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  1. Repliku
    I'm back. Pissed off Repliku was put back in his box and the world can be a calmer place. I will say being ticked off really does wear a person out though.
    Post by: Repliku, Aug 28, 2008 in forum: Forum Families
  2. Repliku
    For this round I'm going to sit out because I am rather exhausted tonight and have a lot of work tomorrow to do. So you can remove me for the round and I'll hop in next round. Good luck guys!
    Post by: Repliku, Aug 28, 2008 in forum: The Spam Zone
  3. Repliku
    Let Heartless_Vice have it.
    Post by: Repliku, Aug 28, 2008 in forum: The Spam Zone
  4. Repliku
    It doesn't matter. Apparently everything I say gets unnoticed. At least now you guys can all play again.
    Post by: Repliku, Aug 28, 2008 in forum: The Spam Zone
  5. Repliku
    Actually I did say I would do it but ya know...oh well. Have fun.
    Post by: Repliku, Aug 28, 2008 in forum: The Spam Zone
  6. Repliku
    Well, pyro and ICSP may be back so they can decide what's going on. Hopefully they both decide on doing this thing again.
    Post by: Repliku, Aug 28, 2008 in forum: The Spam Zone
  7. Repliku
    Ok there's one person. And yeah, the game will operate around the same as it did before. Anyone can play who signs in at the game start and then comes in as it is going on.
    Post by: Repliku, Aug 27, 2008 in forum: The Spam Zone
  8. Repliku
    *sigh* Let me talk to pyro and I'll see what I can do. If I can't do anything else, if enough of you are interested, I'll go ahead and take over as Shinigami and keep the game alive. Alright? I'm upset and obviously so is Pyro and some others will be too who are good friends with ICSP. But I'll get over it. I hate to let something good like this die. This was hit and so was an RP and his forum family so right now, some of us are just meh.

    Edit: Right...well I refuse to just walk away from -everything- and people were having fun at this game. If you are still interested in playing, please post your interest and I will be taking over as Shinigami even if I am rather emoish at the moment having lost one of my best friends on this forums and who knows...a second possibly in one fell swoop. I see no reason to give into this and just give up on everyone else I think are cool. So give me a sign of life and I'll do up some new rules and guidelines right quick and we'll get a kira and keep the game going. If the interest isn't there, you can say that too. Just let me know what you guys want to do at this point.
    Post by: Repliku, Aug 27, 2008 in forum: The Spam Zone
  9. Repliku
    Welp, seeing as Pyro quit too, we have nothing to continue. It's been fun but all good things come to an end.
    Post by: Repliku, Aug 27, 2008 in forum: Retirement Home
  10. Repliku
    *sigh* I'm really more upset at this than I should be. I knew it was probably coming even though I tried to talk you out of it and tried to help you find something better to do than leaving permanently. You are a friend and you will be missed. Do what you gotta, ICSP. Just take care of yourself and I hope your life gets better and you at least took some of my advice. Things will get better. Take care. :(
    Post by: Repliku, Aug 27, 2008 in forum: Departure Hall
  11. Repliku
    I decline and pass it to TN, Pyro or someone else who wants it if ICSP doesn't declare someone else. I have hardly been a member here for very long and feel it is very unfair for me to accept this. I left a PM for ICSP shortly after he posted this so hopefully he will return and choose a much better person who contributes here and has been around longer. I'm also going to go ahead and resign from the Family here though it's been fun. Losing the RP that kind of started this all off, coming in late and then the founder of both leaving ...I just am not feeling well about things right now. So take care and see you around on other places on the board.

    I hope ICSP, things work out for you and you get to feeling better. However, this really trashed my whole night. I hoped instead of wandering off you'd think of something else. It sucks, but take care. We all gotta move on sometime and I guess this is my hint too in a way.
    Post by: Repliku, Aug 27, 2008 in forum: Forum Families
  12. Repliku
    OOC: Expected. Guess that's how things go. I don't believe anyone can replace ICSP. If it happens I may or may not come back because I'm pretty distraught over this choice. *goes off to emo*
    Post by: Repliku, Aug 27, 2008 in forum: Retirement Home
  13. Repliku
    Shinigami - Pyro!


