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  1. Sufris
    So, um... I read the rules about what should be posted here and I'm not sure if this really should be here, but it is a current event. Just in my country though.

    Anyways, Lady Gaga had a concert here yesterday and today if I'm not wrong. God knows why, but as she was having her concert, people were outside rallying about how she is a Satanist. Their "proof" were her songs Alejandro, Judas and another song (I forgot which). Judas I understand, but I don't see anything wrong with Alejandro. Maybe the part where she ate the rosary, which really shouldn't be done but I'm not judging her for that.

    In any case, I think the people rallying are too... Judgmental? I don't know how to say it without really insulting anyone. I guess they just failed to see the deeper meaning in her songs and immediately thought her to be a Satanist because she was different. /le opinion!

    Thoughts?
    Thread by: Sufris, May 22, 2012, 4 replies, in forum: Current Events
  2. Sufris
    Thread

    Explanation?

    Where to start...

    Maybe some warnings/reminders: One, it's long. Two, like everything with me, this will go everywhere before it ties together. Three, I'm bad at explaining things, but I will try to make it all flow alright. Four, it's pretty weird. And five, this isn't urgent at all, actually. It's just bothering me.

    Okay. I guess I should start with this; I'm almost emotionless. I look like I'm very in touch with my emotions but in reality, I'm kinda not. I act on an almost daily basis, mostly "amplifying" my emotions because while I do have them, they're very... Weak, if you will. If emotions had 5 levels in total, the highest most, if not all, of my emotions can reach is probably level 3. I act like I'm bursting with emotions for the sake of people and myself.

    That's not the problem, though. Since I'm not exactly in touch with my emotions, I learned to label each through experience; the exact emotion I'm feeling in categories and by degree, so I would know how to be like and the words I would say when asked. In a sense, then, I am in touch with my emotions if by "in touch" you mean I know exactly what I'm feeling and how to act as if I really feel it.

    Except love.

    Bam! Le problem right there. I can love, no problem. The only kind of love I have problems with is, typically, the infatuation or the romantic love. I don't know when I have a crush, when I'm really in love (but as I've heard, they're almost the same, right?), all that. I'm so detached from my emotions that I don't show it, but I feel it, and that's enough to drive me insane simply because it's so... foreign. I don't know if I'm just trying too hard to put a label on this foreign feeling, but just in case, I stopped thinking about it. It subsided, thankfully.

    By now, you could be wondering why I'm not basing it on whether I feel attracted to that person or not. It's because I'm sorta asexual. I'm not attracted to anything. I have a lack in hormonal... Things. Have Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie strip right in front of me, I'd be revolted if not totally neutral (asking why they would strip aside). I wasn't always like this, but well... Mind over body; things happened and I was convinced that love was stupid, so I guess my will to not be attracted was so strong, it actually went against my original orientation. Which all the same is still pretty controversial (bisexual). So far though, Chris Hemsworth has caught my eye; probably mostly because of his voice and the fact I'm color-sensitive (I like how blue [eyes] and yellow [hair] go together).

    "But you must be attracted to a person by personality!" That's where the whole emotion thing I mentioned up there comes in. My feeling of being with a friend is almost the same with... THIS. Whatever the heck this is! I... I don't know how they're different yet the same... I mean, based on what people told me, this is a crush, but it feels just like friendship only I want to just stay with the person longer... I'm so confused. But I'm not done; the plot unfortunately thickens.

    The reason this whole thread even happened is because, while I've felt this before and decided to mark this as a "crush", it was with my friend. But that's not all. The problem to this is that I dislike, like, and like-like her (yes, her; and to get things straight, I'm also a girl). Mixed up I tell you. I disliked her because she's just so self-centered sometimes, so insensitive at other times, and so... annoying. Then she always does something that just makes me look up to her as a sort of older sister, as a friend, like I couldn't really imagine myself fantasizing about kissing her or anything. Those two, I feel when I'm with her or away from her; it depends. I only feel this when I'm away from her--and only when I'm away from her. Because of the above, I started doubting on what this is. Is it really just a craving for friendship? Is it really a crush? Are my emotions just so weak that it's just too hard to tell?

