Starlit Nights - AJ Rafael
Not Meant To Be - Theory Of A Deadman
Well, life and my ex. I still kinda like him, but I don't show it. Anyways, he found this song I wrote about him like 2 months ago, and he decides to message me on MySpace. The message said, "Okay listen. I'll talk to you as your friend, but I don't wanna get back together. So stop writing these ****ing songs asking me to get back together with you. It's not gonna happen, Summer, and if you keep writing stuff like that, I won't even be your friend. By the way, don't talk to me in front of my friends." And I pretty much doubt that he'll ever come and talk to me. Also, I'm feeling depressed a lot. I'm okay when I'm around my friends, but when I'm away from them, I feel like ****. My family doesn't make it any better. My mom calls me a ****, *****, whore, and skank everyday. Most of the time, it's because I either don't put on make-up before I go to school or I don't wear what she wants me to wear. She also calls some of my friends bad influences because they're "emo". Seriously, none of my friends are emo, and they're never bad influences. They're just being themselves. Unless, you know, we're talking about the fake friends. Some of my "friends" yell at me over the tiniest things. My "friend", Emily, called me an ugly ***** because I wouldn't let her copy off me. Another "friend", Megan, yelled at me and called me fat while I was spotting Kayla in weightlifting. And you know what she was doing? Nothing. She sat on her lazy ass while everyone else lifted weights. Seriously, I'm sick of it. I just wanna scream out, "LET ME LIVE MY OWN DAMN LIFE!"
Lovesongs (They Kill Me) - Cinema Bizarre
You Should Have Lied - Stephanie McIntosh Scratch that. Now it's: Kim & Jessie - M83
Okay, here's my grades for this term. 1st - Career Options, Lvl 1: 98% 2nd - English 1 Honors: 96% 3rd - Music Appreciation: 110% 4th - Study Skills (in other words, homeroom): 100% 5th - Creative Arts 1: 95% 6th - Weightlifting: 100% 7th - Earth Space Science: 92% (only because I'm quiet) Once again, I'm ranked #1 of the freshman class, and I've got a 4.0 GPA.
Giving Up - Silverstein
It's still untitled, but you guys should know by now that it's just another love song. My friend Nise had to help a little in the 2nd verse. Verse 1: I apologize for taking our relationship for granted It's all my fault, and I'll accept that And even though you left me with my heart so shattered I wish for our happily ever after to come true Baby, I still love you I'll admit that I keep crying myself to sleep 'Cause I'm thinking, thinking of you and me But you've already moved on, now I'm just a memory And everyone's saying my love for you made me blind I feel as if I might die tonight Chorus: I'm sorry I wasn't the perfect girlfriend But I wish you'd give me one more chance to prove myself Please give me just one more day to tell you How much I miss you Verse 2: As I'm walking down this lonely road The memories, they overflow A dark abyss, a hollow hole I'm finding hard to let go of you Dear angel, there's nothing else I can do Chorus: I'm sorry I wasn't the perfect girlfriend But I wish you'd give me one more chance to prove myself Please give me just one more day to tell you How much I miss you I'm sorry I wasn't the perfect girlfriend But I wish you'd give me one more chance to prove myself Please give me just one more day to tell you How much I miss you Bridge: Death is much better than life without you I need you by my side, right here, right now I wished you'd care that I'm waiting here for you I wanna be back in your loving arms Chorus: I'm sorry I wasn't the perfect girlfriend But I wish you'd give me one more chance to prove myself Please give me just one more day to tell you How much I miss you I'm sorry I wasn't the perfect girlfriend But I wish you'd give me one more chance to prove myself Please give me just one more day to tell you How much I miss you I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Wesley, please give me one more chance I want you here next to me I need you here next to me I love you, yeah I love you, yeah I love you Outro: I apologize for taking our relationship for granted It's all my fault, and I'll accept that I keep hoping that after all this time, you'd come back to me And we could be happy again Because baby, I still love you
My music teacher Rick Roll'd everyone in 3rd period.