    -=The Dead =- Zombies are gray. Dead people can't talk. Whoo zombies~



    -=The Investigated=- Investigated are blue. Those who are labeled the Kira but found innocent...for the time being.

    -=The Suspects/Detectives=- - brown for the more suspicious candidates and green for the ones who appear to not be the kira.

    jojoj13
    Heartless_Vice
    戦士の翼 Haseo
    Shades/TK421
    What?
    Cocohints
    TheChosenOne
    Repliku
    DemoN:||D@ys
    kittykat88
    pirateking_luffy

    There's the list. Good luck guys. I put in the name differences so new people would know. I may or may not play tonight as I may be busy or just well...suddenly not in the mood.
    Post by: Repliku, Aug 27, 2008 in forum: The Spam Zone
  14. Repliku
    Aw, come on... :( You are the one who started it off. It's not the same without you.
    Post by: Repliku, Aug 27, 2008 in forum: The Spam Zone
  15. Repliku
    He said this back when after the rules were made and he is the creator of the thread. This came from this rule in the new guideline.

    So basically, it was assumed Amber was immune as well. She was chosen as Kira after this time, and it did seem kind of contradicting. It was confusing but in the end, it helped the kira. :) This is why though I wanted the rule of immunity removed so that if something happened where I'd be the kira, it wouldn't be confusing, not that I will be this time, cuz I won't. Also, it makes things fair.

    I was pondering that maybe we should only allow 1 person per day to be killed by the 'real name' since Shinigami eyes helps when people are being slow and that pretty much gives the kira 2 deaths per day, or 3 or whatever as time goes on and no one does any accusations. Perhaps another way of giving the kira more kills is if someone declares their absolute trust for the kira as in not suspecting them at all. Well, something else can be inserted but I think after this game we might want to think of something because at this time, i know if I was kira, pyro was, trogdor was etc...we could wipe out half the people in the first round by name alone. It's one of the reasons I probably won't be kira again because I know it's not really fair and takes away people's fun to just off them that way in droves, but I'd be too tempted. :(

    Any way though, good luck on this round everyone! Let's all be cool and catch the kira...except for kira who can be cool and kill us in fun ways.
    Post by: Repliku, Aug 27, 2008 in forum: The Spam Zone
  16. Repliku
    OOC: That's fine. You have me confused but hopefully we at least understand each other somewhat. I'm not really going to look into it further because my head hurts trying to understand how I cannot comprehend you but can speak 5 languages adequately. Maybe it's because I'm translating a paper for someone to another language or whatever. Anywhoo, let's all move on and keep things a rolling. Soon it will get hot in here as you all meet the first boss! Maybe. Depends what you do.

    The Repline moment is kind of amusing. It made me sniffle perhaps, though I shouldn't admit that. xD
    Post by: Repliku, Aug 27, 2008 in forum: Retirement Home
  17. Repliku
    meh, that sucks. See you later, pyro. :(

    Also, Amber, that's particularly why I was saying you should not have been chosen. The rule was put up before you were made Kira. So really, you shouldn't have been able to be kira without removing the protection issue over anyone because it was a way unintentionally that would make people not assume you could be the kira.

    Note early on how both Shades and me put it that you couldn't be kira because you were protected and someone else said it too. That's why I'm saying the protection issue to be fair shouldn't be said to be on anyone. If I was kira, I would anticipate I'd be protected and people wouldn't assume it was me either because being protected...naturally anyone will assume you are a detective.
    Post by: Repliku, Aug 27, 2008 in forum: The Spam Zone
  18. Repliku
    I was so suspecting you Amber but what threw me off too was the fact that sadly Pyro said you were immune to easy kills which pretty much meant that you weren't the kira, earlier in the thread. This is one of the reasons I'm asking for the -easy kill- thing to be removed. The Shinigami shouldn't be helping the kira by diverting us like that, but I doubt it was intentional.