    This isn't an urgent thing since, as mentioned, I stopped thinking about it so much (it was badgering me for a year, 24/7) and it thankfully subsided. Also, I told the girl (who by the way is actually lesbian--go figure) that I had a "crush" on her without telling her the whole thing and she friendzoned me. Plus, I'm a student who values her studies. So no, I can't try having a relationship with her.

    Basically... I'm really confused about this. What is this? Should I just stop trying to put a label on it? And I guess an added thing... I know I'm too systematic about something as abstract as emotions, so maybe you could help me stop and just let myself feel. I think that would help too.

    (Basis for "crush";
    -I can imagine the person kissing me and feel at least happy.
    -I want to stay with the person longer.
    -???)


    Asdfghjkl; I know I'm problematic...
    Thread by: Sufris, May 14, 2012, 4 replies, in forum: Help with Life
  3. Sufris
    I'm terribly sorry I haven't been active lately, and I only come back to talk about my problems and just float around. But that's not my problem (just saying sorry).

    My problem is... Gah. How to summarize this...

    Due to other problems in my life, I have become a rather, um... Not really hate-filled. More like, anger-filled person. Due to how I was raised, I learned to bottle up that anger. But while the anger was building up inside, I apparently, unconsciously made some alternate persona. This alternate persona is filled to the brim with anger and cynicism, so I tend to criticize people and myself a lot. In a sense, this makes me become a better person (since I know what my bad points are and I can improve on them) and saves me from emotional pain (like, if a friend suddenly leaves me).

    Problem is... I noticed that along with the anger and cynicism this persona has... I apparently gave it sadism. So now... I have... Urges. To hurt people when they do something wrong. Actually, not just hurt. It kind of escalated as of late, the urge. Though, I still have my morals, so I haven't actually hurt anyone (I have hurt/killed animals though, as in like bugs and shrimps... and a bird, by accident. Thing is, I've killed them in horrible ways, like burning... or crushing then burning). I'm just scared that maybe, I might lose control and actually, really hurt someone. Not just like punch or slap hurt. Knife, blunt weapon, bleeding profusely hurt. And it doesn't help that I'm learning combat (self-defense, swear. Though a small part of me likes the idea of threatening--gah, I'm a horrible person...).

    What is wrong with me? What should I do? I know I should get rid of the sadist part, but I don't really know how...
    Thread by: Sufris, Oct 30, 2011, 11 replies, in forum: Help with Life
  4. Sufris
    I have to ask. Why do people hate it? Is there something I'm missing, because I really love it.

    I'm not asking for a definite, general reason. I'm just asking for opinions. No bashing--that's being a bit too biased. And please no spoilers (but if you can't help yourself, obviously, please forewarn). I actually never reached Feral Chaos; I just heard the song. -insert sweatdrop here-

    Thanks, in advance.

    Also, for those who only know it as Feral Chaos' theme, here's a YouTube link of the whole theme, Cantata Mortis followed by God in Fire. Which is what I'm asking.

    And added information, download links are in the description box of the video. Just in case you happen to be looking for it. No, I'm not advertising; just giving a heads up.

    [video=youtube;cMDat9Xsz0Q]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cMDat9Xsz0Q[/video]
    Thread by: Sufris, Apr 25, 2011, 6 replies, in forum: Music
  5. Sufris
    Note: Not sure if anyone has mentioned this or anything. If so, sorry. ><

    I'm confused. I was watching some scenes from Terra's story since I needed references for this story I'm writing...which is totally beside the topic.

    It's just...what the hell, Terra? First time I really noticed it was when he was on Destiny Islands, with Riku, and when Riku stands by the sunset, he sees young Master Xehanort and then Kingdom Hearts II Riku, which is like, 11 years from then. Terra even pulls off the "what the fu--" face. I was thinking that it was some sort of symbolism, but...

    Then, just today, when I was going through the cutscenes on my PSP, I was on the cutscene when Master Xehanort talks to Terra about Vanitas. It's called "The Abomination" under "New Calling", but I'll put a video thingo there.

    Basically, if you're too lazy to watch, Xehanort says: "...his darkness is drawn to the light which he seeks to disrupt...and then destroy." Then scenes from Keyblade Graveyard, surrounded by purple mist, play. Both containing Vanitas harming Ven and Aqua in their armor in some way (it also shows them with their Wayfinders in Land of Departure but that's beside the point).

