I do have some close friends i can talk to, its just within the group the others generally pay me out so they go along with it. I can be myself and speak to these friends when im not in a group, it just means that when it comes to the group it becomes an inside joke and i dont want to do that to the group. Besides, this is the last term of school so I wont to see any of these people after like 2 months. I do have close friends: but theyre either not in the group, or theyre sheep. The friends that are not in my group are in a group that I generally hate so yeah. Idk today was a bit better at school but it always goes up and down. I can probs just stick it put. Thanks for your advice anyway guys. I really appreciate it :)
Invisibility and flight. Oh! And read minds...
I can't believe this line of threads still actually exists...
Oh wow. Apparently good internet coverage Id assume?
I hate my life. I went back to school today and as it turns out my group appears to be full of heartless b*tches and *******s that couldnt care less about me. I know I sound selfish at the moment but i hardly ever complain in a social situation and all I do is listen to their stupid fricken problems all damn day! And of course as soon as I say anything I get the funny looks. I cop the smart ass comments. I cop the fact that everyone thinks Im so weird because I dont talk. They never considered that I learned 'if you dont have anything nice to say dont say anything at all.' apparently that concept has escaped all of them. They are all bonehead *******s who can die in a hole. Its gotten to the poimt where I never talk-not because i dont want to, but because Im actually scared to death of what they would think if I said ANYTHING. Ive deactivated my facebook-first for school and second because anything i say on facebook they will pay me out for IRL. For instance: So I finished my major history extension assignment. Its this huge historical investigation thing you have to do for like a year and then write a massive essay about it. Well, when i had finally finished I decided to celebrate on facebook. My ******* friends decided to make fun of the whole damn thing!!! See this is the problem: i dont talk IRL...like...at all. So facebook and sites like these are my way of talking full stop. I just dont have any social confidence whatsoever. So to pay me out at a time when i managed to build up a tiny amount of courage to post something online, and then get paid out about it IRL when I cant do anything aboug it is quite sh*t. I may more or less be overreacting but my self esteem is possibly in the negatives. What the bloddy hell do i do now?
I was actually thinking about movimg there. Whats it like? Good views?
Mind.Blown.
GMT+10 Yeah Straya :P
2 days...but i was sick
This face This fake, stuck-on face A believable mask Piled on with gullible grace This outfit This cheap knock-off outfit A believable mask No one believes its counterfeit These shoes These phony look-a-like shoes A believable mask Made using all the right moves Secret Identity Kept only in your head Your believable mask If they find out you're you, you're dead Ain't that the way? Undercover and alone Such believable masks You forget about your own Exposed Identity Your world turns against you Unbelievable mask What are you going to do? Run? Hide? Go for your life. This wasn't your war anyway. Got the idea after watching a cop show lol. Cnc!! :)
^Sorry but I had to lol Hmm... I like it. Nice concept. But overall I think it can read better. Hell, the last 3 lines read like prose. Break up your lines a little more-it can help convey your emotion and make it read more like a poem :)
Hey, I worked hard for my lack of butt and I'm on the bottom of the social list? :(
19bmi National Below average You have a lower BMI than 92% of females aged 15-29 in your country Global Below average You have a lower BMI than 72% of females aged 15-29 in the world Did you know? If everyone in the world had the same BMI as you, it would remove 52,549,737 tonnes from the total weight of the world's population That...actually makes me feel a lot better about myself. Especially the 'national' bit
indeed. and spaceballs the tshirt, spaceballs the lunchbox, spaceballs the coloring book, and spaceballs the flamethrower
FF3. You will not be disappointed. Until you get to Medusa, that crazymother****ingpieceofshitfloating*****head Great stuff :)
Both of them were so...peaceful...thankyou :)
^already got it :P
I think its the same thought process anyone has to be honest. Hell, I've asked guys out (with terrible consequences) and had the exact same thing going through my head :)
*Works best when listening to music Song recommendations to keep me on task. GOGOGO Also, if anyone knows anything about everyday life in Sparta that could be really useful right now :)
Sorry but from the sounds of it some sort of future could come out of this :P Haha I found the texting thing hilarious. serious word of caution: if you ever start texting, don't do it obsessively...we hate that. Again, congrats :)