    I do ponder though that we may have to make some other resolution instead of using first names of people after a time because really, it's kind of unfair that some of us have our first names known and others don't and there's no way to figure them out. Also, since the first names of quite a few people were known since the beginning of this game, it kind of sucks too. We all did a lot of research early on. We need something else to let the kira use sooner or later because any now kiras barely have to work to find out what others took time to do earlier.
    Post by: Repliku, Aug 27, 2008 in forum: The Spam Zone
  19. Repliku
    Shinigami - Pyro!


    -=The Dead =- Zombies are gray.



    -=The Investigated=- Investigated are blue. Those who are labeled the Kira but found innocent...for the time being.

    -=The Suspects/Detectives=- - brown for the more suspicious candidates and green for the ones who appear to not be the kira.

    jojoj13
    HV
    Haseo
    Shades
    What?
    Coco
    TCO
    Repliku

    Nice job guys. Man, I so missed the day. lol. By the way, Pyro, you can go ahead and remove me from protection. If someone wants to kill me off, that's fine. I think they got the point to work more together now and I don't want any special treatment.
    Post by: Repliku, Aug 27, 2008 in forum: The Spam Zone
  20. Repliku
    I would really have appreciated it had you gone to PM instead with this but I can see why you did not and so hopefully this will be one of the few times we need to stop and chat about this in the RP which interrupts the RP flow. Get ready for long-winded Repliku as I did take this very seriously to address it and hopefully assuage any worries etc.

    Let's go through what happened to Namine. Worst thing is she was slapped and held at the Castle Oblivion and slapped and verbally assaulted. She obviously wanted her freedom and reached out to Sora to be her hero because of her link to him. She can have a more neutral attitude because she's a Nobody too and she also wanted to be real. Sympathy to them is what Namine had. Note she never -sided- with them except for Axel, who ran from the Organization. They had their own situation of wanting to be real and whole and wanting Roxas back. Sympathy is one thing. Saying she didn't 'blame' them was going to cause fire whether you like it or not from Riku Replica who suffered a lot in his mere 1 to 2 days of existence.

    Let's look at what happened to Riku Replica.
    - First off, he had turbulent emotions from Darkness and being made by Vexen and set up to do certain things. He had a lot to contend with.
    - Secondly, he was beaten on by Larxene, betrayed by Vexen who he seemed to look at as his creator and had some respect for, he and Sora both responded to Namine getting hurt or put in positions of danger by Marluxia, he was mind raped by Namine under orders to what he was willing to fight against because he wanted to be an individual. Then to make his life complete Axel coerces him to kill Zexoin and go fight Riku to exist as the 'real' one, which Riku Replica himself says that in the end it would not have mattered.
    - Namine didn't even apologize but said she could not repair his mind. Sora and Riku were the only ones at all sympathetic to him, that showed him it at any rate. Hearing Namine say she doesn't blame the Organization, until she'd explain that comment, was going to be inciting him because he reacts that way.

    Anything I said Axel did were facts too. I love Axel and he's one of my fave characters but anyone could see in CoM he was not a good guy. His transition in KH2 is what helped him even as we had a glimmer he was not 'so bad' in CoM. Again, no one called Namine OOC. How can Repliku be OOC when Axel pretty much sent him to his death and he was too naive at the time to understand it? He's going to have a grudge that would be dealt with IC. If you expect all the characters in here to not have emotional reactions to things, that's really a rough thing to do and kills the RP. No one is going against the player here and I've tried to make it clear in the other RP but for some reason you guys ignore me...that I do not hate the Org at all. I'm kind of getting tired of justifying myself because I run a lawyer who has to be the prosecution there.

    Namine said in the novels and games that she didn't know whether to place them as 'good or evil'. She had sympathy to their plight as she also wanted to be real. She didn't agree with their methods and what they were doing which is why she did what she did. She also wasn't always going to be sitting there doing nothing. Note how she called Saix 'pitiful' for hitting her and Riku went in to save her. She also stood against Saix once again to take him on and Riku came out and helped her and she said 'Go get him Riku!'. She was benevolent and cared, but she wasn't stupid and knew she had to stand against what was happening in the methods she best could. She's also the one in the novels that practically begged Riku to save Axel. Her neutrality is sympathy and understanding the Nobody plight. It doesn't mean she didn't see what the Org were doing as wrong or she wouldn't have been also a force in trying to stop them and/or change who she could. That's my POV on it any way.

