It's alright, it's not your fault. I should be able to rest and calm down in a month or so. C': Alrighty, thank you!
It's alright. We'll work with it.
Because I am so busy and overwhelmed with things that I want to cry and don't feel like interacting with humans unless I absolutely must. I...
Thank you. Will be working on this. Edit: I wish all choruses were this simple. Finished mixing. Time for the video.
Thank you for waiting. V2
I don't mean to be confusing. I struggle with expressing what I'm trying to say sometimes. I don't know. I'll post again in a moment. I'll post a clarifying post to try to explain what happened, and a response to Nova.
Thank you for the early notice! I'll update the list in a moment. The first 17 is an open solo for anyone who wants it. After tomorrow, I'll close the chorus for new participants.
I'm sorry. Alright. Thank you.
Nothing ever did matter. She just laid there, staring blankly at the ceiling above her. Her eyes glazed over and her thoughts began to swirl. This place was actually kind of beautiful. In any other circumstance, she would have loved to get away and stay somewhere like this for a weekend. ...Or a month. Somewhere deep inside, she remembered the bustling city. There was always something to be done. Usually, the things that kept you so busy were things you didn't really want to be doing. It was in pursuit of something. You would work; and most people were told that the harder you did, the easier things would become later on down the road. In reality, it wasn't like that at all. Most people who ever got to a point of consistent happiness were those who were born into it. Those who worked eventually died and left their children to keep working. Maybe one of the kids would be lucky. Maybe they would be born male, white, attractive and talented. Sadly, as soon as any human climbed their way out of the misery, they would never come back for the rest. They were desperate and selfish. At least, that's what Bellatrix remembered of it. Silly. She brought her fingers to her forehead and brushed away some pale strands of hair with a sigh. She had been in this slump for far too long. Trying to remember was simply driving her to forget the role she was meant to play. She wasn't like Dona. She was no authoritative figure and she didn't particularly want any form of power, but there was still a place for her. She pulled herself up from the bed and took a deep breath, bright eyes locking onto the mirror near the doorway to the chamber. Her bear feet were cool against the spotless wooded floorboards as she moved her way towards the exit. The first step would be figuring out what was going on in the castle. Then she would, maybe, check on the human girl. Bellatrix was beyond ready to escape the sadness she had recently been swallowed into. Somewhere down the road she had lost her will to fight completely. For a moment, she wondered if any one else in the mansion felt the same. With another deep breath, her fingers were wrapped around the handle of the door. <ooc: N|A > "Hehe, nope!" As soon as her palm made contact with the doorknob, Bellatrix froze. Her eyes shot open wide, mouth gaping. Before she could completely register it, her knees had buckled beneath her, sending her crashing forward into the door with her full weight. Her fingers moved like spiders, frantically clawing and curling; first against the wood beneath her, then to the heavy door before her. Her hands made contact with a thick, warm liquid that dripped between her fingers and she trembled. Her throat felt tight, unnaturally so, and when she had finally found her voice, all she could muster up was a pathetic groan laced with desperation. Her thoughts raced and pulsed so quickly she thought her head might explode. She knew she didn't have more than a few seconds to think of a retaliation so, out of fear, her body scrambled back from the door. Her palms were flat against the floorboards now in an attempt to push herself upwards, but she had waited too long. She screamed. It wasn't a girlish scream either. It was a growl of a scream. An absolutely terrified, primal, animalistic, monstrous shriek. "How PATHETIC." Something that she couldn't see wrapped around her throat and the scream was cut short. Her eyes rolled back, tears that had little to no actual emotion behind them streamed down her bloodied cheeks. Her nails dug hysterically into her neck, itching at the invisible wire. It was burning her, and she could hear her flesh bubbling. She couldn't breathe, or think. "You know, it's WITCHES like you that make us look terrible. You think because you look human, ****, even smell human, you are one? AHAHA!! Your memories are nothing! How STUPPPID! What an IDIOT!" " She couldn't feel anymore. Her hands fell to her side, her head dropping. "But I'm no monster, Bellatrixie. " She was near-motionless, but she could still see. She could still hear, too. Her eyes were wide and her body was paralyzed. She could feel her blood pooling around her head, dripping into her ears. Her mouth drooled a mixture of blood and saliva. Somewhere in the struggle, she had almost bitten off her own tongue. She was convulsing--and then she felt an indescribable warmth engulf her. "Now, now... Shall I teach you? The true CRUELTY of a witch?"
I'm sorry for being late, but I hope you had a wonderful birthday.
ooc; I'll either RP post in a few hours, or sometime tomorrow.
Thanks, you guys. Updated along with the RP Idol Scoreboard. Unfortunately, the majority of our usual contestants are actually gone/inactive, lolol. Either way, as long as it's an even number the show will go on, and we have until April, so. c:
Thank you, Heart. Just a reminder to the rest of you. You have today and tomorrow to get something in (and that's it). So far I've received 1/4 lines, so...
Take care of yourself. You'll be missed.
Updated. Sorry for the mistakes. These things tend to happen when I'm burnt out. I'm really sorry. I'll never intentionally screw things up, I always try my best to be accurate so please don't ever take it personally. Edited, Saxima. Also. If I screw up again, sing the lines you asked for. First come first serve, including mistakes, so if I give someone else your solo or duet, I'll give it back to you as long as you still sing that part when it's pointed out to me. Sing the lines you asked for unless it's apparent that I didn't give them to you because the line is full or someone else asked first.
Reblogged just for you. http://bit.ly/GC0vJw
Updated with a new duet. Summer Rain Spoiler: Video [video=youtube;8Axu7RHBFD4]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Axu7RHBFD4[/video] Title: Summer Rain Original: Nem Vocals: Justice // Jayn Lyrics: Jayn Mixing: Jayn Video: Jayn
Welcome back. Life is cruel. Oh well, hope to see you in the future choruses as soon as possible.
Edited. Gave you what you asked for, PaW. Gave Saxima the other open solo, if she still wants one. If you don't, Saxima, tell me.
That's weird. Your link links me to this. Which, for me are two guys. xD
