Ah, well after reading all that I guess I should be sorry for misinterpreting what you were saying.
seriously think about this: Is it worth it? And don't just bluntly say 'OMG YES!' because you supposedly 'love' this person. I understand 2-3 years tops, but 7? I say wait, but try to look at other people. Who knows? This girl may NEVER be ready for you, and how are you gonna feel after that? Bottom line: You don't want to have to wait FOREVER for this girl who may or may not like you, when there may be another girl out there who is, dare I say, better, that you haven't found yet? For me personally: 3 years ago I told a guy I liked him. Quote, "I just wanna be friends." Ouch, right? 2 years later and I stopped waiting for him. While I've started moving on and liking other guys, I still can't quite shake the feeling that something could've happened between us, but I've gladly accepted that it will probably never happen. In many cases, you're a lot like me. You have a problem letting go of this supposed 'love of your life.' Trust me, get out there and start meeting other people, it will be good for you. Unless you're absolutely sure that she will eventually want to have a relationship with you. Do I smell crap?
Thanks. My Aunt and cousin have something similar to this. It is basically just a 'constant underlying fear' as you put it, but I will see a counsellor about it :)
Wonder if anyone else has felt like this: It started out as just school stress, but as I started worrying about holiday homework, I started worrying about everything...literally EVERYTHING. Sometimes its the stupidest, weirdest, tiniest little things I start questioning, for example: Does my outfit make me look fat? Am I fat? If I wear pants does that look weird? If I've never had a boyfriend do I seem gay? If I don't get good marks in school, am I ******ed? If I like video games, is it weird? If I prefer purple to pink, is it weird? Is it okay that I like rock music? Is it okay to have a lot of guy friends? Is 2012 real? Is the fact that I'm asking so many questions weird? Am I paranoid? Do I have anxiety issues? Why the hell am I so scared of everything? WHY ARE THERE SO MANY DAMN QUESTIONS?! What sucks about it is that I know these are completely irrational thoughts, but I have become so anxious and scared of absolutely everything. The majority of these questions are about how people look at me, something I havent worried about in literally years. You can understand why this is freaking me out then. How do I know how bad it is? Christmas Day I was getting chest pains thinking about my presents. I'll be talking to the school counsellor as soon as I get back, because this stuff is getting out of control. I was just wondering if anyone else has ever felt like this? And what they've done to help it?
Its been a couple of months. Assignments and exams are hell, right? Anyway, I made a sig, but I'm not too sure how I feel about it. Cnc?
I don't really know how long each one took, I was at school when I made them. Maybe about...5 hours each???
^Tried a whole bunch of stuff here, experimented a bit with the text. ^I really like this one =) cnc???
cnc?
Chevalier- a little too bright on the left, but it doesn't stop the fact that ITS SO PRETTY! and I like the shiny-ness -dinamplified- I like the simplicity of it. Laplace- Loving the colours and lighting. good job.
A couple of nights ago I dreamt I was watching a hacked kh2 video of Roxas in TWTNW. Anyways, he's just like, standing on a crate behind that building, as you do, then some random thing comes past, kinda like a cleaning machine or something (During this time I was in the video and I became Roxas) Anyway, this machine had the head of a gas mask, his neck was like a slinky, and he rolled about like a tank. When he had turned the corner where Roxas was, his eyes flashed red, he turned around in slow motion and rammed into him. Scared the **** out of me, it was one of those 'you had to be there' sort of things.
For some reason I thought you were older than me by at least 5 months... And THANK THE LORD someone has a problem like mine. I say confront her about it, but in a nice way. People your age shouldn't be drinking and stuff, its just not right. It also kinda depends on the people she's hanging out with. Are they older? Are they pressuring her to do it? You obviously work with her so you should know. If they are pressuring her to do it, then that's just not on. If she's doing it out of her own free will, then I'm sorry I don't have a very high opinion of your friend... If you're worried, I say just confront her, but in a nice way. Have a sit down and talk, hang out together, and bring it up in natural conversation (if that makes sense). If Catherine is who you say she is, then she'll understand your concern and tell you the WHOLE story. At the moment its just your assumption of what's going on and what you've heard from co workers. You should get her side. What exactly she's doing, WHY she's doing it, and THEN you can talk about it. If she is doing what she is doing out of her own free will, then (dare I say it) I recommend what P wrote. Try out this experience. If it makes you uncomfortable, then tell her. It won't necessarily mean she'll stop, but at least she'll get some kind of message. Hope that helps. Like I said, I'm actually in this situation right now, so I don't really know what to say.
You have some weird imagination, my friend...
Since when was My Little Pony a fad? I pick planking, that's just annoying
Well, isn't that a pretty ******ed flamingo...
PEOPLE WITH A 3 MONTH SUMMER VACATION: Is your only other break during Christmas? How long does that last???
More a lighting experiment but I'd like to know what you think =)
lol I remember doing borders like the one in ur Marluxia tag =) I like the avvys, particularly the Zexion one, I think you did that very well. IMO the text on the Larxene and Marly ones shouldn't be there, it just kinda distracting. I say look at some tutorials about colour, and text, and blending. Those brushes you used in the Saix and Demyx ones are really bothering me. I think my favourite of the tags is the 'Lightless Oblivion' one. Also, experiment with Gradient maps (now I'm assuming you have PS) theyre so much fun! Anyways, hope my advice helped and that it wasn't too harsh.
Welcome back! Updates: As of 6 hours ago I'm a premmy. What else do you really need to know?
Ha! Not anymore!
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