    And how does he know the light brought him there for Riku? It's not like the sun is hitting him or anything (not the point, though...).

    So, all I'm saying is... What?!

    Destiny Islands, 3:22:

    [video=youtube;NPK2HD90Ulw]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NPK2HD90Ulw[/video]

    Keyblade Graveyard, 0:57:

    [video=youtube;MJjxf8hCeZY]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MJjxf8hCeZY[/video]

    (Random fact: Ven seems to be ambidextrous. -shot-)
    Thread by: Sufris, Apr 1, 2011, 8 replies, in forum: Kingdom Hearts HD II.5 ReMIX
  6. Sufris
    [video=youtube;3l7LbSMA-AA]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3l7LbSMA-AA[/video]

    THIS PUPPY.

    ITS FLUFFY BURNSSSSSS.

    JUST KILL ME NAO!! JUST KILL ME NAO!!! DX

    (what breed is this? o.o)
    Thread by: Sufris, Mar 18, 2011, 0 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  7. Sufris
    Probably kind of stupid, but...

    I've kind of scrolled through the Video Portal and I haven't really seen animations. Is the Portal strictly for AMVs and stuff, or is it just because no one really does animation here?
    Thread by: Sufris, Mar 9, 2011, 7 replies, in forum: Feedback & Assistance
  8. Sufris
    Thread

    A House?

    This was a supposed debate topic. "Supposed" because it was for an audition for this debate club, and this was one of the topics. I put it only in Discussion because I wasn't really sure if it could be debatable, but if it is, sorry, mods. ^^;;

    During the audition, you are supposed to defend the statement--you are given 1 minute to think and another to express your thoughts. Of course, this is in school. Just saying.

    Now, what is the debate topic?

    "This house believes that this is not a house."

    Definition of terms (and what not. For clarification):

    -The first "house" is the term for group. We all know debates require two groups; one group is called a house. Just in case you didn't know.
    -"this" is not stated.
    -The second "house" is the structure. But then again, it's not really clearly stated, either.

    I just wanted to see how you would defend it.

    Just for fun; defend this statement: "This house believes Justin Bieber's hair is a lie."
    Thread by: Sufris, Feb 21, 2011, 6 replies, in forum: Discussion
  9. Sufris
    Thread

    Mmd

    The fun you can do with MMD (Miku Miku Dance)

    [video=youtube;P8p9-pxs-bc]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8p9-pxs-bc&feature=related[/video]

    A bit old. But eh.
    Thread by: Sufris, Feb 8, 2011, 0 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  10. Sufris
    So, I found this. Er, well, not really. I was subscribed to IGN.

    [video=youtube;k9g1Ilrp4g0]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9g1Ilrp4g0&feature=feedu[/video]

    Armored Core 5. It's like the 14th installment. IMO, they're milking it already, cause unlike KH, they don't have a story to expand on. It's kind of like FF. Different story for each game unless it's like "Armored Core For Answer" which is really an extension of "Armored Core IV" but with a play on "for"... Right?

    Anyways, just really wondering what you think in general. Epic, not epic...etc.

    If you need me to narrow down, what you think of SOFTWARE having ANOTHER Armored Core, which, imo, lost it's epicness. Nothing, and I mean NOTHING, beats Spirit of Motherwill.
    Thread by: Sufris, Feb 4, 2011, 0 replies, in forum: Gaming
  11. Sufris

    First Note...

    Hey, guys. I don't really know how to say all this; I really don't. I'm not asking for help, I'm asking for opinions on why these are all happening.

    ...okay, I'm asking for help.

    If you don't want to read some parts, it's okay. I'll try to separate this so it's easier for you. So, let's do this in ascending order.

    My Paranoia...

    Every day, I feel like something is behind me. And while I choose to ignore it, it keeps lingering and lingering until I look back. Then the feeling disappears but slowly fades in again. And whenever I'm on the stairs, alone, I feel like something's just hanging around there. Coincidence, my dog, when he used to be inside the house, barked at the stairs at midnight. It scared me.

    So, I told my friends this. Not my mom because, well, I kind of don't want to disappoint her. Anyways, when I told my friends, they just said I was paranoid and I would get over it. I want to believe them, but the feeling just thickens. I pray and the feeling goes away (this is why I'm still Catholic/Christian <3). I sometimes see black figures, but I think that's just my, possibly, lack of sleep. What do you think?

