Sakura...at this point I don't know what I can say to you to help. I've been trying my damned hardest, but I think you need to sit down and seriously consider what many others and myself have said to you in your Help with Life thread. The fact that so many people - some you hardly know - posted there and want to help should be enough to show you that people love you. I don't want you to kill yourself. It's stupid to even consider that, yes I know things are hard, and they have been for a while and they may be for a while longer, but everyone has those times in their lives. I bet if you ask anyone around you, anyone here on KHV, they will tell you that they've had hard times in their lives that they'd never think they'd see the end of. I know I have, and hell I'm going through another right now. So you're not alone in that aspect, you're never alone. Even if you don't have friends physically there for you, there will always be people here. I will always be here. If you cut yourself off from us, who will you have to talk to about your problems? Think about that. And think about how many people will miss you and feel guilty. You say it's a burden to talk to others about your problems, but that's what friends do for each other. They're a shoulder to lean on when things get hard, and that's how you know who are truly your friends. They stick by you in hard times and they laugh with you during the good times. Just remember that if you cut yourself off from all of us, we won't be able to do that for you. I can't force you to stay Sakura, but I'll miss you if you do decide to leave. I'd be a bit disappointed too, but...I'll always be your sister and I wish you the best of luck. <3
I'll probably have a go at this, might get me out of my creative slump lol.
Hey, welcome to KHV, feel free to ask me anything if you need to. :]
