What you see is what you partly get.

Discussion in 'Archives' started by AlexleHoshi, May 12, 2008.

  1. AlexleHoshi Dude called Alex

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    What you see is what you get with me
    But why is it still I seem to hide?
    I don’t care what others think of me
    But do I care of what I think of my self?
    Sure I show who I am when I am happy
    But what about showing sorrow?
    I have always felt guilty about showing my sorrow
    Do I really believe that I’m doing wrong?
    Every time I go to show sadness
    When I am not along?
    I want someone to tell
    But who can I burden?
    When I feel like I have been one all my life.

    I cannot cry, I will not cry
    Because it feels wrong to do so
    When I am not along.
    But late at night when sorrow fills up
    That is the only time I can
    I can cry without feeling guilty
    Of the tears that fall from my eyes
    Like rain drops siding down the window.

    Do I feel guilty about crying in fount of you all
    Because I’ll always know,
    That somewhere in the world
    There is someone who has a much
    Better reason to cry...

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    Just something I've been thinking about, I've always felt bad about crying in fount of people if their not crying or upset for the same reason, so I tent to hide my sorrows till I'm alone.