    My Friend...

    I have a friend. She's been a friend of mine for a long time, compared to some. But, recently, she's not really talking to me. I mean, she does, but whenever it's me, her (let's call her kye. I want to because the real spelling of X or what Xehanort calls "kye" is actually spelled as "chi" which is her nickname. Yeah, irrelevant) and Kops (we call her by her last name. This is just a nickname for her last name), she usually tells Kops like she's a best friend.

    I'm not really treating this as a problem. It just bothers me, but, should I do something? Should i try to do the same, only be fair this time? If you wonder why I'm being so insecure about this is listed below, and you will understand. As of now, all you know is that I'm paranoid and I don't know if I should be a better friend and try to change myself for her (be more fun, etc,) or if I should just leave things be.

    Oh, and it seems, from someone else's eyes, that I have a preference. Kops > Kye. But it's not because I like them both... </3

    My Other Friend...

    My best friend moved to Australia. It was devastating at first, but after a while, not really. Other people cried over her when she left, but I didn't. I didn't know why, but when I look back, it's because we both changed since the third one left.

    So, you see, we were actually a trio. Me, her (let's call her Kairi, because I want to), and Pot (you'll see why we separated). We separated (as stated) and Pot left, friendless. Me and Kairi stayed together throughout the year. During that year, she was changing. She began to like KPOP, the in-thing now, but I honestly don't like Koreans at all (I'm sorry).

    When she left, I didn't know what to do. I didn't. So, I just bought her stuff, hugged her, said the things from the bottom of my heart, but it didn't seem much. I only hoped that it meant something.

    Now, she has new friends. I was jealous at first, but now, I'm better. I'm happy. But I still feel a tinge of jealousy. Not really "jealousy" but, like, "a taste of your own medicine", and I sometimes rub it in her face (with just one or two sentences, though. I have self-control) that she's not here anymore.

    So, basically, she's not my best friend anymore. I don't want to have another one. I really don't. Am I wrong for thinking this? Can I stop myself from being such a beezatch?

    My Other, Other Friend Who Could Be Reading This...

    I'm so sorry, Xion. I really am. I don't know how I can be someone you think I am. If you're reading this, well, just tell me what you think in IM. Offline or not.

    But, well, you consider me a best friend, and subconsciously, I think I do, too, but I don't want to. I got hurt twice, and I don't want that to happen a third time. A bit too much and 3 is my favorite number. I'm so, so sorry. You have the Reborn-addict, anyway.

    My Stalker...

    When I was 9, or Grade 3, I was a bit of a loner, but friendly and nice. I liked making people laugh and all that. Then, this girl, let's call her Pot, came up to me. She was one of the populars. As in, she hung out with the popular kids, but like most dramas, she was hated. It was obvious, and she actually noticed.

    So, almost everyday, she cried, and she would go to me for help and advice. Eventually, she became the only one I spent time with, and we became best friends. No problems, right?

    Well, yeah. I learned to like her and all.

    But Grade 6, things started happening. You see, we get shuffled every year. Kairi was still here. She was in another class. I didn't meet Xion, Reborn, or the third one, um, let's say Zo. If confused, sorry, but, well, on with the story.

    Me, Kairi and Pot were okay at the 1st part. But then Pot started complaining. She complained to Kye and Kops how I was indifferent to everything she says while I'm all laughs with Kairi.

    My fault, you may think, but keep reading, please.

    Things started getting out of hand. Kops and Kye came up to me and told me about it. They didn't like her. They hated her. She was a horrible, horrible, attention seeker. She lied and liked to make up stories so all eyes were on her. She liked to make up stories so that other people would be at blame. It worked with the counselor.

    Anyways, at some point, things reached its climax. I found out all about her. She lied about everything, she was a horrible friend to me, she was the source of my problems, she was never sympathetic and expected the same, she was never entertaining but expected others to be so. She was a hypocrite. A lying hypocrite.

    But I was patient. I told her she should change. But no. She wouldn't. So we ended up breaking apart, her being the one left alone. Me and Kairi, like I said, stuck together until she left for A just last year. Grade 6 was 2 years ago.

    Now, it's Grade 7, nearing the end of the year (our school system is June-March), and well, she's stalking me. She keeps saying "I want to be friends with [Sufris] again." and all that when it is honestly possible, but she has to change first. She grew worse.