    No one is here to 'justify the Org'. This isn't -that- RP so I am not carrying things over and would ask the same of you to not feel that way. Characters however that are canon and dealt with the Organization, or the Organization itself are going to have problems with what happened and go through their struggles. Namine sees them without prejudice because she wanted to be whole too and not just go back to Kairi. She and they had identities and she knew it, which is what she strove to get through to Riku and he accepted. The point of view of characters is the characters'. I expect Xemnas and DiZ are going to have their fair share of words too, as well as other members in the top 6 and also the Org members themselves had issues of not working together etc. Sora and the Org, Riku and the Org, etc are going to have some things they are not going to be happy about as they try to come together and get over things. That's part of role-playing and calling someone OOC based on it is not right to me at all. The characters ARE going to have to sort things out to work together. Namine may have it easier since this is partially what she wanted all along was that another way could be found for the Nobodies to exist and now people in canon may DO that, to include helping her. However, I'm very confused why you think there won't be bumpy roads along the way for the Org themselves and also the other side. The Org don't all get along and have issues they are dealing with. I can't consider ONE person's IC stuff in here to be OOC. I expect these arguments IC to happen because people then are running the characters the right way. Saix and Xaldin mad at Xemnas, definitely. Riku Repilca ticked off at Namine, he has every reason. Larxene mad at Axel, of course she does. Zexion annoyed at Axel, of course he will be. Axel annoyed at Marluxia, why not? If you notice, Namine isn't the only one who's been neutral. Some Org members are trying and Riku tries as well because IC that's how their personalities were.

    Again, no one said Namine's comments were not IC. It's the way she said them that fueled Repliku and Repliku's reactions are what you are calling OOC and I don't see it for the reasons explained above.

    TN, you had no reason to 'justify' any of this as no one called your character OOC. It is you calling Riku Replica OOC and I'm sorry but anyone who played the game of CoM would know he can get angry and he has his opinions too. What Namine said is her opinion and coincides with the book though I do feel you are taking away the fact that she DID stand against the Org when she had to and did not just sit neutral. She understood their plight but it didn't mean she felt it was right. She would not say whether they were good or evil because to her those are just words and the issue was not a simple black and white. She opened up Riku to this philosophy and he too went easier on the Org because of it to hope more would change. You didn't do anything wrong but I didn't either, so can you stop with judgments and let's continue?

    What again was done was IC. I expect CHARACTERS to argue IC. This isn't the court RP so no one unless an 'act' seems OOC such as suddenly Sora becomes uber brilliant Einstein over night and doesn't follow his Heart anymore, should be coming up like this. If Namine was full of hatred at the Org, that would be OOC, but would she have feelings deep seated in her that also need resolved? I totally expect tensions to arise between characters and they have. Saix and Xaldin having issues with Xemnas, Axel and Larxene contending against each other, Riku Replica and his feelings towards the Org, Sora and Riku's opinions on things, Xemnas and Marluxia's thoughts, Ansem's feelings towards the top 6 members of the Org and vice versa, Roxas's problems with the Org and wanting to see his friends and make some of his life more real...it all equals very IC. If there were no problems for them and things they had to get over with, it would kind of make the RP boring, don't you think? Nothing should be taken as personal attacks OOC because this is not an opinionated RPG the way we -have- to be in the other one. We are involved OOC in that but here, we are writing a story, the characters are dealing with their own pains etc, the enemies are going to make them work together or there is peril. That's one of the key points of the story. Can the Org be redeemable? Is there a black and white line? Can Sora, Riku and Kairi and Ansem put aside their own grudges and pains to work and help people who they had to go against? Can the Org forgive and see their own faults and move on? Can worlds get over what happened? This is part of character development and I think people want that and it livens up the RP, making it more 'real'. Also, I will state plainly that the opinions of the characters I run are not going to always be -mine- because I study each character I take before I would bother with it. If I feel I am not compatible with a character, I will definitely ask someone else to run it rather than rape the character as I've seen done a ton of times. Perhaps I play out the Prosecution in the other RP too well but when I RP, I do it to be as 'real' as possible to the scene. Try to re-judge me, please.

    I don't mind getting called on things because it makes sure I'm right or wrong and I can fix mistakes, but really the only OOC person that was in play and resigned was the one who played Sora for a bit and he took off instead of wanting to repair things, which was his choice. I've been SO IMPRESSED with how people run these characters. It honestly blows my mind. It's made this RP go on better than I anticipated. I really am eager to continue and not have this be a stressful environment because I have the most wonderful players really perhaps on the whole forum here who do such a marvelous job at times it leaves me just amazed. This of course, includes you. Hopefully this NOVEL I wrote in response to yours explains my directions more and also my feelings on the whole deal. I do understand why you had the feelings you do but I will hope now that they have been resolved because really, the last thing I want to do is argue with you when I think the RP is going just fine and the direction is IC. The canon characters I run hopefully anyone would feel they are IC and I'm sorry for the confusion, honest. The only reason I went so thorough on it was you had some serious issues here and I do understand them and I absolutely want no bleed over from the other RP here and want you to see that. I'm really not nearly as opinionated as you have accused me of being and I can't make that anymore clear. I'll let this RPG be the determiner and if that isn't proof, I don't know what is.

    AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND Back IC:

    Zexion gave a nod to Xemnas. Oh, he would explain but the Superior was right. They had more pressing matters to take care of and when they were out of here, perhaps a good talking was in order to fix what could be. Xemnas had laid it out quite clearly what the problems with Nobodies were and Zexion could not agree more with his assessment. Betrayal was easy as was killing others when you had no real emotional regret to feel over doing it. He pondered if this meant that they were all in need of some deeper thought on the matter because where the Heart could not be used, perhaps the mind could fill in the gaps by reasoning. This would of course mean going over Zexion's entire past...and remembering Ienzo and what propelled his decisions to perform what he did back when. Sometimes Zexion had to wonder if he would actually come to hate himself had he possessed a Heart to do so. However, as brilliant as he was, he could not have predicted the outcome and he did not so much feel that Xemnas was entirely at fault either. No, back then, 10 years ago, there were severe problems arising and tensions. He missed the past and some of the more happy moments, his achievements in life and even Radiant Gardens. Why had it all been so easy to toss away? He could not recall the answer but only that he felt it was the better thing to do at the time.

    Continuing the studies on Xehanort, the mysterious apprentice Ansem had brought in seemed logical. After all, Xehanort had presented a great argument that Ansem was shutting down their operation but didn't he have a right to know himself? Why was he different from the others? Yes, at the time Ienzo totally believed that Ansem was being short-sighted and Xehanort had something very wrong and they should delve into it as it was plaguing the person quite possibly. Each new discovery brought more and more out that perhaps Ansem was right to say it was too much. But...no, at the same time it seemed such an end to a project that was pouring out new data on things never thought possible. And it was Xehanort after all who wanted to know more about himself and how could that be so wrong? Zexion's mind tried to think back more but things were shadows. 10 years was a long time ago and yet sometimes it felt just like it was yesterday. He had not changed in appearance one iota since that day he stepped into Darkness willingly. What was beyond intrigued him, captivated him...and yet then took away much inspiration once the Darkness closed in and took away his Heart.

    This was not the time to go soul searching. He re-focused on the conversation at hand as Larxene had volunteered for being a guinea pig to probably just try to escape and go have fun elsewhere. A small curl of a smirk went to Zexion's lips and he knew had he had a Heart, oh he would have laughed. Larxene could do any number of things were she able to leave this realm. One would be to abandon them. And yet, she was also putting herself on the line so that if they failed to be able to send her onwards, she may be harmed or even destroyed. Did he care? No. Xemnas was right in that if there was no reason to care, it wasn't going to happen. He now just sat quietly because he was sure not volunteering for this himself! No, he much more preferred working in the shadows and not being the front man/woman for these sorts of things. Besides, it gave him a chance to study their predicament by having someone else do the deed. Xaldin spoke up, but he disregarded it. Xaldin was actually useful which Larxene had yet to prove herself. "I second that Larxene should go" was all he would say.


