OOC- I dunno... I'm not that great at explaining things, but I'll try my best. Later, though... It's too late right now. *yawns* And sorry for leaving, I had church groups. Katara hesitated, but nodded. "I want this to end..." She said, tears still falling down her cheeks. "I want things back to the way they were... I don't belong in the darkness... You can't be in the darkness if you're afraid of it..." She giggled lightly at her half-joke. "Besides, you guys are my best friends in the world... I don't want to leave Telren, I will admit... But now I see that you guys are more important to me..." OOC- Thank you, Last... *hugs* :)
OOC- lol he visits them in the middle of the night AND in the middle of a kiss? perfect timing ;D and yush, it is a great series! :) Sorry for leaving, I needed to go to church o.o Leah broke the kiss, despite how much she didn't want to, though it was necessary. "Geez..." She breathed, her breath taken away by the kiss. She pulled back from him, trembling a bit, but she was smiling. "That was stupid and dangerous..." She thought aloud and turned, hearing a knock at the door. Silently, she went over and opened it, her face still red. "Hey, Lucario..." She said and smiled.
Leah blushed. It was strange to be this close to him. However, she noticed he'd stopped, seeming to be unsure. Without thinking, Leah quickly leaned in closer to him, pressing her lips firmly to his. Her face was bright red and tears fell down her cheeks, but she felt a strange happiness inside of her. It felt like her heart had skipped a beat.
Katara hesitated. What if he's just trying to make me weaker...? No, Silax would never do that... But he's not the same as he used to be... What am I thinking?! This isn't like me at all... She bit her lip, looking at Silax. She missed him alot... She missed everyone in the Organization... Yeifou... Kade... Garxena... Kairi... Everyone. Had they really done anything wrong...? Katara gently took Silax's hand, leaning in the middle of her decision. No matter what either of them said, she knew that light wasn't bad... OOC- Not yet... *sigh* I'm sorry, Smokey, it might be a while before I get it done... I'm a bit slow at renders, lol...
"I... don't know..." Leah whispered. She blushed, seeing he was leaning in closer to her.
OOC- It's okay, Kairi. ^.^ And that's alright, DSK... XP She looked up at him, crying. Looking into his eyes made her feel more relaxed, but she didn't let go of him. "I-I'm... afraid..." She admitted, finally, hugging him tighter. "I-I'm afraid that... I-I won't be able to control myself, again..." She started to become more upset. "How can I be sure that I won't lose you?!"
Katara shook her head, not letting go of Silax. "I can't find it..." She whispered. "It's gone... I can't see it, anymore..." She closed her eyes, hugging Silax tighter as she continued to cry. "I gave in to the darkness..."
How people in the world can be so blind, careless, and immature... With some of the things I see in the media, it makes me glad I don't go outside much... Really, have people lost their minds with the stuff they're doing or attempting?! Do people really not care about each other anymore?! Seriously, what's the point of hurting others you don't even know? Really, people have become blind, selfish, immature, greedy, and just flat out horrible... I'm not saying I'm perfect or anything, I'm just ticked off at how horrible things have gotten... Okay I'm done. ^.^
Yeah... My school is pretty pathetic... At least my writing teacher understands what it feels like to lose someone like that... T-T She had us write an essay about what we're the most thankful for, who would be the last person we'd call if we only had one phone call, and what we turn to for comfort... It's a rather sad day, but it makes me feel good to know there are some people out there who understand things like this... =) Still, they should at least TELL the kids at schools what it's for... *thinks about asking the principal to tell kids about it* XD
Katara was a bit surprised by the hug. She'd been expecting him to be mad at her, not upset like this. She felt tears begin to well up in her eyes, as well. "Silax..." She whispered, tears now falling down her cheeks. She hugged him back, tightly. "What should I do, Silax?! I don't know who I am, anymore! Which way am I suppossed to go?!" She shouted, now crying.
My school is horrible... Practically nobody puts there hand over their heart while they're saying the pledge, and some people are always either giggling or talking... and it REALLY annoys me when they say it as LOUD AS THEY POSSIBLY CAN just to be funny... it's pathetic, in my opinion... On 9/11, my principal had us all stand up for a moment of silence after the pledge... I took it seriously, thinking back on everyone who died in the tragedy, but I ended up being ticked off the rest of the day... Because people are so immature as to LAUGH while giving a moment of silence for people who DIED. Seriously, there's something wrong with that...
Katara walked with Silax until they were outside and away from the headquarters a bit. "Silax..." She said and then looked up at him. "I don't... I want to..." She cut off her sentences, not sure how to start. "I'm sorry... I really didn't mean what I said... I-I was just..."
I remember... o.o
Goin' through this life Looking for angels... People passing by Looking for angels... Walk this world alone, Try to stay on my feet, Sometimes crawl, fall, But I stand up cause' I'm afraid to sleep. And open my eyes to a new day, With all new problems And all new pain. All the faces are filled with So much anger, Losing my dignity and hope from Fear of danger. After all the wars, After settling the scores, At the break of dawn we will be Deaf to the answers. There's so much bigotry, Misunderstanding and fear, With eyes squinted and fists clenched, We reach out for what is dear. We want it... We want... We want a reason to live... We're on a pilgrimage, A crusade for hope, Cause in our hearts and minds And souls, we know... We need it... We need... We need more than this... Goin' through this life Looking for angels... People passing by Looking for angels... Walking down the streets Looking for angels... Everyone I meet, Looking for angels... <3 This is also another one of my favorites... =D And yes, I got bored so I wrote down some lyrics from Skillet's song "Looking for Angels"... XD
Since I've seen an Oxi Clean commercial... rofl XD
o.o *hides* I'll just hide in between all of my church buddies, then... rofl XD
Leah felt the tears slip out of her eyes and fall down h er cheeks. "I-I don't want to lose you..." She whispered. "I don't want to hurt anyone else... I-I'm..." She stopped that sentence short again and hugged him tightly. "I-I'm just..."
Leah shook her head. "No, it's just..." She started and stared at the ground. "A vampire and a human... together... It's dangerous..." She whispered, tears forming in her eyes. "I-I'm just..." She stopped, unable to say it.
Rule-breaking is baaaaaaad... XD Are concerts dangerous? o.o lol XP Hmm... Don't think I've heard that one... My church is HUGE @_@ There must be over 200 people that go there... Although that may be considered small to some people... Meh, the adults don't really get involved much with the music stuff... some of them do, though... lol XP
Leah simply stood still for a moment, not sure what to do.