    She's just being annoying and all that, and the rest of the class bears with it.

    I just want to tell her off the bat: "[Pot], you got all the benefits from our "friendship". It's supposed to be mutual, not ****ing onesided. You lied to me. You lie to make everyone think you're great. You lie to make everyone else at fault. You're the horrible friend, not me. You etched into my mind that I will never be a good friend. That I'm a horrible person. I'm changing that, but it's hard. It's your fault. I can change; but I won't. I won't because I'm not the one who should like you said. It's you."

    Kops lately has been a target of hers, btw. Pot talks to her like she's a best friend. I don't want Kops to have to bear with her.

    My...self...

    I am fat.

    I look ugly.

    I am lazy.

    I am a failure.

    I am useless.

    These are what my mom tells me everyday. And I believe them. Because they are true.

    They really are.

    Anyways. I have skin asthma, so I really do look ugly. My skin looks like it was scraped off from a chicken and super glued to my supposed beautiful skin. I don't know how to get rid of the skin asthma because it always comes back.

    Then there's the lazy part. I'm naturally lazy and I know that's my fault. Just how can I stop myself, though...?

    And my being fat. I can't help it if I accidentally over eat. But I want to change it. I really do, and I try, but my mom just...

    The tricky part. I don't know if I'm useless or a failure. I don't know. I get high grades, don't I, mom? I try to help you, don't I? Why, isn't that enough for you, or do you want this Stephanie-the-bank-accountant to be your daughter instead because she's so perfect? I can't be perfect, mom, please.

    My Family...

    We're five.

    Me, my brother, my sister, my dad, and my mom. My dad, I could care less. My mom, she doesn't tell us her age. I'm 13 right now, going 14. Among the three of us, we're conveniently separated by 6 years. So that makes my brother 19 right now and my sister 25.

    Where to start...

    From my point of view. So, me and my mom were going to fetch my brother, I think. Or go somewhere in general. We were in the car, when suddenly, my mom asks, "would you like to know something that made me really sad today?"

    "Sure, mom. Anything."

    She stayed silent, then said: "No, some other day."

    That some other day came in late October, I think. Late October or Early November. It happened because we found an eyeliner in my dad's car that belonged to no one.

    I think I should explain a bit more before that. You see, my dad is temperamental. He bangs tables, gets mad easily, walks out often, has a superiority complex, all the bad things. He goes out most of the time and we don't see him. He always texts us, though, saying he was going some place far to check on a project (our family deals with the making of buildings, i.e churches, houses, etc).

    We were stupid to believe him. My mom told us that night, when me and my brother found the eyeliner, that our dad was cheating on her. Since my sister was 6 or 7.

    That was a big blow. Until she told us more.

    One of his girlfriends, yes, one of, was texting her. Apparently, my dad is a chatterbox. He tells her, and every other girl he flirts with, everything about us. He goes out with girlfriends and all that. My mom let him.

    Then, we found out what he was doing.

    Those projects? They were houses for them. For their families. We (my mom) found papers regarding money being given to etc, etc, etc. And they cost over a million, which is about $3000 for US, but it's still a lot.

    He never gives us that much. Never in all my life.

    Then, soon, we found out that when he overnights away, like in some random hotel, he's having sex with other girls. My mom even found pictures of pregnancy tests and everything.

    As if that wasn't bad enough, one of his girlfriends was a syndicate leader. Stupid.

    She was the "center" of the issue in the office. She was stealing money from our business, over millions in total. And she still has the guts to seduce my dad who is like 50 already into hot sex. It disgusts me.

    My Mom...

    She's being affected and won't admit it.

    Every day, when she talks, it leads to my dad. It always does. "Don't be like your dad," "be smarter than your dad!" "always bring your girlfriend/boyfriend here if you have one. You don't want to make the same mistake I did!" "Oooh! Your dad is such a pain!" even if we just ask something about school or something.

    She, as you know, insults me everyday. Then she denies it. She says I'm ugly, then the next day, she says I'm beautiful. Now, I'm kind of thankful she stuck to one answer. But it's the first. "You're ugly."

    Same with everything else.