    Xigbar listened to Xemnas's speech and his assessment of what action they might take. Larxene volunteering made him arch his brow. What was she up to? Of course, if she could escape, she would be free and would she actually care to tell the Keybladers anything or just go dancing off to play in her way? She had already proven more than enough that she was not a team player when she decided to go side with Marluxia. Was she trustworthy to carry out such a mission as to be the one who would get to the other side and maintain the corridor of Darkness should one be found that could take them out of here? He was now studying the blond haired woman. His thoughts wandered then off to Demyx, who had been all too eager to leave and the weird transportation that took him out. What if the entity, whatever it was, decided to destroy her due to attempting to escape what it was trying to make them feel was inescapable? ...It was too bad that Marluxia was not awake. This task was better to put to him if there was to be someone that needed to be destroyed first for any sense of justice. Xigbar chuckled to himself and shook his head. Xaldin had also put forth the offer and he had to consider this. Xaldin would be more trustworthy and had never betrayed the Organization. He also might know then that they would surely help him more because he had more power and focus and could be counted on to far more of a degree than nymph who had a track record. Xemnas was right to him in that right now every member counted despite what lack of feelings they had towards one another.

    "I too sometime want to hear what it is that happened at the Castle Oblivion, but yeah, this ain't the time. I am thinking Xaldin would be the better choice here. At least we know we can trust him to not go off to some beach party sipping margaritas while the rest of us fry in here." Yeah, there was a serious lack of trust in her to do something that would remove her from others and give her a freedom they could not have. She had done her deeds in the past. Why Zexion was siding with letting Larxene go, he had no clue. How could he trust her after what had happened prior? Xigbar just wasn't going to install such faith in her yet as she seemed to so far only care about herself and had no commitment at all, as far as he could tell.


    Destiny Islands: Riku watched now as a new being appeared on Destiny Islands through...Darkness yet again. After speaking to Ansem, the person seemed to be looking at him and of course, he probably sensed the power within just as Riku could feel the presence of Darkness in this being. But the person was not a Nobody. No, he was another like Sombre, somehow touched by Darkness through some twist of fate that was unknown. Hearing he came from Radiant Gardens...things began to click together. With all the turmoil and problems that had happened there with the Heartless, it would not be surprising that someone could turn out so unusual. He nodded to the new arrival named Jack. "Hey" he said casually as if he knew the person for years.

    Ansem watched as Namine and Riku Replica were both wounded. Namine may not have a Heart but the fact she was a spirit connected deeply with her inner self didn't mean she was truly devoid of feeling. She had been a quandary to him before and he had studied her as she was unusual to the other Nobodies. However, he could see now as tears went down her cheeks, she may be even more capable of things than some of the others because what she lacked in Heart, she had a powerful spirit to compensate. She was meek physically but not mentally. He was chagrined for a moment as he thought back to how her interference was beginning to ruin things he had planned by dealing with Roxas and he had told Riku to get rid of her. He had been so angry then and she was just trying to preserve herself and help Roxas. Because he was a Nobody, DiZ couldn't have cared less, but Riku also felt sympathy to Roxas and also turned and left after the deed was done. Riku's departure had hurt him worse because he was a person who had done wrong in the past and yet was on a path that DiZ had not been willing to undertake until much later when his eyes became open. He had judged Riku in the Castle Oblivion and yet he too had tossed things away, which the main thing for a time was his humanity. Namine made him see it even more clearly now as the very real tears dripped down her face.

    He then heard someone direct words towards him...his name was called. The being recognized him and addressed him as Ansem. His eyes came to fall on Jack, who in a blur in Ansem's mind had declared he came from Radiant Gardens, and yet as he studied the youth before him, he could feel the presence of Darkness. The same Darkness that had nearly consumed DiZ in his plight to stop the Organization at all costs. His homeworld was so scarred and this boy and countless others being harmed were the reasons for his anger. However, he felt none at the moment after becoming rather resigned to facts about life he had dodged for some time. "Greetings, Jack. It would seem that you make yourself present at a just time considering there is much going on. We are currently discussing the matter, as right now it would pertain to mainly liberating the Organization and Nobodies held in their world. Some force that is hidden is causing mayhem and we must discern what it is, assist the Organization to not allow this entity to have its way of claiming their Souls, and hopefully discover where King Mickey has gone off to. Welcome."


