been able to move. Pain wracked her entire body and her mind was blank. After a few minutes, her eyes fluttered open to the dark library ceiling. Her mouth tasted like copper and her arms felt impossible to lift. She didn't remember any of what happened, but she had a small idea. She felt completely broken, it hurt so bad. Madeline closed her eyes and willed the world to stop spinning.

    She wouldn't be getting up any time soon, so she tried to make the library floor as comfortable as possible for her to sleep (or die) on, with minimal effort. She didn't care to figure out where Yuna was. She stopped breathing for a minute, hoping it would cease the ache in her rib cage.

    It did.

    How terrible.
    Post by: Jayn, Dec 1, 2012 in forum: Hall of Fame
  18. Jayn
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    dis lyf.

    dis lyf.
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    Sigh.
    Post by: Jayn, Dec 1, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone