I think he's still having problems with his ex. Not really sure.
It's a little hard to move on since I already told him how I felt and he feels the same way. We're not in a relationship but I don't know. I'll...
I know for a fact Jenny cared if I was mad. She kept asking me and she told me not to be mad. But, I told her I have a reason to be upset. Both Jenny and Kelly have smoked before. Kelly has smoked weed and that was by peer pressure. She was at a party with a few friends. And Jenny has smoked a cigarette before and that was with her sister. Jenny will probably try talking to me over the weekend but if not, she'll try at school Monday. I have no idea why they wanted to try it in the first place. Thank you. Yeah. Thank you.
Uh. Not really. But, we keep ourselves in contact through text and MSN. XDX
True. XD But, I'm too much of a shy person to flirt with guys. Plus, I like someone right now. 8D8
I most likely won't. I'm too boring. XDD Eh. My mom's bothering me. DX I'll talk to you some other time. Night and sleep well. 8D
Ah yes. XD Eh. I still have another year until prom so I can wait until that time comes.
Yeah. I told my mom if I don't have a date and all my friends do, I won't go. But, if a few friends don't have dates and I don't have one either,...
Really? Well, the seniors of this year and next year will have grad night. As for prom, my mom is going to force me to go. D:
Oh yes. The seniors at my school are graduating in two weeks as well. Prom already passed and grad night should be coming up soon.
I've been doing good. You?
PYRO!!! 8DDDD *missed you* XD
Yeah. I feel as if I need to get his off my chest before I end up releasing my anger on my family or possibly anybody else. So, today I had already felt like crap since the beginning since I'm a little sick right now. When I entered high school I had met quite a few people. I met someone I'm really close to now but, that has changed. My respect for her has gone down. I've known her for almost 4 years. Long time. For her, I'll give her the nickname Jenny. But, I've known someone else for possibly more than 10 years. I'm close to her as well. And for her, I'll give her the nickname Kelly. For the both of them, my respect has gone way down. During lunch, we were being our usual selves. But, another friend's boyfriend comes up to us and well, Jenny, Kelly and my friend's boyfriend were talking about something I have no idea what it was. Until, I started hearing, "We have a lighter. We can go by the basketball courts. Nobody will see us." I began to get suspicious and so I asked Jenny what was going on. She wouldn't tell me. Then, this other kid that was with my friend's boyfriend said, "We have 20 minutes left. We'll have enough time." I raised an eyebrow and looked at everyone that was talking to them. I shrugged and just leaned against the lockers. I figured it could just be something between them so I didn't really care. Until I heard another friend ask, "You guys have a pipe?" I immediately knew what it was. And this is our little conversation as they started walking towards the basketball courts. Me: What the hell! Are you stupid or something? Why are you going to do this? I don't want to be around a bunch of potheads.(Sorry if that even offended anybody. I was just pissed off, okay?) Jenny: You don't have to do it. Me: Who the **** said I wanted to do it? Dude, I'm ****ing allergic to this kind of ****. It can kill me. Jenny: Then I don't know. Don't be around us then. Me: What the ****? You guys didn't bother telling me this. Obviously, I was pissed off. And, it's not like I would've done it if they told me. Like I had told Jenny, I'm highly allergic to ANY kind of smoke. My eyes get watery, my nose gets stuffy, I start sneezing uncontrollably and my eyes turn red. And, if it's strong enough, it can suffocate me and kill me due to my asthma. I'm guessing they've been planning this for quite some time now since a different friend told me they were talking about it in first period. Turns out, they didn't do it because the guy that had the lighter had left. And, they were going to try again on Monday. When they were walking towards me(I was far away from them with another friend), I quickly said I wasn't going to be with them on Monday. I'm going to be with someone else. I was pissed. Jenny kept on asking if I was mad, I said "Of course." Then the bell just rang we headed to our classes. I was thinking about it while I was using the computer in my class and I knew that they had given into peer pressure. Even if it's supposed to be a one time thing, they can easily get addicted to it. They texted me in my Chemistry class asking me if I was still mad. I said yes and they told me they weren't going to do it on Monday so I don't have to go with my other friend. I told them I don't care if they're going to do it or not, I'm still not going to be with them on Monday. They told me I'm ****ed up for doing that but I don't care. I just told them to leave me alone. I haven't talked to them since. It really did bother me since they were closest friends and I didn't think they'd even try to do it at school. When I had got home from school, I felt as if I just wanted to punch something and release my anger on whatever I could. I ended up talking about it to a friend from here(won't really say who unless he wants me too. >> Or, if he says it himself.) and well, I felt way better. I still think about it when ever I stare off into space and start thinking about practically everything. Honestly, if they come up to me on Monday, I'll just practically call them ******s and possibly stop hanging out them. Depends how pissed off I get. >>; Like I said, I just wanted to post this to get off my chest even though I kind of already did earlier. You can give me advice if you want but, I've already made my decision to be with a different friend on Monday. Sorry if I wasted anybody's time. But for those that actually read this, thank you.