    Riku Replica heard the small footsteps as they approached and still rubbed his head. As Namine's words entered his mind, he let out a soft sigh. He turned to look at her and saw the tears flowing down her face and frowned noticeably. He almost said 'Hey, I wanted to do that and you took it away!' but no, her crying was her own thing to do. His own pain subsided as he heard the apology and looked into her azure eyes that were the color of the blue sea here. They were so clear and yet now filled with water and reddened. It was almost as if he were looking at the water and the sky as it would turn into dawn or dusk, with the colors that were present there. He couldn't make himself stay mad when he had to look at an expression like this that was so vivid and sincere.

    He stood up and stepped away from her. He had to get his wits about him or he'd sit there crying too, and tough people don't do that! "I accept your apology" he said shakily, holding back the desire to sob and hating that he felt it and that his voice sounded so weak. "I understand what you mean now. I suppose I agree with it. Don't cry because of me being stupid and overreacting. There's no point. Someday I'll get control of my anger but there's a lot of it and there's no one to trust with helping me deal with it so I will fix it somehow. In the end, it's not your problem." He exhaled and his shoulders slumped a bit.

    He then smirked to try to uplift her a bit. "I guess you had a good vent at least. Roxas will come around. He's your friend and sometimes people just have to do some things to cope with what all has happened. I'm glad in a way you took a stand, Namine. It just sucks to get yelled at but I earned it for taking it one way and not bothering to ask you to explain more. So you taught me a lesson." The brief thought of giving her a hug went by and out of his mind. No, he wouldn't do such a thing. For all he knew it would make matters worse. He would have issues with her and she would with him perhaps if he mattered at all, but they were his own personal things and he would just have to cope. The feelings he had for her were not real, caused by memories. They didn't need to be so gripping and he resolved to at that moment try to ignore them. He'd get to know her over again and try desperately to ignore the feelings that were there from prior. That way he could try to distance himself. After all, she wasn't really a friend to him he had grown up with for years and somehow loved and wanted to be loved in return. That love was fake and it of course didn't have to be returned in any way. This was reality, he thought. If he could just rise above the false implanted things he had, start over, he could deal with her easier. He held up his index finger and turned away from her and looked out at a coconut tree as a focus.

    Yes, that would have to be the plan of action here. He would falter at times but he could stick with it. After all, he was darn right stubborn and had a willpower. He turned away from her and thought to himself that when he'd turn back, she'd be the real person she was supposed to be. He had no connection to her. No history other than what happened at the Castle Oblivion where they were made to do stupid things. There was no here. No Destiny Islands, growing up, laughing, running, playing, caring. He then turned around to face her again with a look of conviction as a breeze rustled his hair. "You can't fix what you did, and I can't make it go away, but I can resolve myself to say that I know that what you did was by force and it's over and I'm not mad at you for it. I won't be such a burden to you and you owe me nothing. As I said, I am not your problem. That's the reality of it. I don't know you but as some girl who was trapped. You don't know me but for what you put in my head and I reacted to. Maybe you don't like me or something because of how stupid and jealous I acted, and possessive and just...weird. I am not that person though. I don't ever want to be that person again and that's the truth. Those memories you gave me...and Sora, they were not real and I'm glad he doesn't have to remember them to know what happened. For me though, at least they teach me some values in life and maybe I can learn to take them as well...someone who reads a story to a child as a moral lesson. You've suffered enough, Namine so I hope you'll always have dreams to follow of your own and that they will come to fruition. You have people around now that will take you as more real so it's a start. I'm going to head back over and listen to what the others want to do. I hope you'll feel better now and join the team. I'm sure we'll do all we can to help those in trouble so you aren't totally standing alone. Some of us may have more issues with it than you do, but it doesn't mean we won't do the right thing. So, come back over when you are ready. I'm out of your hair now." He then stepped more away from her and would begin walking back unless she had anything else to say.
    Post by: Repliku, Aug 27, 2008 in forum: Retirement Home