Take some pain reilivers? D: Um... what kind of rps do you like?
Tis pretty alright. Can be really funny often.
I'm not sure... Er... I'm only in the Soul Eater rp on this site but I can join one that you are in. Or bring one of my rps from my site to this...
I wrote this as whatever came to mind so it may be a bit out of order and confusing... My apologies for that. My bloodline is f*cked up, to put it bluntly. Borderline, manicism, bipolar disorder, paraoina, anti-social disorder, etc. (Wow, my sister really got lucky with having a different father than me.) With all of these problems one can imagine how me and my brother act like. And with two bipolar people together it gets messy sometimes. And with him doing drugs, all of the issues he has just gets wrose. It used to be bearable but now it's to this, me actually asking help from people. (I don't normally do such things, unless it's from close friends but bonds are wavering atm.) Well, I guess the main problem with him is him getting bossy around me. For the majority of his life he has hated me since our father liked me and hated him. That's no longer the issue given our current knowlegde of our psychotic father, so now I think the problem is that mom likes me more now, or at least, he thinks she does. It does seem that way given the facts that he is a drop out with a child and another on the way. This puts a lot of stress on him, and here I am, an outlet. (It's not true though - mom loves him and tells him so often and that she is only disappointed in him. He says he'll change everytime but... it's been years and no sign of improvement. I wish to help but I've tried and he never listens to me, the little sister. I'm afraid there is nothing I can do to help and he isn't learning by expirence.) He has a history of harming me to the point of nearly killing me. It's been a long time since he has laid a hand on me but I fear he may do so soon, as he nearly almost did so, but mom was in the room to stop him. To avoid getting hit I do as he asks, but I really don't want to deal with this anymore on top of all of my other issues - one of us may snap sooner or later. So what do I do? Wait out and sees if he moves out at 18 (March 25 of next year) or when I turn 18 in two years (definetly leaving, no way am I staying here.) Or what? Please don't say call the cops. He may be going to jail already, but if that's not the case then I don't want to put him there and wish for a different solution.
The 'H' in Jesus H. Christ stand for?
Just someone who you rp with. From what I've seen in the forums you seem like a good person and the best way I bond with people is through rp,...
Hey, would you like to be rp buddies?
ooc on psp so i have to come back later to edit in the colors Terra became a bright yellow light on Grendel's hand. Insantly after changing the light jumped into the air and formed a ball of dark blue light. That light then went to the ground next to Grendel and changed into Terra's human form. She looked over to Grendel and smiled. "Nice job. You've gotten so many souls for us." OOC- lolz no more characters left for beyond or tsubaki
what he said B| mean people should be ignored
Pfft, you won't be able to escape the black hole that is KHV. Hmm, about three years now.
Tsubaki looked over to Merlie with a faint smile. "You shouldn't say you'd never do it again. Like Black Star said, he practiced for hours on end. Surely if you do the same you can master the skill. After all, it would become very useful and not many Miesters can do it." She said in hopes of lifting her spirit.
Well when Grendel is done with them I'll have Terra to change back and eat the souls. I don't really have anything to say on that end though... I shall post as Tsubaki though.
Well, to think good thoughts the bad has to be there. And it is not wrong to think such things without it phazing you so long as you're wanting to live, which you said you do. Rping is a great outlet. Good to hear you have that <3 You don't need to apologize for doing that. If you feel like you're spaming up the thread or something you can pm me or someone else in here. And that is also good to hear, that you have someone to talk to.
Thanks for worrying about me guys! You're all awesome. Still sick but much better than before. I may be able to post later today, if my headache goes away. EDIT: I am better nao, but kind of lost with the rp. Help anyone? .-.
Well, if he really doesn't love her then he shouldn't force himself to stay in a relationship. Otherwise, I really don't have anything else to add. I kind of disagree with now knowing love at a young age since love is ageless, but it would take a certain time for one to fully understand it as they would have to understand themsleves, or something of the sort. Either way, if your friend is straight and unlikely to change, it's best to think of him as only a friend to avoid even more pain and heartbreak.
I really do hope she returns... Could you clarify what the voice says? I am confused as to whether you mean the voice says it's ok to think positivity or negativality. Excuse my misspellings. And to understand your own head my take a really long time. I think, so long as you can understand it to a point and learn how to work with it that should be enough. I can't help more on the subject since my head confuses the hell out of me.
He sounds like he deserves this XD
I think childern today are forced to grow up too fast. No wonder why things are so different in only a few years. I believe each child should be shown both sides and encouraged to believe in whatever they wish to believw. I personally have a small flicker of hope Santa does exist, since one Christmas there were gifts my parents did not know about and they said they did. Mainly that hope is dead though... But with magic and all... There's no way we can say it doesn't exist, and I really do hope it does. It's not childish of me to do so either, because everyone needs something to believe in, like a lot of people choose to believe in God. Age should have nothing to do with it either way.
It is good to hear your life is pretty good. I don't really know you, but I can empathize with how you feel. Every day is a battle to live on. And hey, if you're too afraid to leave your dark room, just invite people in. They can show you the way out, but only when you're ready. And if they are a good friend they will wait years and years. Judging by another thread you have a boyfriend who cares a lot about you, but you live in different time zones? Something to look forward to is moving to where he lives or he moving to you, or at least some visiting time every chance you got. I wanna help more but my head is throbing. When it stops I'll come back to help more if needed.
too sick to post today....
