*sigh* too many details to go into. let's just say this. would have been ten months today, but she broke up with me yesterday. said she lost her feelings for me. still loves me, but as a friend. my ex-best friend pretty much has been trying to take her away from me to get back at me for something. yeahhh. i'm 14, if you didn't know. it hurts. a lot. a lot a lot a lot a lot....she was my first relationship, girlfriend, kiss, REAL kiss, and we went a little further, too, pretty much almost as far as two girls can go >___> uhm. don't know what else to say. just...i need something to make me happy. something that doesn't involve "you'll find someone better". cuz that just hurts more.
I know how you feel. I was in a similar situation. I mean, we never really did anything, since it was just an online relationship, but we were together for nine months and she broke up with me for a similar reason. She realized she only loved me like a brother. Granted, she is 15 and I'm 20, but still. I was in pain for months, I'm still recovering a bit, but I'm happy agian, and I may have found someone else. But really, just give it time, you'll heal eventually.
