I'm really looking forward to this game. ^-^ I was a little intimidated at first by a fourteenth member, but strangely I kind of like Xion from what little we've seen of her.
Yeah, you have a really great point. Sorry. It actually runs a lot deeper than that, but it doesn't matter anyway. Thanks :rockdover:
Yeah, I suppose that's part of the issue. Everyone seems to have their groups, and their only interest is in talking to them. Most of my friends at this school are freshmen, even though I'm a sophomore, because they're new too.
Firstly, I think this is going to be a long post. I'll keep the paragraphs short and sweet. I just moved to a new town with my mom and her new husband, and I had to leave my best friend at my old school. This new one is really enormous, and there's tons of people and cliques and I feel like I'm being stifled. My choir teacher hates me, I'm failing chem, and it's been hard fitting in with so many preppies hanging around (no offense to preps, I'm just not one of them). My depression's coming back and recently it got so bad I started cutting, so my mom took me to a psychiatrist and they're putting me on a drug for bipolar disorder. I don't want to take any meds anymore, but I'm so desperate for it to stop I'm willing to do anything. All my life it's been hard fitting in. My friends tell me that's not the truth, and that I just have a really bad perception of myself, but I don't believe them. I can't stop thinking about every little thing. If I'm not occupying myself with homework or something else, my thoughts just won't stop. It's horrible. I zone out in chemistry and this guy next to me keeps telling me I'm a space case. >.< I've never done anything to him, so what's his problem? Is it normal to feel this socially awkward? ;_; Like there's a wall between you and the rest of the world? Or is there really something wrong with me? Crap, I don't know how to get it all to stop.
I'd love to say I didn't believe this was true, but.... I have to. :(
where to? i'm going to lafayette now in ellisville
okay. i haven't talked to you in a while so i thought i'd ask. i heard you moved...?
hey, it's taylor. you doing okay?
Heh...I actually do (all the time). :P But I know it's probably not true, or at least I hope so...
!! Is that a ST cake??!! Lucky. XD
Eh...here's me. If the link doesn't work don't shoot me. It's from my mom's wedding a few weeks ago (I was singing or something...) http://s56.photobucket.com/albums/g173/Tammylita/?action=view¤t=100_0742.jpg ... Damn you hot people!!!! ;D
*shrugs* If y'all want to hear it, I just posted a version of Green Finch and Linnet Bird a capella. :P http://youtube.com/watch?v=WRCSEg-BTsg&feature=user
19,500 and expected to rise to 50,000. :( This makes me really depressed...
Heh. Maybe that's why I don't like it as much. I'm a sadist, I like my anime good and depressing. XDD
XDDD She's a glomper. lol It's this song we were doing for choir. We had just shown up to do something in town where we lived but it had gotten canceled due to the rain...so my mom's bf pulled out his camera... Anyway it's just called Lullay, as far as I know. ^^ Thanks. :)
Well, I do some classical stuff. Here's a vid, but I hate how I looked that day (GAAH!!!): http://youtube.com/watch?v=2gKbe2KmOUw
Gravitation KH Fullmetal Alchemist Death Note Naruto ... Umm...can't remember more at the moment...
I like the anime better, though I've only read about 3/4 of the released manga so far. It's good, but the anime makes me cry more, and it gets my fangirl persona excited. XDD I liked the ending too, it was weird but really unpredictable...
Ooops...umm...well...about the SephirothxAriel thing... That wasn't me. But I think one of my friends started that. >DDD It was kinda funny, actually.
I'm not sure where I stand in this arguement. My mother might have been considered abusive at some points in her discipline, but I believe it's made me a better person. I'm at the top of my class in school, I have a strong sense of morals, and I think really deeply about certain issues. I don't think this is a direct result of physical discipline. But I've always been really considerate of my actions and how they affect people, and I've never considered using illegal substances or doing something that would harm myself or others. I suppose it depends. Punishment when it's neccesary is important. Punishment that's excessively cruel isn't, needless to say. And as for my mother and I's realtionship, it changes daily.
