Have you felt it at all lately? I'm sorry. ;-; But that's good. I'm glad you don't get it so bad. And...really? I'm sure there's something that...
That's good. What's an EMA? xD;;;
I know. I have before. Actually...I have a lot of random funny stories on old fanfiction accounts from back when I couldn't spell. c: {Does the...
I agree. The 1000 character limit wasn't there before the upgrade, anyways. It was even removed before the site was hacked thing, I believe. (It didn't stop me from sending longer VMs before the hack.) 1000 characters isn't as much as it might sound. Besides, it's more convenient to send one long message then have to sent part 1, 2 to the person. Sometimes, you don't even know how much you're going to write so you don't think to send a PM. And it sucks when you end up writing more than you thought and go to post and it stops you. It also sucks when you're only like 70 characters over the limit and have to go erasing bits until you're not. It's also not worth private messaging when your inbox gets filled up quick and it's not even that private a matter. VMs are wayyy more conveniet. And unless the member who receives the VM whines about how someone wrote them a long VM that stretched the page, I don't see the problem.
D'awww. I remember the days when a thread like this would make me homicidal, but this is lovely.
How are you today? Sorry for not saying good night last night. Random headache took over. ; ;
Yay! I'm in the process of writing something. It's not funny like yours though. :c {Spins} :'D Extraordinarily phenomenally fantastically amazing?
Aww. Thanks. xD How are you?
Happiness could push me along just fine. B| I know what you're saying though. Lol. Thank you. <3 My OCD used to not be as bad. You know how I...
||★-OOC: N/A-★|| Heavy lids and long dark lashes fluttered open systematically at the off-white ceiling above her; her pupils adjusting to the light and body stretching out naturally to wake itself up. The heat trapped in the tangled mess of blankets made getting out of bed less and less desirable, but she knew she would have to eventually. Finally, her lips parted with a deep sigh, eyes closing slow before snapping open again as she swung long legs over the edge of her plush mattress. Once her feet were both on the floor, the girl hunched over and rubbed the remaining sleep from her eyes, running her fingers through her hair thick brown tresses and pulling herself up to stand. She was currently wearing a rather odd, but explainable outfit; soft cotton baby-pink pajama bottoms and the sleeve of a button up black and violet plaid shirt. The sleeve was attached to the rest of the shirt, but the remaining unworn cloth of the blouse hung idly and rather bored-looking at her left side. With an irritable groan, she peeled the top off fully from her body, making her way over to a pile of clothes and scanning it with her eyes until she came upon a decent dark blue shirt that would go lovely with the pair of jeans she was planning on wearing that day. While she dressed, she took notice of all of the books and notes lying around on the unrecognizable floor. Clothes and paper mostly dominated it, but oddly enough the rest of her room was rather clean and tidy. By nature, Klaire wasn’t a messy person. She was just naturally a bit discombobulated while she was studying or theorizing, something she did often. She figured she had fallen asleep in the process of dressing for bed, but her memory of the previous night was still hazy from sleep deprivation. Once she was finally nice and made for the day, she stretched herself one more time and yawned, leaving the room soon after in hopes that Klad would be awake.
I'm really, truly, genuinely sorry you're going through so much right now. It really sounds like there's a lot on your plate and a lot of unfair pressure being put on you. First, I want to say that I remember your thread a while back regarding this. I don't remember exactly what I said back then, but in relation to your situation, you're very plainly exhibiting feeling here. You're not a robot, and I don't think there's anything wrong with your emotions. You may have difficulty expressing how you feel physically but that doesn't mean you aren't feeling. I still think it would be helpful for you to go talk to a guidance counselor. They could maybe give you good, reasonable advice and more information on what you think you may have developed. They're there to help, and it seems as though you're putting this off. I truly believe that talking with someone like that would do more good than bad, even if you feel you aren't desperate for it or it's not that big of a deal at times. There's a lot you're dealing with, even before this. Even if you did have some medical problem, it's not as though not talking about it or asking for help from a professional would make it simply vanish. I strongly urge you to try to get a grip on it now before it spins out of control. Regarding this, I still think you should be able to tell her how you feel. Right now, since she's in such a state it might not be a good thing to bring up but...When things calm down, she should know. One of the worse things a parent can do is something like that. You're an adult and you should be able to freely travel and such. Telling her that doesn't mean you don't appreciate all she's done for you. It really doesn't, especially if you're respectful about it. You need to let her know. This is probably one of the most worrisome things I read in this post. If she's suicidal or that depressed then she needs help. Therapy or something, even if you have to trick her into it. You don't want her doing something rash or stupid. Sadly, I completely understand what you're saying by hating her for it. You're not a terrible son. You have a life and problems of your own to figure out and work through. You have to take care of yourself. You shouldn't be responsible for taking care of her. I'm not saying to abandoned her or anything like that, or be rude or forget her. I'm just saying that she should take the initiative to get help herself rather than relying on you to do it or something like that. You shouldn't have that pressure put on you. Do what you need to do, but personally, I would NOT suggest this. The majority of people who take breaks don't end up going back. At least not for a LONG while. I don't know what to tell you. I believe that you should be helping out your mother, but by finding her help OUTSIDE of you. Maybe seeing if there's any free community like counseling for her or suggesting a hobby or something for her to occupy herself with. You have a plan for YOUR life. You're young and you NEED to take all of the positive opportunities you get, especially in this world. I really just don't want to see you put everything on hold, or watch your life go down-hill because of her problems. Whether she's your mother or not. I know it's a tough one but...Honestly, don't do anything rash. Things might be **** right now, but have faith that they will get better. No matter what happens. I believe in you, keep your chin up and stay strong, Ramen-kun. <3 If you need me, I'm always around.
Family Guy. <33 On another note, you posted that at 11:11 my time! I was really excited about that. xD {Makes a wish}~
If he was in a bad marriage, doesn't that kind of make him a bit bias? Besides that, I don't believe that marriage ruins a relationship. In some cases, it might, but in the majority of scenarios I don't believe that marriage is the reason for the relationship going down hill--whether the actual reason happens to be overall incompatibility, fear of commitment, lack of true knowledge about the opposite spouse or just plain fate. I wouldn't see how marriage would be the cause. Regarding something earlier stated, if a couple had problems with the habits that one may have, then maybe that logic goes along with the lack of knowledge. I'm the type who believes that you should know your partner intimately enough at the point of marriage to already be aware of these habits, or aware of the things that might be a threat to the relationship. All in all, no, I don't think marriage ruins a relationship. It's a long journey, and the two should be willing to compromise and work through the kinks together by the point of marriage, I believe.
Yeah, I stayed there until I calmed down and felt better. :glomp: I wish life wasn't so up and down sometimes. That's progress, at least. And...
Hey, thanks for the add. :3
School Daaaaays. ;-; That was a fun anime. Moral: Spoiler If you're going to be a player... ...You just might be decapitated.
And the next time I write something, you'll read? ^^ {Sways too and makes you dance} It will be phenomenal.
Yeah, me too. xD It kinda makes me sad when I have no notifications.
Good. Patching up is...good, I think. I'm sorry you did.. Break downs are never fun. Mine freaked me out at one point because I was crying in bed...
Aw. Thank you. ^^ Len IS my favorite. Well, Len and Rin. I think their relationship is cute and their songs are emotional for the most part. Who's...
