Rejection hurts on its own. Just being told 'no' on any topic really can annoy or hurt someone. You don't have to come off as a jerk when first telling someone. It's if the person doesn't get the obvious 'no, I'm seeing someone else' or 'no, I'm not interested' thing that you have to get downright assertive. The key really in the end though is to make sure that you are clear about it that you don't want to date the person. That way he's not holding out and hoping but at the same time once he's over the word 'no', you can both move forward. Of course, some people take the word 'no' worse than others, but that's on them. Most of the time people get over it quick unless they are really negative sorts of people.
It sounds to me like you are bored and well, not feeling challenged in your life. Despite the fact you have many things to be grateful for, you seem to be missing some things that would make it mean more to you. What I'd suggest is trying to perhaps join some group or a sport or something challenging to you. Put your brains and body to the test basically and try exploring around your area, broadening your knowledge and such. Maybe meet some new people and branch out. What kinds of things interest you? Just make sure whatever you do that you don't do anything harmful to yourself but try to spice your life up some. Life isn't perfect, even with ideal scenarios like your own. You are a good person to see that you have these and don't take what you have for granted. It doesn't mean though that some things in life you don't have to work for on your own or branch out and well, invigorate yourself from time to time. I hope you feel better and this helps you at all.
Well...if they aren't nice girls, there is probably a high chance your intuition is right. I'd listen to it and well, I've never liked school groups so I just talked to whoever and was nice to whoever unless they were rotten to me. I think groups that are cliquish like that just hold people down but if I were you I'd just be careful and perhaps try to make friends in other groups in case the worst happens if they are 'that' tight knit. I wish you luck and hope that nothing bad happens.
If you can look at yourself and find faults such as you think you are fat while there are other girls who are skinny or around your size, and you compare, well it's kind of normal. People care a lot about how they look, especially in the teens. So any sign of something means it's not right. I can assure you a majority of those girls that are the same weight or thinner than you may even say they are too fat too, and it isn't true. Everyone can't be a size 0 Paris Hilton and well, it just isn't healthy to be. CtR probably gave the best advice really on it. We all look and see things that are not so great about ourselves. We critique ourselves and are often the biggest critics around. No one will judge your hair, weight, body appearance, zits on the face etc as badly as you personally will. Others may totally never even notice the discrepancy you feel you have. If you keep that in mind, maybe it will help you to lighten your judgment on yourself. Also, if you feel so critical of yourself, really you can study others too and see their flaws. No human body is perfect and remember that all of those models etc we see in the media are mostly airbrushed to perfection and angles of cameras make them look thinner and taller often than they are. If you really feel though that you are seriously 'fat', perhaps going to a doctor is a good idea and he/she can check you over and well, show you whether you are overweight or not by using BMI etc. The goal really though in the end is to try to be more happy with your body because it's what you are in. Take care of it and it will look its best for you. Don't go on crash diets or anything like that. You seem pretty active and all so also don't mistake muscle for body fat. I do hope you will feel better about things soon.
If you don't get CoM's storyline, maybe you should try to read about it some. Wikipedia does have a nice relay of the story there if you read up on the Org members, Sora and Riku's entries and the Chain of Memories one. There are some other places that have good solid recounts of the story as well on fan sites. I'm going to close this though since there's no real way anyone can answer about it as a whole story and the thread is going off topic.
I'd first want to play as Terra and then Aqua. Ven doesn't interest me as much as the other two too as they seem different and unique and I'm just more interested in their stories and what happens to them. I'd still play Ven's story out but he'd be the last choice.
Gnight. And my msn is being narty so I'm scanning it for amusement.
I see how it is.
Have a goodnight, S.
Yes she has. She's participating but her times are seldom right now since she's pretty busy.
Great job, Shades. You are earning your S title, definitely. Good eye.
Yep choose someone else, Pika.
