*pokes* :3 *runs away giggling*
I’ve become addicted to the fantasy. The sweet whispers that tell me I’m beautiful. That I deserve happiness. That I’m never alone. And I believe it—for a while. Because I desperately need it. I need to feel cared for. I need to feel loved. I need the sweet embrace that assures me that I’m not alone. I need the gentle stroking of my hair that relaxes me. I need the caresses that let me forget reality—for a while. Even though I know I’m not alone, I struggle with the Voice that tells me that I am. It lies to me. It tells me I’m weak, selfish, alone. I try to fight back, but it’s pulling me down, weakening my defenses. It has a tight hold on me and I can’t fight it alone. It’s pulling me toward the edge. I try to cry out, but nothing escapes my lips. I desperately try anything and everything to get the attention of someone—anyone. I’m getting closer and closer. Please don’t let me fall! The Voice is pulling me down faster and faster as I struggle to hang on. Please! I need something to hang on to! I need a hand to hold! I need someone to pull me out! I need someone to help me fight back! I finally realize what the Voice is. Fear. Lies. Loneliness. Pain. Anger. Hurt. Help me! It wants to overtake my reality. I try to escape back to my sweet, addictive fantasy, but the Voice is blocking the way. And it pulls me down even further. I try to call out again. Still, nothing comes out. The power of the Voice is too strong. It whispers lies that weaken me. I’m struggling to keep myself from sliding down even further. The Voice whispers to me, telling me to give up. There’s no use in struggling. I’m going to fall off eventually, so why waste time? I refuse. I refuse to let myself plunge back into the darkness. I never want to go back there again. I use the last of my strength in an effort to find you. This time, I’m able to slightly whisper something. “Help me...†I’m almost at the edge now. “Help me.†I’m sliding over the edge now. “Help me!†Can you hear me? Just before I slip over, a hand latches onto mine. Your hand. It pulls me up, out of the darkness. You counter the Voice with your own, telling me how much you care about me, and how I’m never alone. Your voice gives me the strength to fight back against the Voice. I realize it was all lies. The Voice runs away, fearing the power you give me. I finally smile again. Then, you lead me back into my fantasy. My sweet, protected fantasy, where nothing can hurt me, and I’m never alone. You hold me tightly and warmly in your arms. I close my eyes and snuggle in closer. This is my sweet fantasy. (Note From Author: I'm suprised I'm posting my own thread in the Creativity Corner. o_o But I wrote this to show my boyfriend how I felt, and he told me I should post it here. <3 Also, not that anyone actually cares, but it's exactly 500 words long.)
Wow, I haven't posted in 4 days. o_O Amby thinks DF and Evil DF need to post in the Castle more often. I miss Evil DF trying to tickle me. :imslow: lolz, pink text. Quiet. :sideways: You're lucky I'm letting you talk in this post. Admit it, you just want to get his attention. :sly: Is it just me, or has DF rubbed off on me a bit TOO much? Aaaaaaaaaaaaaanyways, I miss the ongoing conversations he and I had here. Unlike DF, this isn't "good" Amby vs. "evil" Amby. And the random flirting while trying to make it look like I'm not. :sigh: It's more like, logic vs. emotions. Blue being logic, pink being emotions. Also, you can't hide things in invisitext (or different colors) while voice-chatting. Though I doubt they'll be seperated into seperate entities in future posts. EDIT: 1,200 posts. Awesome.
You mean the Beauty Contest? I saw that a staffie had posted in it, and I went to go look, and it said it had been deleted. So I guess the staff changed their minds about it and decided to quietly get rid of it and hope we wouldn't notice...
Meh, a bit but not as much.
Actually, I was a little depressed. I'd explain why, but it's a long story...
Meh. I just spent the day hanging out with my best friend and her boyfriend.
Yes, it would.
A lot of different reasons...
Like, really stressed.
Madonna? *brick'd*
Stuck where? I thought you were gonna say "I lost The Game" :p
Meh, it's okay.
Somewhere, hidden among my endless folder of screenshots, I have one of me doing the same thing. It's actually pretty easy, if you know how.
Heterochromia FTW Hi there. XD Organization XIII was justified. Let's make 65346757465465 threads arguing over it again! 8D (Although personally, I don't believe either side was justified, but whatever.)
OMG IT'S HTML CODING! EVERYONE RUN! ... But seriosuly. HTML is disabled. Also: How did you find my Tetris room? It was supposed to be a secret! :cryinganime: BTW, has anyone here gotten to Level 14? That's my highest.
It's Sunday! 8D :glomp:
That's right, you've been gone for a while. XD BTW, did you want me to make you a new sig and/or avvy? My skills have seriously improved since I made that Wild Cherry Pepsi sig. :sweat:
Meh, I think I'm okay now. It's not like Kingdom Hearts is real or anything, right?
I downloaded a custom teaching job for my Sims 2 game. My Sim got promoted to Kindergarden Teacher, and this was the description. EDIT: Promotion to Middle School Teacher:
