I wrote a few poems. Please leave a comment after reading it^^ Notice: I posted these poems on another forum under the name Kokoro. everytime Everytime when i'm passing by, Everytime when i want to see you, There is a warm feeling inside me, Is this feeling called love? Altough i want to say it, i look away. Everytime when your really close to, i get nervous, why oh why does that happen. Everytime i want to say 'that' feeling, but i can't, i'm too shy. Lonely Lonely, I think that lonely is the worst feeling, altough it doesn't hurt from the outside, it hurts from the inside. Lonely, no people to talk to, no people to make fun with, no people that can support you, lonely.... But i think that there will be people who will reach out there hand to those who are lonely. When that happens, those people who are lonely must grab that hand, and understand that they will never be lonely anymore.. Betrayed I thougth that we were friends, but now we aren't. why did you do that? You hurt me right now and you promised to not to. Betrayed.. Diary The day when it was cold and the snow was falling down, was a day when i rememberd you. Because i was looking out of the window and i saw my old diary. I was bored, so i started to read. Then i read about our time, about our meeting and our love. The time when we had fun, the time when we were sad and the time that we shared our souls. It made me happy, but then i started to read the real hard thing. The time when you had an accident and how you died. Tears just started to come out and i was hurted again. After that part, the diary ends. Now i understand how i tried to forget you and how i acctually had more pain then nessesary. Now i will write again, i will write the pain, because it gives me a chance to remender you, without getting hurt. So sorry I know how hard it is. To tell someone you love what you really feel especially when that person is your best friend. You're affraid to lose me, but you feel like you can't keep it inside anymore. You want to make love with me, but i don't it with you. One day you told me how you thougth about me, and i told how i thougth about you. I saw pain in your eyes, being friends isn't enough for you, but you must understand, you can't force me to make love with you. I'm sorry, so sorry... Same day as before Sun is rising, hearing the birds singing outside. It's summer and i have to go to school. Everyday it's the same rythem, gettin up, preparing for school, breakfast and go to school, like the same day before. This life now looks so, so boring, but someting is new to me, i want to go to school. I want to see you, like the same day before. See your smile, feel my feelings, you look at me, but i look away, like the same day before. I want to say it, i really want it. When i wanted to tell you my feelings, i saw her. I can't and will not do anyting right now. Now my life looks like the same days before...
Anyone listen to Jpop, J-urban and/or J-rock? I listen to Jpop and J-urban. Sometimes to J-rock (mostely to gck if it some to J-rock) My collection Jpop/j-urban is not very big but okay: Beni Arashiro - Beni/Girl 2 Lady Koda Kumi - Grow into one/BEST~Second session~ Soulhead - Best of Soulhead Utada Hikaru - First Love/Ultra Blue Yuna Ito - HEART The artists i listen to are Angela Aki Ayumi Hamasaki Beni Arashiro BoA Crystal Kay Foxxi misQ Gackt Koda Kumi Namie Amuro Soulhead Utada Hikaru YUI Yuna Ito