Shinigami: Shinigami Ryuk The one...the only! The Dead FinalForm false accusation. The Investigated 1st Antiweapon is accused by keybladeofdarkness4. 2nd Darkrequiem0 accused by Finalform. 3rd L accused by Pika_Power. Innocent and making up for sugar loss. 4th Heartless_Vice accused by Finalform. 5th Light Yagami accused by Pika_Power. 6th Graxe accused by Pika_Power. 7th Pika_Power accused by Xegreny. 8th Gwen by Antiweapon. 9th keybladeofdarkness4 is accused by Xaale (pending) 10th hot cocoa is accused by keybladeofdarkness4 (pending) The Accusers 1st keybladeofdarkness4 accuses Antiweapon 2nd Finalform accuses Darkrequiem0. 3rd Pika_Power accuses L. woe is me. 4th Finalform accuses Heartless_Vice. 5th Pika_Power accuses Light Yagami. 6th Pika_Power accuses Graxe. 7th Xegreny accuses Pika_Power. 8th Antiweapon accuses Gwen. 9th Xaale accuses keybladeofdarkness4. 10th keybladeofdarkness4 accuses hot cocoa. Detectives/Suspects Least likely to be Kira by time increments. The time possibly to choose a Kira would be between 6:33 pm to game start. These suspects were not present in the allotted time. Keep in mind this does not totally eliminate them, nor does it mean one of them could not become a Misa/Mikami. cocohints/hot cocoa - last activity 11:42 am. hmm. ** Saki - last activity 1:03 pm. Former kira. Xx.KeyBlade Master.xX - yesterday at 10:10 am. Steal the Hail - last activity 3:21 pm cloudart100 - last activity - 3:16 pm. ** Potential misa. Fayt-Harkwind - last activity - 4:15 pm. TrueKeybladeMaster - last activity 6:38 am. Showed up late into the game. Was a brief Kira but did not participate. Catch the Rain - last activity - 5:54 PM. Former Misa. Has posted and is participating now though highly doubt she's the Kira. Antiweapon - active but cleared of being the original kira. Hunches of lesser percentage Kiras. L - um..right. Accused. I'm so not trusted. Light - I doubt at this time Light is the current Kira. Former Kira but also participating in the investigation strongly. Dmaster - is invisible. - though invisible he is the last round's Mikami, and died by the Shinigami so I am doubting he's the Kira. keybladeofdarkness4 - currently active. Asked to be the Shinigami though the game is on and a Kira already is selected. Trickery perhaps but doubtful. Shades - last Kira. - currently active at game start. Last Kira, so doubtful. Xaale - last activity - 7:43 pm yesterday. Darkrequiem0 - on at game start. Accused and cleared. Pika_Power - came in after the Kira was chosen. Absol - Came in after Kira was chosen. ** Heartless_Vice - currently active. Been Mikami a few times. Not sure though if he'd be this round. Doubting it. Accused and waiting judgment. Haseo - Joined after the game started on the first day. ** VideoGameNerd246 - Came in on the second day of the game. Wants to be a mikami. Mail Jeevas - joined after the game started, 2nd day. Roxas 95 - joined on the 2nd day of the game. ** Could be a potential misa. Xephos - Joined on the 3rd day. Possible higher percentage suspects: Graxe - is invisible. Last post at 9:11 pm, earliest 8:35 pm. formerly 6:27 pm yesterday. This would put him in time. Has been former Shinigami but not Kira. Graxe was highly suspicious at first but because finalform made his accusation at 10:48 pm yesterday and Graxe's last post was at 9:15 pm yesterday, this lowers the suspicion of him a bit. He still should be investigated further but this does lessen some suspicion. Gwen - invisible. Last post was at 2:38 but she also posted at 10:16 and since we can't tell but by posts, this leaves her suspicious. Invisible people = bad! If she actually lasts a while she'd be a strong suspect. - New, apparently she has removed herself from invisible but this does not remove her from being a primary suspect. Unsaintly_Saint - active at start of game. Currently inactive. 