    She goes berserk at everything. Do this, she gets insecure and gets mad. Do that, she gets twice as mad. Don't do anything and stare at her worriedly, she gets triple mad. I don't know whether I should take her lectures nowadays to heart or if I should ignore them as they're always useless banters.

    Once, I told my mom about my paranoia problem, actually. She believed me. Then reprimanded me 5 minutes later for being a wimp. Or lazy.

    I get high grades. Over 80 at least. That's high, ain't it? Relatively, at least. I try my best, and that's good enough. But all she really does is read my report card, smile, say "good," and put it aside. She doesn't really appreciate what I'm worth. But I'm used to that.

    She's had such a bad shopping problem lately. She can't stop. I'm thinking this is her form of stress relieving, but in the long run, it's going to screw her--no, us--over. We tell her that, but she doesn't listen. And now, she goes out a lot with friends and comes home like, 9:00 or later. 12 midnight, even.

    To put it in a nutshell, she never listens nor understands, she's always angry, insults us and then denies, depresses us with the clinging fact that we're in a horrible family, proves every week that her marriage is falling apart and won't believe it, doing nothing, suddenly having the same habits as my dad, etc, etc.

    Last Note...

    Hm. It doesn't seem to be as bad as it sounds. I guess that's my fault for being a horrible storyteller. Haha...

    ...I'm...I'm so sorry KH-V. I don't break down like this. But I had to. I'm so sorry, so, so sorry.

    I just need a little help. Maybe a little "stay strong, Sufris!". Anything, really. Just as long as this gets read, because I can't take it anymore. I need words, not a small pat on the shoulder and "things will be better. Come on, we have homework."

    I just want to be heard this time. Just this once is fine.
    Thread by: Sufris, Jan 30, 2011, 7 replies, in forum: Help with Life
  12. Sufris
    Wtf right?

    Anyways, this was an idea from a classmate. I just modified. XD

    So one day, you, the humble reader, are in your house, whether alone or not, and receive a letter. Curious, as you have no such friends, you open the letter. The letter goes like this:

    "Dear _____,

    Tomorrow, you will receive a package. It is a burlap sack from Hell that you HAVE to open otherwise it will find you in your sleep and explode on you. It will have the things you hate the most in all the world, whether physically impossible or not, and you cannot get rid of it. The items, whether tangible or not, are indestructible and whenever you try to throw them away, they come back to you like magnets that do not run out of power or a really, really constipated man to a clean, brand new toilet.

    Sincerely,
    The Devil."


    So, thinking it was a prank, you don't move to another house, which is useless because he would have found you anyway.

    Mine's probably gonna have:

    1. Insects/Parasites/etc.
    2. Spiders.
    3. Innards/decapitated things.
    4. Music I really hate in a boombox.
    5. A singing Justin Bieber head (no offense).
    6. Horrible drawings. As in really, really horrible.
    7. Horrible writing.
    8. Horrible grammar/jejemon.
    9. Multiple things related to my dad (do not ask).
    10. Multiple things related to my old friend who I hate (do not ask).
    11. Riddles I cannot solve.
    12. Ven. Lots and lots of Ven products I cannot BURN AND SHOVE DOWN A HOLE get rid of.

    So, what's your burlap sack gonna have? Any number.
    Thread by: Sufris, Jan 29, 2011, 12 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  13. Sufris
    I will be honest with you, I didn't know if I should make a new thread. There was a Pins Suggestions thread, but it didn't seem to be the right thread, so I hope it's okay I made a new one. XD

    I'm naturally helpful, so when I found this subsection, I kind of wanted to help, too. Then the pins came out and people loved them. I do, really (even if I have only one. It's really nice. ^^). But some also want one, and they (I will be honest, I'm sorry) make a fuss about it. I actually want more, too.

    I understand a bit what the mods (hello. ^^) are going through, with all the site management and spammers that are here; I really do. It's just that some people could use a bit of a fair chance, and I wanted to contribute.

    Which brings me to explain the title. Oh yes, 100 Themes Challenge. It's been a thing in Deviantart, and a fairly recent thing in Fanfiction, so why not here, too? KH-V's kind of both, only with a wider array of options. AMVs, Pictures, Paintings, Sketches, Fanfiction, Fiction stories in general, heck, maybe if you were crazy enough, a whole RP.

