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Okay, sorry for the delay my dears.

I now have the two eliminations. Groups have died so the decisions apart of these may be made by myself or just a couple of other judges, I'm not sure what to do, this whole XenForo thing argh. But this decision was made by myself and Midnight. I apologize. :c


Eliminations:

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Miaulement

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I'm sorry and good luck in the future. :c If you would like any clarification or reasons, PM me!

Maybe I can settle for a cheaper one, at least for now. :'c Thank you, Amethyst!

@Haseo; I need a new one. I don't remember if you ever got me a transparent render. I only have the old ones from before the Thriller video, so if you haven't participated from Thriller and up, than I need a render. c:

Pretty much what Amaury pointed to. There's currently no mod equivalent but we're working on figuring something out, preferably getting the mod created. (Also, just to clarify for the future, the character limit is not 1000, so. if anyone posts something 1000 characters and it doesn't work, it shouldn't.)​

Yes, actually! Thing is, it had stopped working before Sis Puella Magi as well, so I actually sent it back to the company with the complaint and they did indeed send me a new one at no cost. ...However, the new one was just my old one. I could tell because there was the same dent in the stand that had been there, and they tried to paint over it. They just sent a new cord. Then I wrote them and they insist that the problem was/is the cord so um even though I had changed cords multiple times and my laptop just won't recognize it. Yeah. :c

There's no software for it, it's just plug and play and I did pretty much everything I could and it doesn't work on any other computer, but they won't send me a new one and keep saying it's something wrong with me. Alas. ​

I'd like to know who the ones voting that sex should wait until marriage are because so far I've only seen one argument supporting that. I'm genuinely curious though, I don't see a need to debate it. (Edit: I really want to stress that I mean this. xD I'm just curious!) ​

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Personally, I used to believe that (consensual) sex should wait until marriage. I was raised that way. But to be honest, I am an extremely shy and to myself person. I don't open up to people easily. I don't talk to people. I'm afraid of people. I've been sheltered for a long time after some pretty...horrifying experiences with men when I was younger.​

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At some point all dating turned online because that was the only place I could be myself without being afraid or getting hurt. ​

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My experiences with men didn't get any better and a lot of my 'dating' experiences have been online. I'm not going to turn this into a long distance relationships are void conversation, but at this point I don't really count any of my past online relationships as anything, regarding the physical. I mean, why would they be? Lol. ​

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However, this all changed when I actually met someone I was dating online. He knew the emotional side of me and I had already opened up my heart to him. While we were apart, we had both voiced our whole waiting until marriage requirement. ​

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Then we met and hormones and attraction happened. It became this whole moral conflict, I guess. I had never physically been around someone I was actually in love with, so it was never hard to 'resist temptation'. About three years or further back, I kind of dropped the whole Christian thing. So the conflict was personal. The conflict became not because the Bible said so, but more a struggle of just figuring out if I was even ready for something like that, and if I'd regret going that far with him. ​

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Which is what opened my eyes to the fact that I don't understand why you should wait until marriage at this point. I don't believe in whoring yourself around. I don't believe in having casual sex just because. I don't judge anyone for what they do, but I myself personally would really like to keep sex sacred. But why would experiencing sex compromise how special it is? I don't know, that's like me telling someone who supposedly loves me that I'm not a virgin and them reacting like, "AWAY WITH YOU, WENCH." ​

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I mean, it just doesn't make any sense to me. Honestly, anyone who would reject me if they weren't the only one I had slept with is not someone I would ever want to be with. I would always prefer to be with someone who loved me for who I was, regardless of my mistakes or flaws or experiences. It's just silly to me. ​

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Personally, I have not had sex with my boyfriend yet. We met once for a week, and then again and he lived with me for over a half of a year, and no, we have not 'gone all the way'. Has nothing to do with religion or not being attracted or thinking I'll be worth less if I do because that is honestly really stupid to me personally. ​

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Like, how are you going to know? The majority of my life I've lived, I've been reserved and cut off emotionally and just kind of a recluse. My current boyfriend was my first kiss, my first cuddle, my first sleeping-in-the-same-bed-as-a-boy-I-like, my first holding-hands-in-public, my first making out, my first...a lot, and I was his, and us doing anything was like ... super awkward at first. I mean, the first time we held hands I almost fainted. ​

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I haven't gotten to know myself very well, in terms of sexuality. I've always kind of rejected that with holy water. Now that I'm starting to grow and mature in that regard, it's a really good thing. I mean, a really good thing. I've never felt so good about things. I realize that living the way I did like ... seriously kind of screwed me over with myself. I feel like Rapunzel from Tangled most of the time. Everything is so new, and fortunately I've gotten to experience all of that new-ness with someone who loves and respects me unconditionally. No pressure. Nothing but love and patience and I'll always be grateful for that. ​

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Experiences usually result in maturity and growth, and sex is definitely an experience I would like to have when I'm ready. I don't see anything wrong with that. Whether we're married or not, we're in love, it means something, it's special, we trust each other, we'd be safe about it and we both have a pretty good head on our shoulders. I don't see the sin in that, whether we stay together or not, if it's him under certain circumstances, there's no way I see myself regretting it. ​

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I used to think you should wait and now I don't think it matters and believe it's a personal preference. ​

Everything is Jaynsaken and most things hurt.

Sometimes people add an 'e' to the end of Jayn, and I'm not sure why. The correct spelling is right in front of everyone. {/realstatus}

Sorry, Fearless. ; n ; Edited!

@Midnight; First render works, gracias.

@Ryou: It's all good bby.

Also, just because I think you guys should know, lol. I don't have a microphone anymore? The $200 one yet again died on me and I'm kind of through with it. I have one from 2010 that blue screens my laptop from time to time, but I used it to record Puella Sis Hurp so I'm going to try that again. If all else fails, it's either use my laptop microphone (*vomits*) or sit this one out.​

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So. Um. If anyone of you want to send me $200 that's be swell--*shot*​

Welcome! I hope you can find your way around here alright. c: Welcome to KHV. If you need anything, please feel free to contact myself or any other staff member. Make sure you read the rules and be good--*shot*

I hope you decide to stick around for a while!
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I don't know what you've seen. This isn't very well organized. lol. Link = Trailers. Some not in English. Some not official (and therefore hilarious, like seriously that Higurashi one). And genres = my perception/opinion, idk.​

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Also, some of these are really sad. (So I'm sorry.)​

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Action-y (Except maybe not really actiony because lol jayn)​

* kind of horrory, maybe?​

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Madoka Magica ​

Black Rock Shooter ​

*Mirai Nikki ​

Guilty Crown​

Blue Exorcist ​

Gurren Lagann ​

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Horror-y​

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Higurashi​

Umineko (read the VNs, tho)​

Another ​

Jigoku Shoujo ​

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Heart Warming, Desu (or lighthearted)​

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Clannad​

Mayo Chiki​

Toradora!​

Ano Hana​

Inu x Boku SS​

Hyouka ​

Angel Beats ​

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Movies​

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Summer Wars​

Paparika! ​

The Girl That Leapt Through Time ​

5 Centimeters Per Second​

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WHAT DO I STAND FOR? MOST NIGHTS, I DON'T KNOW. LOL.

You got it, Amethyst! ​

Updated! /wishes I had more content but um. I don't have anything else to say. ​

Take care of yourself. Be good. ​

Congratulations. Assuming you don't know the gender yet? (lol) ​

Got the render, Heart. <3 Also a small bump for those still finding their way around the forum, and interested. ​