9:02 pm. Could be gone but yet kira or candidate for Misa/Mikami. Is newer to the game. Kid Hero - last activity - 7:59 pm. has wanted to be the kira formerly. Has tried to call out Kira. AnTi::Her0~>/DemoN:||D@ys - last activity - 8:21 pm. Was last round Kira. Doubtful to be the Kira now. ** jettie - last activity - 7:11 pm. Perhaps. Need to study. Her activity tends to be sparse. Posted last at 7:54 am today. and before that 7:01 pm the day before. Fearless - last activity - 7:25 pm. leaning towards no. Not dismissing yet though. Could be a candidate for misa. xD last activity 8:45 pm. Was on well before death was posted and after. Xegreny - currently active at start of game. Last activity for today is 1:41. 11:59 was last post. 2:45 pm is when death was posted but set for the time 2:18. 7th Key of the Kingdom - activity at 7:09 pm. Possibly not. Activity has been very sparse. Those in orange are my highest suspects at the moment and those in dark red are secondary. I may be moving the list though as I continue to investigate. Those in black, so far are not yet giving off warning signs and also aren't invisible or being irregular to their usual conduct yet. ** Potential misas if one were chosen though at this time there are no signs to indicate it. Potential Misas at this time if the DN has in fact changed hands. Clouddart100 - suspicious attitude recently in posts and researching. Roxas 95 - asking for names. researching. Haseo contact of the highest suspected Kira. hot cocoa - contact of the highest suspected Kira atm. Absol - contact of the highest suspected Kira atm. Alright, added Xephos. Welcome in!
I am 70% certain Gwen was most likely the Kira and that she has passed the DN to someone else. She is the one with just about everything matching up. It isn't just her DN fangirlism either. Her times, etc. Also, I find it suspicious that she removes herself now from invisible and it is most likely a sign that she knew being invisible was a point of accusation, but also because at that time she more than likely gave up the DN. My guesses are in order of who I believe she may have passed it off to. We should watch them especially but also others. At this time I do not believe Unsaintly Saint to be the Kira or have the DN.
Shinigami: Shinigami Ryuk The one...the only! The Dead FinalForm false accusation. The Investigated 1st Antiweapon is accused by keybladeofdarkness4. 2nd Darkrequiem0 accused by Finalform. 3rd L accused by Pika_Power. Innocent and making up for sugar loss. 4th Heartless_Vice accused by Finalform. 5th Light Yagami accused by Pika_Power. 6th Graxe accused by Pika_Power. 7th Pika_Power accused by Xegreny. 8th Gwen by Antiweapon. The Accusers 1st keybladeofdarkness4 accuses Antiweapon 2nd Finalform accuses Darkrequiem0. 3rd Pika_Power accuses L. woe is me. 4th Finalform accuses Heartless_Vice. 5th Pika_Power accuses Light Yagami. 6th Pika_Power accuses Graxe. 7th Xegreny accuses Pika_Power. 8th Antiweapon accuses Gwen. Detectives/Suspects Least likely to be Kira by time increments. The time possibly to choose a Kira would be between 6:33 pm to game start. These suspects were not present in the allotted time. Keep in mind this does not totally eliminate them, nor does it mean one of them could not become a Misa/Mikami. cocohints/hot cocoa - last activity 11:42 am. hmm. ** Saki - last activity 1:03 pm. Former kira. Xx.KeyBlade Master.xX - yesterday at 10:10 am. Steal the Hail - last activity 3:21 pm cloudart100 - last activity - 3:16 pm. ** Potential misa. Fayt-Harkwind - last activity - 4:15 pm. TrueKeybladeMaster - last activity 6:38 am. Showed up late into the game. Was a brief Kira but did not participate. Catch the Rain - last activity - 5:54 PM. Former Misa. Has posted and is participating now though highly doubt she's the Kira. Antiweapon - active but cleared of being the original kira. Hunches of lesser percentage Kiras. L - um..right. Accused. I'm so not trusted. Light - I doubt at this time Light is the current Kira. Former Kira but also