Forever - Rascal Flatts Scratch that. Now it's... Realize - School Boy Humor
Disturbia - The Cab
Closer - Lacuna Coil
Cry - Kelly Clarkson
Thank you.
This is all I have so far. Verse 1: He's complicated, kinda sorta very shy He gets frustrated over the smallest things in life He never seems to make sense But most of the time, he acts like a gentleman And even though he used me, I still love him to death He always accused me of **** I never did He left me hanging, but I still pray He wants me back, like in the old days Chorus: When he loved me, it felt so wonderful But when he dumped me, my entire world fell apart Ever since he left me, I haven't been able to move on Because he's so beautiful
This is all I have so far of this song. Verse 1: Sittin' there with your glitter and pearls Everyone bows down 'cause you're queen of the world You and your boyfriend only wear Hollister Ain't this the life? You rule the school with your clique by your side But you never know the difference between truth and lies Behind the skanky make-up and fake alibi The true you hides And she cries out, "Someone help me" Chorus 1: You're so perfect yet so naive Just admit it, you lost your way Everyone loved you, then she came along Now you're simply a has-been
Verse 1: I trusted you with my fragile heart So what happened? You fooled me all along Why does love always go wrong for me? I keep making the same mistakes Chorus 1: Are you homesick? Well, there's nothing you can do about it 'Cause love don't live here anymore Why did you ever leave? I thought you truly loved me But that was until you tore me apart Apart, tore me apart Verse 2: I remember holding you in my arms And I was stupid to believe we'd be Together for always And eternity I thought you would be the one Chorus 1: Are you homesick? Well, there's nothing you can do about it 'Cause love don't live here anymore Why did you ever leave? I thought you truly loved me But that was until you tore me apart Apart, tore me apart Bridge: But I can't keep denying I feel like I'm dying Every night, I'm crying I'm crying over you Chorus 2: Baby, if you're homesick There's only one thing you can do about it Come back, come back home I miss looking into your eyes I miss all the good times we had I can't stand being alone I need you
Verse 1: I know what you're thinking: That I won't survive without you in my life I try so hard to think of what's ahead Than of the memories we made once upon a time I admit I still love you, but you don't care You broke me, destroyed me, lost all we shared But I will move on, find someone better for me Just you wait and see, I'll... Chorus 1: Shine like the stars The divine, loving hearts Are beating tonight So let them shine bright Verse 2: I walk through this shattered life Bruises and scars all over me My blood is pouring out, and I am dying But I won't give in, I won't give in to you There's so much about me you'll never figure out I've been through so much heartache, the lies and the doubt These tears, they show weakness I'm trying to hide What doesn't hurt me makes me stronger And no longer will I cry Chorus 2: Shine like the stars The divine, loving hearts Are beating tonight So let them shine bright Never disappear Baby, I'll be right here Today is our day And nothing will be the same Bridge: No one will make me cry Because I, I My heart has healed, and I am invincible Chorus 2: Shine like the stars The divine, loving hearts Are beating tonight So let them shine bright Never disappear Baby, I'll be right here Today is our day And nothing will be the same Shine like the stars The divine, loving hearts Are beating tonight So let them shine bright Never disappear Baby, I'll be right here Today is our day And nothing will be the same Outro: I have defied you I will live on My heart is still beating And your curse on me is gone
So, here's some pictures from school with quotes from my friends. And: Purple = Kelsey Blue = Weasel Lime Green = Tyler Magenta = Haley Red = Kim-buh-lay & I Gray = Dustin Orange = Nise "I would be a freakin' lesbian for Hayley Williams!" "Hey look, I'm a chipmunk having a seizure." "How big is Africa?" "A bajillion times bigger than your dick." "I'm motherfucking Michael Jackson!" "If Link was my homework, I'd do him on my bed into the wee hours of the morning." "Look at the seriously fucked up strawberry!"
