Everyone at kh-vids

It all started about a couple months before joining up here, I had stumbled onto a mostly anime message board called Anime Arena, it was pretty small only having six members before me. Thinking that there would be no harm in joining such a small site that probably would never be known by more then twenty five people, i joined up as the seventh member, I used the name Henohenomoheji due to that being my first experiences with any of the Japanese language.

little bit later the site exploded in size going about seven members to five hundred members. I have no idea what he did to cause such a massive explosion of members, but I was happy that I joined when the number of members was still only a single diget. With the massive increase of members Skexe (The username of the sites owner) started getting some staff members. He made four of the members a Moderator. Raito (Member Two), Eiken (Member Thirty-Nine), Tessaiga (Member Eighty-One), Saw (Member One Hundered Fifty-Two), and Tyler (Member Four Hunderd Twenty-One). Judging from how they do in reporting everything to Skexe there was no one better to pick to be Moderators. Due to the sites growing size I made it my goal to become a part of the staff.

About a month past and I became one of the most active member of the site, the site had grown to about seven hundred members and many more changes to the staff occured. Tyler was made Super Moderator as well as Raito, and Eiken. Several other members became a Moderator, not one of them being me, which I had no problem with, I just decided to work much harder at it.

On one night when not many people were on Tyler started to do things to **** up the site, starting off by demoting and banning all of the staff members excluding himself. He started becoming very corrupt and would ban anyone for the most ******ed reasons, if you make a spelling mistake, ban, minor insult (To anyone), ban. This went on for a month, but during that time Skexe had asked someone he knew to gain Tyler's trust by any possible means, the member is known here as Barrage Adamant. He did his job insanely well acomplishing his task within a month.

Barrage Adamant restored everything after being made an Administrator, but the damage was already done one thousand members have been banned and not many visited the site anymore. The forum basically became a dead area. Skexe completely got rid of it and made a new message board, this time the requirements for becoming a staff member would be much harder.

I started contacting Barrage Adamant to ask him about the possibility of becoming a staff member. "From what I heard, you would make a good Moderator, unfortunatly because of what happened to the last message board there will be no staff updates for quite a while. Maybe if you do some things for me though I could put in a good word for you."

Since Barrage Adamant loved experimenting people's reactions he mostly used me to post what if events, a few of them were actually similer to what happened to me a couple years ago. After a couple days we became friends.

Skexe during this time found another message board Tyler frequented, and started doing everything he could to get back at him, after awhile of this Tyler gave him this message "Okay you ****ing jackass, I have nothing against you, I only did it because I was personally asked by some Moderators on kh-vids."

Personally, I did not think that this was actually on act of hostillities from kh-vids, it just seems kind of stupid for another site to send someone to **** up another site, but Skexe believed it and he actually started thinking up a plan to get bck at this site (He is hell bent on getting revenge for some reason).

I saw this as an opportunity to get close to him and maybe that would help in my obsession with becoming a staff member. I asked him if there were anything I could help him do in the kh-vids so called "problem".

He told me that he was planning to pretty much do the same thing to kh-vids as was done to his site and that he would like me to investigate some of the members there to see if any one of them acted like Tyler, or just anyone suspiceous on the site. Taking every opportunity to increase my chances of becoming a part of the staff I asked if I could be the one to become Administrator with the site.

And that is when my time on kh-vids began, Skexe did not think I could do it myself so he had Barrage Adamant send some members to cause some trouble, and I was somehow supposed to convince everyone that I did it when actually it was already planned to stop within a certain ammount of days.

It seemed to work, Sara knew about how the end of the troll invasiion was caused by me (Or so she thought) and of my intention to become a part of the staff, all she did not know were my true reasons for trying so hard.

A little bit before the end of the troll invasion something happened between Barrage Adamant and Skexe and he asked me to go into his account and to do stuff to give him a reason to be demoted and banned, at first I did not want to do it because I actually was friends with Barrage Adamant, but he told me if this was done I would be made Moderator.

Reluctently, I told him I would do it and he gave me his password. How he got that password I have no idea but I did exactly as he said and Barrage Adamant was soon banned, I was made a Moderator but it would not last long.

Before being banned, One of the Super Moderators saw the IP and noticed it matched up with mine, I was promptly banned but brought back by Skexe who said that I was not to be banned.

That was all fine and well, but almost the entire site liked Barrage Adamant, and when it was revealed that it was me who did it I had almost the entire message board hating me. I was demoted again but hust not banned, and with Skexe barely on anymore, I had no choice but to take every insult that came to me, the few staff members left even encouraged it.

This went on for a week, the staff became corrupt without him and this eventually caused a flame war between everyone. This lasted for a while before Skexe finally came on and closed the message board. It has yet to be opened up to anyone that is not an Administrator.

Meanwhile, I was doing everything I could to become a staff on kh-vids, but this soon changed as trolls got sent to kh-vids, and this time it was not planned between anybody.

This went on, and I got depressed and started acting weird as Sara plainly noted in the Admins and Mods forum. eventually my account was "hacked" and I was banned, a little bit later I found out that is was actually me doing all of this on my site history. It lead to a proxy site with my account logged on, I put two and two together and figured out it was me.

Ignoring the task given to me I posted a thread stating I would be leaving to avoid causing the site any more trouble, but this did not last long and some members convinced me to stay.

I decided to stay and I would keep it a secret that it was actually me causing trouble with the alias Boris the Blade due to the fact that he was actually very Anime Arena. Sonn after trolls were being sent to the site, stating that "Boris the Blade sent them" I knew that this was actually me because my site history says that their were several sites that had "Boris the Blade" as an Administrator sending people to attack the site.

I quickly learned that I could do nothing to stop it, just like I could do nothing to stop her death. I still was worried about the consequences so I decided not to tell anyone.

Due to my silence this continued on, eventually I made friends with Roxas, and he told me about JRock Revolution, I joined up there and later found out his password, eventually Jrock Revolution was hacked, and I felt guilty of the possibility of someone else being arrested for my actions (I was told they were investigating someone working at a Gamestop in New york), I told Arc everything.

So it seems that with my obsession with becoming a staff member, I betrayed every one of my friends and got each and every one of them to hate me (The ones I feel the most bad about were Arc, and Roxas), and I am currently sitting at home looking at four years of jail for evrything I did, so far that would be exactly one quarter of my life so far.