    I was thinking that the Challenge would all in all last a year, 6 months for the Challenge itself, and the next 6 as a sort of resting-thinking time for the next one. It seems a bit fair to me (but how would I know? XD). IMO, it's fair for the members that aren't really, well, participative due to some things (RL problems, school...).

    So I will organize in bullet-ish form the advantages I see:

    -A bigger chance for people to get a pin.
    -A good way to showcase talents without being so limited.
    -Improves confidence. v.v
    -Gives inspiration.
    -A great pastime, really.
    -For all you know, you could discover a few new things about yourself (that really does happen).
    -It's fun! ^^

    Of course, there are disadvantages:

    -Copyright infringement (possibly...>.>").
    -Too much flaming (someone could hate another person and this other person takes the challenge, etc, etc.)
    -Too many stuff that the server might not handle it?
    -Or it could lag computers, such as mine, honestly. (Internet's slow. TT.TT)
    -Too much work for the mods. :c

    On a side note, the lists don't have to be totally different. They can be a bit the same, or totally the same. They could have fun little rules ("All need to be KH related", "must be a doodle/drabble done in 10-15 minutes only, excluding time used to think of a proper story/picture", or even "must have blue as a dominant color"). Anything, really.

    How the pin is achieved is simple. Complete it.

    I just wanted to think of a way to give others a chance. Besides, it's fun. ^^ I'm actually doing one right now, but it's for Fanfiction. It's fun. Oh, so fun.

    Please consider this. That's enough for me. XD

    EDIT:
    Links!
    What is a 100 Themes Challenge?
    A 100 Themes Challenge in DeviantArt
    The 100 Themes Challenge in Fanfiction. "The" because it seems to be the only one. XD"
    A Completed One in Fanfiction

    Forgive me, the completed ones in DA are a bit messy. ^^;
    Thread by: Sufris, Jan 25, 2011, 16 replies, in forum: Feedback & Assistance
  14. Sufris
    I'm a noob. I really am.

    My PSP just crashed on me. That's the best way to explain it. Well, being the really perfectionist ******* addicted fan that I am, I was playing Birth by Sleep, wondering just how many seconds I would last with Mysterious Figure, and, well, stupid me, I had the weakest Keyblade on (smooth move). So, I kind of left Ven to die there. I'm such a good fangirl player.

    Well, straight to the point, the screen froze and the PSP shut off on me. Of course, I was freaked out, but not as freaked out as the first time. Yeah, it happened three times, early last year, when Dissidia was still an in-thing. Last night was the third time.

    I'm pretty sure it's got something to do with virtual memory or something? Like I said, noob here. Please be kind to my noob-ness. </3

    If this requires something like switching blah with blah or whatnot, well, I guess I better prepare my wallet, not that I really pay for my stuff. Just feel guilty...

    Sorry, a bit high. Nevertheless, help is much appreciated. I'll see if I can make a nice little digital cookie for you, if you help (I'm serious. I luff my PSP :c).
    Thread by: Sufris, Jan 24, 2011, 4 replies, in forum: Technology
  15. Sufris
    Thread

    1q84

    Around a year ago, 2009, I believe, I found out about this mysterious book called 1Q84. No summaries, no comments, not in English. It's originally Japanese.

    Last year, I found that 1Q84 was being translated and would be released around September, 2011 (September's been a celebrating month lately, lol). It appears to be a trilogy, if I remember correctly.

    Now, I'm scared to actually read on the plot in Wikipedia (love-hate relationship regarding spoilers), and I just want to be surprised, like I would when I read a book I just picked off a shelf at a bookstore, not knowing at all what it's about. Not having the slightest idea.

    Oh, just wondering if anyone actually read it on here; and if you did, am wondering what you think about it. Trying to see if it's worth the wait and the money.

    I'm sorry if I sound, in a sense, spoiled, but I can't help it. XD;
    Thread by: Sufris, Jan 15, 2011, 7 replies, in forum: Literature
  16. Sufris
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vGMfb60lc14

    I'm not even a fan of Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.

    And THIS is FAIL.

    Why Japan?

    WHY?

    D8

    (To make you happeh 8D: http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/558516)

    PS: I am sorry. I do not know how to embed yet. Yet. XD
    Thread by: Sufris, Jan 14, 2011, 6 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  17. Sufris
    Thread

    Dreams?

