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Yeah, politics are never fun.

I lucked out and went to go see Cabin in the Woods. My dad kept saying that we should have seen the Three Stooges instead, but that really doesn't look like that kind of movie. He just seemed to be in a bad mood about it, so I figured he was going to hate Cabin in the Woods either way. I really enjoyed it though. I figured it wasn't going to be too scary and more play on the tropes that are in horror movies and basically poke fun at that. It was really fun, although the conclusion could have been done better.

Aww, that's lucky. My school is just the standard two semesters a year kind of thing. And, yeah, I was really happy when I found out that I wouldn't be having to do that for that class. Government has never been something I was too interested in. I was just singing to myself how happy I was.

Haha, I've always stayed consistent with my procrastination, so I really haven't seen it affect me too much. Haha; it just gets rough this time of the year because teachers are starting to pile on the final projects of the semester and stuff like that. I was really happy in World Governments though because my teacher actually had to cancel our big project because we're behind in the reading. I was really relieved when I heard that. XD

Yep. No matter what, I seem to be unable to escape the cycle of procrastination. No matter what though, it always seems to get done by morning morning, even though I don't quite know how sometimes.

I also don't have classes on Fridays. Every week, I tell myself I'll use Friday to catch up on stuff, but I know deep down that I won't. XD

Well, I have a lot of homework that I'm procrastinating on. XD I have to read about Germany's government, as well as finish my story outline and create a scene for my script writing class. I'm supposed to see Cabin in the Woods today, but with my parents fighting, it doesn't look that likely.

How about you?

Yeah, there's usually humor in it. XD

Yeah; it's good to have friends where you can build off of each other. And yeah, older people usually do teach you some stuff that you probably wouldn't have learned before. Sometimes, it's a blessing and a lot of the times, it's a nightmare. XD

Yeah, and I love mine too. And it's because of them I love a lot of the stuff I do. They usually watch movies that I normally would go "Hell no, I don't feel like wasting my time" but then I end up actually liking it (for similar and different reasons than them). I miss them; they were amusing. It does feel sometimes feel interesting being in a room full of older people. I did take a speech class where I interacted a lot with the people around me, but that didn't last passed the semester because of my problems with people. But they do teach you new things, that's for sure. XD

Yeah; I still have to live at home because we're waiting or the surgery. I don't really know how to talk to people around me in my classes, and I live basically where there is no one around my age. Yeah; it was kind of hard with my old friends to talk about in depth about movies because they didn't see them the same way that I did.

I actually come from a small town too, and I felt very alone there as well. I had to move to LA for my surgery, but I still live in an area where there's no one to really talk to. I'm just someone who stays confined in my room because that's one place I feel safe. Mmhmm; she's very supportive and I know that she's always going to be there for me. I couldn't ask for anyone better.

Yeah; she definitely is. Yeah, you're lucky to have to have a mixed family. I'm kind of the black sheep in my family, so they don't necessary know how to see things my way.

Yeah, I know that it's very childish, but they've never been too supportive with the stuff I want to do. With the rest of my siblings, they get all the support they want because it centers around sports (I live in a sports oriented family). I was about to give up, until I met my girlfriend. She's probably the only person who cheered me on to do the stuff that I enjoyed doing. A lot of the stuff I do is inspired because of her.

Yeah; same here. Already, I know that I'm living a life way different than what my parents want for me. I know it sounds petty, but part of me just really wants to rub it in their faces once I succeed in my dreams.

You're welcome.

I know that I'm supposed to live my life, and that my parents do have some input...but they've done too much stuff to have me trust them. I know it's wrong to say, but I just want to avoid the kind of life that they lived. Thanks.

Yeah; and I also want to get some kind o career in writing; ever since high school, I've always wanted to peruse it. Unfortunately, I have parents who seem to tear down all the dreams I have or "realistic" goals. I'll keep working on though, and I always hope that I what I come up with is good. And good luck to you with what you want to do.

Thanks. A lot of the stuff that I do is basically because I wasn't able to do much things. I wasn't allowed to play rough sports, so I just simply hung out in the library all day or just watch a lot of movies. I know your right about that I get to choose who to be, and I know a lot of people praise me for what I do, but I just can't see it in myself. It probably goes back to that whole "you're your own worst critic" thing.

Yeah, I guess it doesn't exactly make me different from people, but it kind of led me to be different. I was constantly the person looking in at everyone else having fun because it would be dangerous for me to join them. Because of that, I couldn't even talk to people. When I was a kid, I was sometimes called out of class in order to go to special therapy sessions where I was taught how to talk with people. It worked a little, but I've always ended up someone who sits by himself, reading and not bothering anyone else. And yeah, I'm a bit small too. That seems to be the general consensus with people born with heart problems, and the small body does make things easier for the heart. I'm also easily frightened. My girlfriend often refers to me as a "pup", usually as a joke, but there's some joke to it. I'm shaky, and get scared/spaz out easily.

Yeah, my voice is just higher pitched than what most should be. I'm able to play younger characters though, which is always good. I've been trying to do some amateur stuff for a while now, so I'm glad to finally see my hard work paying off. Yeah, I'm sometimes a push over as well and I tend to keep just stay quiet when a bunch of people are talking. Shyness is always a curse. It has never been easy for me to talk to people in real life. I've never been that sociable with others, mostly because I feel like I'm an outsider of the world. My heart problems keep me from doing most things, so I just feel very different than most people.

I love voice acting too. I actually got a very small role in a Re: Coded fan dub. I voice the moogle that appears sometimes. Yeah, I don't have the normal voice for someone my age, but it lands me some interesting roles. I'm suppose to have something from an original work, but the creator is having problems with one of the actors. Real life acting is also something that I'm something very interested in, especially with directing, because it just seems like an interesting job (plus, it seems fun to boss people around). I'm usually good with talking about anything too. Okay; I'll be sure to remember that. thanks.