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  1. Jayn
    That I can.

    I think I need a render from Wingly?
    Post by: Jayn, Jun 23, 2012 in forum: KHV Chorus
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    OOC: At this point, you've all been grouped up again. Sorry for the semi-time skip.

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    Annalynne took a deep breath, bringing her fingers up to brush some loose strands of hair neatly behind her ear. Her brows furrowed at Krowley's harsh comment, and she almost cheerfully retorted with 'there are no stupid questions', but she decided to hold her tongue instead, afraid that he would lash out at visitors if she irritated him.

    The way that the tours worked here was a bit different than how most galleries operated. This particular art gallery was massive. Not only were the individual floors themselves large and maze-like, but even the height of the building was ... intimidating, to say the least. While they would allow some time for the guests to wander about by themselves on each floor, they would eventually regroup and move up a floor together.

    As she and Krowley moved closer to the greeter, Annalynne felt a familiar excitement fill her. She watched as the man begin to round up the different groups from earlier. They had been paired with the newcomers. She absolutely loved showing the inexperienced around the gallery. It was like Christmas for her. New people, new adventures, and new stories for her to think up. She couldn't help herself from grinning and squeaking once with joy.

    The short man nodded towards Krowley and her knowingly, pointing them in their group's direction. She took a good look at each of them. Some would call her intuitive, but she just felt she had a decent, natural connection with most people...At least those radiating positive emotions. Those with negative emotions bothered her--at least until she got used to them as she had with Krowley. All of them looked relativity young, which both pleased and worried her. They hadn't all come alone, had they? Even so...Now was the time to put on a smile.

    "Welcome to the Guertena Art Gallery!" She greeted with a wave. "I hope you've enjoyed the first floor so far, and we're sorry your time has been cut a bit short here, but there's still so much to see! My partner, Krowley, and I will be showing you to the next floor now, so if you'll all just follow us to the elevator..."

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    Post by: Jayn, Jun 22, 2012 in forum: Retirement Home
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    I'm not really afraid of dying. I mean, in past situations in which I could I have died, yes, I was afraid. I think that's somewhat natural? I worry about the way I am going die. I'm not afraid of dying, but the events leading up to my death sometimes...I don't know, I just don't want to go out in some horrific way--actually, that's not it. I don't want to feel intense feelings before I die. For example, a plane crash would ruin me, because all of the time spent diving down and thinking about how I was about to die would just ... ;___; I'd probably give myself a heart attack.

    However, a terrible and unexpected car crash claiming my life instantly would obviously not affect me in the same way. There'd be no time to dwell on things or possibly panic.

    But it's not really because of dying. It's just the natural survival instinct that starts to freak out when you're actually about to die. I don't think I would fear any of it if I didn't know what that feeling felt like for myself.

    I am, however, terrified of other people dying. I'm much more afraid of losing people than I am of being lost. In that regard, yes, I am afraid of death. I hate how it comes out of no where and just takes people. I know that's just how things are, but I hate it. I hate that I could get a phone call at any moment alerting me of a loved one's death, or how everyone I've ever cared for is going to die and I don't know who will go first or how it will happen.

    Part of me hates getting close to people for that reason. I'm just so scared something awful is going to happen and they'll be gone, forever. That's another part that gets me. They'll never come back, I'll never see them again or anything. They can be taken away so fast, and that's it. It's final. They're dead. It'd be one thing if I never thought about stuff like that, but I do. I think about it everyday. I always have, even before I experienced losing a loved one. When I was younger, I used to end up crying myself to sleep thinking about what I'd do when my parents died. ._.

    tl;dr

    > Not afraid of dying.
    > Worried about how I'll die.
    > Afraid of other people dying.

    In regards to what happens after death, I used to be afraid...The way I see it is that if there's nothing after death, good. No worries. It's just over and there's nothing else to be felt or thought about it. If there's an afterlife, I don't think there's anything I can do about it? There are so many different afterlifes I really feel like it'd be impossible to live a certain way and please the right one. If I end up burning in some kind of hell for all of eternity then I guess I deserve it. I can't live my life in fear of that or it'd be insincere anyway, right? I can't worry about that or I'll drive myself crazy.








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    Post by: Jayn, Jun 22, 2012 in forum: Discussion
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    Okay. I'll be writing mine soon. I was trying to wait for one of you guys.
    Post by: Jayn, Jun 22, 2012 in forum: Social Groups (KH-Vids.Net Forum)
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    I have all lines.

    If I don't have a render image from you, I need one before I can start the video.



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    Post by: Jayn, Jun 22, 2012 in forum: KHV Chorus
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    Isn't it already open? c:
    Profile Post by Jayn for Hiro ✩, Jun 22, 2012
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    Locked! Good luck with your RP. :)



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    Post by: Jayn, Jun 21, 2012 in forum: Retirement Home
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    Do you have the original picture of the one you want me to use for the banner? o:
    Post by: Jayn, Jun 21, 2012 in forum: Art Shop
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    Thank you guys...Means a lot to me. ;___;

    @Kelly; Hmmm. Blue October...There was one song in particular that I really liked. It kind of went mainstream, if I remember correctly. I just can't remember what it was...

    *YOUTUBE*

    Success.

    [video=youtube;iNyGK7ymW0k]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iNyGK7ymW0k[/video]​


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    Post by: Jayn, Jun 21, 2012 in forum: Forum Families
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    Hi there! I'm going to go ahead and move this to OOC since it's, overall, a recruiting thread...Though, these types of threads aren't allowed on KHV. You can find this in the rules of the site.



    In other words, please do not post links leading to other sites. If you would like to RP on KHV that's fine and I'll unlock this thread for you, but linking to another site is not allowed.

    If you have any questions, don't hesitate to contact me. :)



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    Post by: Jayn, Jun 21, 2012 in forum: Retirement Home
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    Profile Post

    I did it for you. c;

    I did it for you. c;
    Profile Post by Jayn for Machazo, Jun 21, 2012
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    Aww, thank you!
    I'll be working on this (and should finish it) today.~



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    Post by: Jayn, Jun 21, 2012 in forum: Art Shop
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    Classic Sinatra. <3

    I still have to update the OP, huh? BUT NO ONE POSTS ANYWAY, SO.

    Anyway, for anyone wondering, today we got the results for Round 1 of one of the singing competitions I'm in. Out of 102 original entries, only 30 move on to round 2 and somehow I made it to Round 2 so I'm kind of freaking out atm (they announced it on a radio show) and thought I would share this with you. ;____; Hooray.

    So now I'm trying to find a good song for Round 2 and I'm really just kind of spazzing.




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    Post by: Jayn, Jun 20, 2012 in forum: Forum Families
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    "Sounds good!" The small girl chirped, stepping away from the wall and running her fingers through her ice-hued hair as she thought. She had always liked the smaller groups. She found them much more intimate and exciting. Still, it seemed that a lot of the guests simply wanted to browse around themselves. Annalynne rocked back on her heels, still lost in thought and wondering what to do.

    "Hmm..." Her voice was soft and she was completely oblivious to the sounds that she was making as she subtlety rocked back and forth on her shoes. Her partner, however, should have been quite used to the sounds by now, considering this was one of her many habits. Thoughts continued to swivel through her head, but in the end, her eyes only met Krowley's with confusion. "What should we do?"

    She was still a little nervous when speaking to him, so somewhere in there her gaze diverted and her words melted into a mumble, but at least she had asked.


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    Post by: Jayn, Jun 20, 2012 in forum: Retirement Home