    Well, there are many kinds of dreams.

    Funny ones, random ones, awesome-sauce ones, nightmare ones (HA, don't get me started on Ven...), lucid ones, disturbing ones, prophetic ones...hmm.

    Many, many, many...

    Curious as to what you guys dream about. Haha~ I have a fascination with such weird things. Sue me (Oh wait, YOU CAN'T 8D).

    Really, anything about dreams is welcome. Like I said, just curious~

    Go, go, go! ^^
    Thread by: Sufris, Jan 4, 2011, 84 replies, in forum: Discussion
  18. Sufris
    *scratches head*

    So, I've been thinking (and reading) about Birth by Sleep, mostly because of this story I'm working on (haha no, I'm not showing you. Nyeh) that depends deeply on all these Birth by Sleep secrets and fact jumbos whatever. My constantly wandering mind basically smacked me across the face one day, saying:

    "*WHACKS!* Terra is a MASTER~~~ *butterflies*"

    ...but lots of people say otherwise.

    ...Actually, they don't say anything at all. But that's similar to saying otherwise because if he was, I would have seen it somewhere.

    If you ask why, it's because technically, it seems Xehanort made him a Master. He's a Master himself, he witnessed his Mark of Mastery, and he kept calling Terra "Master Terra" and all that. I'm pretty sure he was just doing some butt-kissing that time, but still.

    Besides, isn't it only Masters that can pass on the power of the Keyblade?

    In short, what do YOU guys think, cause I'm lost in all these twisty KH facts and all?

    I'm sorry, but I don't know where else to ask and wonder.
    Thread by: Sufris, Jan 1, 2011, 37 replies, in forum: Kingdom Hearts HD II.5 ReMIX
  19. Sufris
    So, if Ven was gay, who would he fall in love with first?

    Condition?

    Cereal Mascot.

    I'm dead serious.

    ಠ_ಠ

    (Yeah, no idea how this got to me, considering we were talking about Vincent Valentine, from Final Fantasy VII.)
    Thread by: Sufris, Dec 19, 2010, 0 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  20. Sufris
    I'm not much of a planner, but I'm pretty sure I'm gonna need something to do for our coming Christmas break. As learning to play the piano is just gonna slip by me, I decided to postpone it to summer (besides, I'm still getting used to reading notes and scales), learning the violin is even harder; practicing my basic Japanese isn't what I feel like doing so I might just end up not doing it at all.

    In short, I have things to do in my life but I don't feel like doing some of them and the others just can't be done during our Christmas break.

    Why I didn't actually vaguely plan what to do during Christmas break is because my dad suddenly gave us no permission to go out of the country this year, for Christmas. We were planning to go some place cold (I live in a tropical country).

    Well, I figured that I'm most likely going to practice drawing (learning Ventus right now, haha), coloring, continue with my story, read Harry Potter, but alas, I'm sometimes in the mood for gaming.

    But what the hell, I don't have that much games. And when I look through games, the summaries and everything, they sometimes seem nice but actually suck, they sometimes seem bad but are actually okay, and some just have a bad way of advertising. All in all, I don't have a good eye for games--I need recommendations, usually. From my brother most of the time.

    Now, this is where YOU, the humble forum-ite, might want to come in.

    I'm looking for ANY game. ANY, ANY game. Absolutely anything.

    ...

    Well, any game that is for a console that we have.

    -DS (so it can handle GBA. Of course, this is already a known fact, yes?)
    -PSP (it has been hacked [I'm so sorry, Sony!], so I can play PS1 games.)
    -PS2
    -PC (with a good video card. I've seen my brother play Starcraft, was it? Good graphics. And Portal; it's very smooth on medium. Though at high, it goes a bit laggy.)
    -PS3

    I'm not going to list down the games I have as there are quite a few that I can't remember and they're embarrassing.

    Someone's suggested Zelda already (in another thread, but on-topic-ish), and I'm keeping an eye out. For those Zelda fans, no need to list them down (unless you REALLY feel the need to).

    Oh yes, I nearly forgot. I trust you, the humble forum-ite, already know this, but as a reminder, please state why you suggest said game/s.

    Thank you. Once again, KH-Vids has saved my life (from boredom).

    Thread by: Sufris, Dec 13, 2010, 36 replies, in forum: Gaming