Sakura Angel

Ah..And oh gawd! That's so pretty T^T'

I understand that...just try not to stress yourself out too much, okay?

I know that feeling. xD;;
It's at times like that where we, as kids, just have to suck it up and deal. If anything, we'll learn from our parents how not to treat our kids one day.

Yeah, it'll be hard at first, and you'll get upset, but ultimately...it really may help. Even if you rip it up in the end, you get the emotions out.
And hell, if you're really feeling that upset, do what I do. Look up pictures of really adorable animals on Google Images. I've spent a fair amount of time when I'm upset looking at pictures of puppies, and it calms me down so I can start thinking straight again.

It's okay that you have problems, but try to remember that they don't understand. The last thing I want to happen is for your animals to think that you're hitting them because you're mad at them, which can cause them to be more hostile towards you. D:

No problem, I hope I helped some <3
Unfortunately I have to go now, I gotta get up in a few hours to go to the dentist, but we'll definitely talk later, alright?

I see...so I guess a foster family is out of the question?

That's pretty stupid, but if it'd prevent her from getting mad at you, I'd suggest doing it in the future. My mom and stepdad ask me to do pointless things like that too, and a lot of the time that ends in a similar argument. Just do what you think would prevent some kind of fight, hopefully that'll help, and I'm really sorry I can't be of more help with this issue. D:

But you'll have to get those emotions out somehow. What about writing things by hand if you're not allowed an internet blog? No one else has to read or see them, but for you to get those words out helps. And ****, why can't you be with your pets anymore?
Hitting your animal is never good, since they don't really understand what's wrong, so both of these things worry me...as for the cutting, hide any object you could use to potentially hurt yourself. Put it away, forget where you put it, lock it up, etc. I don't think you're a terrible person at all, just that you're going through a tough time and it's confusing you and leaving you scared. Which is okay, but taking out that fear on yourself does not help.

Hey, come on, I keep telling you that you are never a burden. We all got our own problems, but some people need more help than others, and I can see that you need someone to talk to. You're my friend and sister, I gotta help you out when you're having trouble. :c

It's never a problem *hugs*
Aw man...I'm sorry. How old is the baby? And how much longer are you expected to look after it?
What did your mom ask you to do? :/

I don't like when my mom does that to me either...it's a terrible feeling, I know, but maybe if you give her a bit to calm down she'll be more normal again. It's okay to cry, it's much better than keeping your feelings all pent up, trust me. It doesn't make you any less stronger, it's just a way of getting the feeling out. As for the loneliness...I'm trying to deal with that myself, but what I've found that works is a few things. One is spending time with my dog, like just petting her and talking to her, stuff like that. Another is writing how you feel on some kind of blog. I do it a lot with my own (on tumblr) and if you meet a few people on those blog sites, you'd be surprised how supportive they are. It's also a way to get rants and stuff off your chest if you have no one to talk to, and a lot of the time that'll make you feel better too.
If there's anything you can think of that I can do for you, please let me know. I'll always be here for you, as will many others on here. <3

Sure I have time now. :]

Damn...alright.
I'm guessing it'd be hard for you to type everything out on the PSP, so if you want you can include that in your reply to the PM. I hope things get better. D:
But remember, we all still love you on here. <3

Hey, you got my PM right?
Just checking to make sure you did, KHV was spazzing for me a little earlier. <3

I'm not, I'm depressed, and I feel like I was just getting in his way. He had another sleepover at Sammy's house too, I hope he's happy he makes me cry when he does that.

i just hope she finds someone that makes her happy. all i want is her happiness

REMINDER: tids the better one download thing and the japanse version once you get home DONT FORGET! end note to self~!

i'll be fine. as they say time heals all wounds
*hugs* thanks for being here for me

thanks, and i really apreciate that you didnt blow up at me for hanging with sammy. true be told i'd still die for tifa...

well i was hanging with sammy then tifa asked if she could call, sammy hung downtown, i went home and talked with tifa, she was upset from the weekend so i tried to help wished her a happy 3 month aniversary. got 2 talking about our relationship she said i've changed and its like i dont care anymore. sammy came over 2 my house then tifa said im wasting your time and hung up the phone, i was alittle upset so i went and hung with sammy then stayed over at her house that night to try and calm myself down. got online the next day and found out tifa broke up with me on our aniversary. and now im trying my best to get over her. so i dont hurt like i did last time me and her broke up.

More a 'pull of the heart strings'' anime, you mean?

Woop, that's good then xD
It does? ; ; Will I cry? I want to watch it now ><' I'll be careful, it takes alot to reduce to me to tears xD

That's alot! Condisering each anime will probably have twenty five episodes or so DX I wish you luck! Anime fest ftw! :'3
I also would like to watch Remo and Juliet ..I think that's what it's called? <.>

Oh awesome, that's on my list to watch after I finish watching Higurashi c:

That sucks ><''
ooo, I still need to watch up on my anime, whatcha watching? :3

It's okay. I'm quite well, thank you for asking o: Yourself?

Oh silly me >w<' Sorry, I assumed you were talking about a trip. N'awr, hope you're alright now! Here to talk or if you ever need somebody to vent too~