Maybe...or maybe not?
I went on this website http://www.titanicmovie.com/ and I've been listening to the music all day long. Tears are coming down my face. How sad? Lol I'm such a sap!
Geez, what a bunch of attention whores! This isn't about you two. What a bunch of selfish people! Just kidding. At any rate, that was well said my friend.
Awwww thats mean. And here I brought sea-salt icecream for you. Whatever!
Yea, yea. We all have problems too! JK
Wow, that was so two days ago. Lol
This is actually easy to talk about, because I have a thread in the help section. The way I view it; you should love who ever you want. Whether it's a female or male, it doesn't matter. What matters the most is how we are treating the person that we love. I don't think anyone should have a right to dictate what goes on in someone else's personal life or bedroom for that matter. We are all humans. Instead of tearing each other apart, people need to learn to accept. Hate is out there. Hate has always been out there. We can look back at the events that happened with Hitler, slavery, world wars and even the witch trials. Looking back, I feel humans can be so disgusting. We've tortured our own kind of race. We treat our pets better than the way we treat other humans. Does that make sense? To me...that just doesn't make sense. The magnitude for the way people hate others is based on religion. I'm sorry for those of you that may disagree with me, but I do feel that religion has messed up our society. Because so many people view things in a different ways and everyone goes off to believing things that have been written down for centuries; people think its okay to not change for the better. We can all be stubborn, but that won't help us. If we want to make a difference in the world, live your life, help others and just be yourself. I think that's an overall message I can come up with. I don't know how the world started. It could be anything ranging from science to religion or even something that man kind has not understood fully. What we do know is that there is emotion that is found in all of us. We were created for a reason. Even if we were created for something bad, we have the right to turn it around 100%. I think its important for me to see everyone happy. As long as no one is hurting anyone else, then everything else doesn't matter. Be yourself and try to understood who you are. That's what I'm doing right now...or at least trying. Besides, if we want to look at this in a religious matter; god wanted us to love each other. So where is the love!?
Yea....that.
Catchy soon, horrible video... It scared me in ways I never knew.
What everyone has discussed in the thread makes sense. A lot of it is true. I just have to wait. I shouldn't push myself into either or. I should wait and see what happens. I'm sure that will then bring me to a point in my life where I will know who I am. The problem remains... I still don't want to know, but I have no choice but to find out. I've opened up about being confused for two reasons. For the first reason I needed advice. I wanted to just shout it out to the world so I wouldn't be the only one with this issue stuck in my mind. The second reason was to show other members that I'm in the same boat as them who are also confused. It's quite funny to see how people think just because I'm a staff member on here and passionate to my work - that people actually think I wouldn't cross a problem like this. It's unrealistic to think that, but some people do believe that. I think I have a powerful vlog in mind...and I have some ideas to go with it, but I might want to take some weeks/months to carefully examine my situation and piece my message just right. You're not talking about me, right? Far from good looking. I guess I'm decent, but nothing special. There are a lot of guys that are gay that do look good.
Darkness is light...and light is darkness. I think I understand.
Like now...
Hello KH-Vids. The new Nomura interview we just posted earlier this week from Famitsu Weekly has been full translated by SQEXGAL. The full interview can be found below. Axel/Lea fans will be excited to know why he returns in this new Kingdom Hearts title. Yes...he's back - in human form with all his memories as a nobody. "Got it memorized?"
I'm surprised by the amount of comments and feedback that I got. I was worried about opening up to you KHV, but I guess its not SO bad. At any rate, I have a long way to go but I guess I should just embrace life. It's a lot easier said than done though. At any rate, I have to choose if I want to ignore it, or go for what ever makes me happy?
Oh really? What were you applying for?
I'm not sure. He's a Sectional Moderator. Ask him...I'm sure he'll be glad to answer. xD
...attention whore? Just kidding. =)
If you haven't already heard, What? is now part of the team. I'm so excited for him. Woahhhhhhh! Welcome to the team man.
Yes! What? is apart of our team. Very cool... I'm excited! Welcome.
I hate to make another help thread, but I have one more thing that I want to talk about. I think it's important for all of us to keep certain things to ourselves, but sometimes we need someone to talk to and I feel that I can talk to KHV on a different level than in my personal life with some people. Well last semester I watched "Laramie Project". I fell in love with the movie - in an emotional way. To recap on the story, in October of 1997 a young man named Matthew Shepard lost his life from two guys who killed him in a hate crime because he happened to be gay. He has been an influence across the community and in relation to any new hate crimes that occur. Matthew will always be remembered. After watching The Laramie Project and reading it in my college English class, I became interested in more about the story. I bought The Laramie Project and "The Matthew Shepard Story" movie and became very emotional. I stumbled upon this video (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=no1Mr5ShSk8). It later influenced me to make this video (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d3LAtuaagso), which I also posted on here not too long ago so I could help out people. In life, I just want to do what I like and at the same time, I want to help out people...but how can I, if I'm so hard on myself? I spent two hours writing a letter to Judy Shepard letting her know that all her efforts are encouraging and that she's a very strong lady. Recently, I've came to conclusion that I may be hard on myself because I may be confused with my sexuality, which I also explained in the letter to her. I think I felt I learned that through this project and with the efforts of what Judy and her husband are showing across the country. I felt that Matt was a good looking kid and maybe that also sparked my interest in watching the movie? I'm not even sure, but I'm trying not to think about it that way. I'm just trying to go on with my life and not think about it, but I am 24/7 thinking about it. I've never been in a relationship with a girl (except 5th grade, which doesn't count). At any rate, I'm confused with myself. To be honest I'm not happy with myself and I'm not sure whats going on anymore. I've talked to my family about how I'm confused. Turns out that they are fine with it, but I still haven't told my mother or step-father. I know they won't accept it. it's a fact...and I know I won't accept it either because I just dont--. I don't know. I'm also not ready to make that choice because I might end up affecting my life in either decision, so I'm worried I might make a mistake. I think the feeling of hating yourself can became overwhelming. Instead of being as strong as I've been trying...I'm failing badly and I'm sorry KHV. I feel as if I'm a hypocrite. How can I make that video above and feel this way? I focus on making others smile and not myself because that's just who I am. When it comes to me, I-I just hide. When I watch things like The Laramie Project, I become an emotional wreck. I know that being confused doesn't have to mean that I'm bi or gay, so I don't want to jump to conclusions, but it is different than a normal straight person. I guess I should embrace life and let things happen for the way they fall. I'm just not sure how much longer I can deal with this stress. Anyway, surprise KHV! I'm not what you thought...or maybe I'm not what I thought. Either way, I feel lost and that IS indeed pathetic. My last thread that I created has to do with a social aspect. I'm to blame. I locked myself away from others for years just working on my sites, KHV and my videos. I didn't have a big social life because of the choices I made. I was afraid of others, because in school I was called "gay" for liking a female celebrity. I never really trusted anyone, but I still had the drive to help those that needed help - even though I wasn't doing too well. Now - the past two years I've been looking to hang out with so many people, but the answer is clear. We are all busy and we are just getting older. The fact is, I let my childhood years go, but I guess its worth it? I mean I have Ven's voice and I feel like I accomplished so much. Guess it doesn't really matter though. What good is it to do something like that, but not know yourself?