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  1. vampirelover
    OK so i think I've found the right person for me, but as soon as I do,two other guys say they like and I'm so confused....I like all three of them, but I'm not sure which one is the right one for me...one has a shady past..the other I dont know that well....and the other I'm not sure if I know at all...I'm so confused...what in the world do i do....?:why?::nono:
    Thread by: vampirelover, Sep 16, 2009, 10 replies, in forum: Help with Life
  2. vampirelover
    So what would you do if there were two people ou thought you liked. One thinks your going out with them, and so does the other. You try to tell one that your not going out with them and you decide that you want the other to think your going out because you really want to be with that person, but things dont work and they both end up thinking your their new honey. So what do you do? Tell both that you dont want either, just run away from both, or tell one that you just want to be friends, and keep the other as your new honey? I HAVE NO CLUE SO PLEASE TELL ME!!!:why?: :crybaby:
    Thread by: vampirelover, Jul 30, 2009, 4 replies, in forum: Help with Life
  3. vampirelover
    These are just some of my poems. Please read they and say what you think about them, I'll be writing more.^^
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    Murder:
    You hear the screams of my pain and sorrow,
    But you never seem to know, or even say so,
    That possibly I’m not fine,
    That there might be some type of sign,
    That I’m in over my head,
    Worse than the dead, in murder.
    You see that there is something wrong,
    But no, never you think that I’m not strong,
    Of course, I’ll take that as a compliment, but still come on
    I’m not so independent. I need someone to cry on,
    Someone, sometimes, to be there where I need him, so
    Don’t think that I’m cold, I’m worse than the dead
    Damn, I’m way over my head,
    Worse than you, and worse than murder, I need you, so
    Be there, or be near, because I’m still in love with you.
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    Love Sick:
    It’s not how it sounds,
    That I’m in love or I’ve found
    That special person, I’m just sick of love,
    That’s all there is to it. I swear I’ve had enough!
    This love sick feelings, oh how I wish they’d die,
    So that I, could live my life in prosperity,
    Rather than in misery. You see, I believe,
    It to be, a certain person’s fault for these feelings I have.
    It’s all his fault, he should know this, for this feelings
    Of love sickness, is because of him, and him alone.
    I’m not in love, but wish that I may be blessed to not be,
    For you see, it’s not of how it sounds,
    For that special person, I have not found,
    I’m love sick, so very sick of love.
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    Fairy Tale Love?
    What is an ending like this that I see?
    Some weird fairy tale ending….it just can’t be….
    There’s no such happily-ever-after, so why do I feel like it could happen to me?
    These weird feelings of a fairy tale love….
    I feel like I’m seeing hearts and doves….
    I don’t hate these feelings, but I need to wake up from this fairy tale dream…
    Just because everything is good now, means nothing, for it’s not what it seems…
    Is there such a place or time of a fairy tale love?
    Where everything is beautiful, love filled, even with doves???
    I don’t know, but part of me wishes there would be this place, where I could retreat to…
    So I may be….with you…
    Thread by: vampirelover, Apr 4, 2009, 0 replies, in forum: Archives
  4. vampirelover
    I deiced when I met a certain friend who is a guy that we'd stay just friends because I know boys and girls can just be friends....right? I made a deal with him that he could never like me more than a friend and that i wouldn't either, but something went wrong, and so now he likes me more than a friend even though i have someone and he knows that. He says he dosen't care that I have someone I love, because he loves me more then my boyfriend...which I don't know for sure if that is true or not...so, whats a girl to do when your best friend who is suppose to like you only as a friend starts saying he loves you??? I HAVE NO CLUE AND I NEED HELP!!!
    Thread by: vampirelover, Mar 29, 2009, 6 replies, in forum: Help with Life
  5. vampirelover
    ok, me name is vampirelover, but i like when ppl call me kitty, so please do. I love vampire knight, naruto, bleach, kindom hearts, blood plus, hinta inn, trinity blood, bloody kiss, and alot of other dfferent mangas. i like to draw mangas, dance sometimes if i feel like it, walk in the cemetary to visit the ppl there, or playing my violin.^^ im kinda random, so ill let u know now, i love random stuff.
    Thread by: vampirelover, Mar 28, 2009, 15 replies, in forum: Introductions & Departures
  6. vampirelover
    well, im new here, i love to write poems, and most of my friends think i should publish my poems, but im not for sure if im that good yet, so heres one of my poems, and if someone could do me a fave, and tell me what they think of it, id be seriously happy. this poem i made for my friend who was depressed and wanted to end her life, i read this poem out loud in front of my whole class including her and in the beginning i said 'i made this poem for some one i care for who is like a sister to me, so i hope she likes it bacause this ones for her' after class she came running to me hugged me as she was cring, saying she wasnt going to end her life, and that i matter to much to her to end her life now. i feel so special, so this is for you panda, i love ya like the sis i never had, but always wanted. <333
    The Black:
    I know that you’re hurting inside,
    And I have even seen you cry,
    But please don’t leave me,
    In all this black…
    I know that this tormention of life is getting you down,
    But PLAESE just, don’t go around,
    Thinking that you’re going to escape from me,
    And that you’re going to be happy,
    Because you, know as much as I,
    That you leaving me,
    By myself in black,
    Is not a very good act.
    You think it’s a fact,
    That you’ll never recover,
    And that you’ll always suffer,
    But no! I’m here to tell you that I won’t leave you in the black,
    And that I’ll always be at your back,
    To help you, and heal you,
    Because it’s what I’ve got to do,
    Because I love you!
    Thread by: vampirelover, Mar 28, 2009, 3 replies, in forum: Archives