participating in the investigation strongly. Dmaster - is invisible. - though invisible he is the last round's Mikami, and died by the Shinigami so I am doubting he's the Kira. keybladeofdarkness4 - currently active. Asked to be the Shinigami though the game is on and a Kira already is selected. Trickery perhaps but doubtful. Shades - last Kira. - currently active at game start. Last Kira, so doubtful. Xaale - last activity - 7:43 pm yesterday. Darkrequiem0 - on at game start. Accused and cleared. Pika_Power - came in after the Kira was chosen. Absol - Came in after Kira was chosen. ** Heartless_Vice - currently active. Been Mikami a few times. Not sure though if he'd be this round. Doubting it. Accused and waiting judgment. Haseo - Joined after the game started on the first day. ** VideoGameNerd246 - Came in on the second day of the game. Wants to be a mikami. Mail Jeevas - joined after the game started, 2nd day. Roxas 95 - joined on the 2nd day of the game. ** Could be a potential misa. Possible higher percentage suspects: Graxe - is invisible. Last post at 9:11 pm, earliest 8:35 pm. formerly 6:27 pm yesterday. This would put him in time. Has been former Shinigami but not Kira. Graxe was highly suspicious at first but because finalform made his accusation at 10:48 pm yesterday and Graxe's last post was at 9:15 pm yesterday, this lowers the suspicion of him a bit. He still should be investigated further but this does lessen some suspicion. Gwen - invisible. Last post was at 2:38 but she also posted at 10:16 and since we can't tell but by posts, this leaves her suspicious. Invisible people = bad! If she actually lasts a while she'd be a strong suspect. - New, apparently she has removed herself from invisible but this does not remove her from being a primary suspect. Unsaintly_Saint - active at start of game. Currently inactive. 9:02 pm. Could be gone but yet kira or candidate for Misa/Mikami. Is newer to the game. Kid Hero - last activity - 7:59 pm. has wanted to be the kira formerly. Has tried to call out Kira. AnTi::Her0~>/DemoN:||D@ys - last activity - 8:21 pm. Was last round Kira. Doubtful to be the Kira now. ** jettie - last activity - 7:11 pm. Perhaps. Need to study. Her activity tends to be sparse. Posted last at 7:54 am today. and before that 7:01 pm the day before. Fearless - last activity - 7:25 pm. leaning towards no. Not dismissing yet though. Could be a candidate for misa. xD last activity 8:45 pm. Was on well before death was posted and after. Xegreny - currently active at start of game. Last activity for today is 1:41. 11:59 was last post. 2:45 pm is when death was posted but set for the time 2:18. 7th Key of the Kingdom - activity at 7:09 pm. Possibly not. Activity has been very sparse. Those in orange are my highest suspects at the moment and those in dark red are secondary. I may be moving the list though as I continue to investigate. Those in black, so far are not yet giving off warning signs and also aren't invisible or being irregular to their usual conduct yet. ** Potential misas if one were chosen though at this time there are no signs to indicate it. Potential Misas at this time if the DN has in fact changed hands. Clouddart100 - suspicious attitude recently in posts and researching. Roxas 95 - asking for names. researching. Haseo contact of the highest suspected Kira. hot cocoa - contact of the highest suspected Kira atm. Absol - contact of the highest suspected Kira atm. I am still unconvinced that Gwen did not have the notebook and has passed it off to a Mikami now. However, I will continue research on others as well just in case I may be mistaken or she has given up all claims to the DN. Also, one death in two days should merit us a clue, so the Shinigami owes us.
oh noes. I stalk you back.
Technically because the Kira hasn't killed in a day we should get a clue today.
That L becomes the Kira? No wait! L and Ryuk would eat apple pie with whipped creme.
