I don't mean to be bad but i've had a similar experiance and all i have to say is that they are b!tches, i've been trying to patch things up with this girl and she twists every other way to get away from me and we used to be perfect friends and i used to really like her but know i just don't. We are in the same situation, try and patch things up and if you can't just completely ignore her after that.If she tries to talk to you just walk because she's not worth it.
but you see on this site you do have a life.It gives you something to do and therefore you do have a life.
It could be depending on whether you show it.I know someone like you but he never shows it and acts like a deceptive *sshole that no one really likes. All i can say is if people see you for what you are, you will be treated as a pariah.
All i can say is to keep posting here because getting this stuff out really helps.Try and do pyshical exercise like go to the GYM.I was like you at one point and the GYM pulled my up.You expend your emotions there. I'm sorry your going through it.
I just want you to listen to the voices and think about what they're telling you. this might be your brains way of telling you to do something, if you don't want to do it just say to yourself "I don't want to do that, i wouldn't do that" and pay it no attention.It's hard but effective.If these are good things the voices are telling you then accept them and maybe follow through on them, if they're bad things they're telling you accept them and ignore them by tyelling yourself the things above. If anymore happens just post in your thread again and we can help.
I understand because you are like me.You see, i think i can safely asume that you have gone through depression at some point.From this it's caused you to recoil back into your comfort zone more than ever.It's happening to me but i'm causing myself to go outside my zone of security and sure it can hurt sometimes but it's allowed to meet people on a more friendly level.You might think that they're all childish but if you text them or PM them you see a different side to them.I know because i've done it.People aren't books.You can't tell who they are just by looking at the cover.Some people are as they are on the outside but most think alot more then you can imagine.Just look at someone in a chair at your school.If they stare blankly into space they could be thinking about the same thing as you, something deep and interesting.
Sarah you can pull out of it, i did it and so can you.First off tell your parents.They'd want to know besides feeling guilty later that they didn't know and didn't help. Try doing the GYM to combat your depression.I've been doing it and it's done nothing but help.You have clinical depression by the look of things where your stomach is just so low it causes you to think of the unthinkable.
Nothing much, just alot of relationship stuff,starting work next week and basically hanging with friends.
New clips!Talk about brilliant
it depends on the model, the 40GB don't play them but i think all other models do.
you put up a good case and i respect that.Personally i like Final Fantasy VIII the best of the final fantasy's of the PS1.I also play MGS,Yu-gi-oh forbidden memories and Tony Hawk Pro Skater 2 on the PS1.
Can i just say i thought that the internet was the answer too and it has helped but try meeting someone in your local area on the net.I met a girl from the town over and she is pretty,smart,loves anime and PS3 and likes me for what i am on the inside not for my looks. Looks don't actually mean much.
i wish i could. If you look at the view theres 67 and out of those views only a few were nice enough to even respond.I've helped close to everyone that has entered the help with life column and out all of them only about 5 members replied.That just goes to show you doesn't it...
i can't befriend it...i need to find who i am...find who i used to be...find what i will become...
Zexion when i look in the mirror i see a stranger looking back at me. I've thought and thought and thought about this but no matter what i do nothing can solve it...i've solved many life problems,both my own and others but this one is different..... I can probably let you hear what i feel like; http://www.youtube.com/watch?gl=IE&hl=en-GB&v=k6CtLWrxi8Y http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6XsxaVEwQzw http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PaSazdAtjJk
I actually socialise alot....i post plenty it just my posts have come to be ignored now.
I used to be respected but no respects me anymore.In the Outside world i'm a fleeting memory to everyone, including my friends.I have nothing and no one.
just leave him alone, that what he wants.......
The Merchant of Venice.
The subjects really explained in the title. I'm confused,broken,extremely upset and my anger at my life is unrivalled. It feels like everyone hates me, even on this forum.It was like my refuge, my escapism but now slowly it just feels like everything else.All the members on here have just gotten cold and have forgotten that there are other people on the other end of the conversations on here and that it isn't just them on here. The only things i've been able to feel this week are anger and pain.This has been going on for awhile even as i was helping out alot of friends with there life problems and giving support and advice on this forum. I feel like everyone hates and that i'm a Pariah to everyone and everything. I don't know who or what i am anymore.The best way to describe me now is "I'm inside the darkness, outside the endulgances of society's understanding".........
