Namine blinked once, her sad blue eyes staying locked with Roxas'. "I'm...afraid," she admitted softly, her voice a little shaky as she spoke that simple statement.
Namine felt her eyes become even more sad at the statement, not wanting that at all. She had always disliked going to the doctor but now...after everything that had happened, she hated that place. It wasn't only the place itself, but also the fear and uncertainty it brought.
When she felt Roxas pull back, Namine turned her head out of the pillow, her soft blue eyes flickering open and gazing at the boy in front of her. The concern and sadness was obvious to her, and she felt guilty for being the one who triggered those emotions.
Savin' Me- Nickelback
Namine felt chills at the soft embrace, her eyes staying shut. She felt Roxas lightly kiss her head and she felt a small sense of relief, glad he was with her again.
Namine kept her head burried in the pillow, shivering slightly. She wasn't sure if she was physically cold because she only wore a tanktop on her top half, or if it was because of the sick feeling she had. It didn't feel as if she would vommit again, but her stomach just felt so awful...
If Everyone Cared- Nickelback
Namine sniffled into the pillow, feeling the tears start drying to her face. She had used up all of her tears, but that didn't take away the misery she felt. This was positively dreadful.
Namine felt Roxas' gentle presence leave her, and it only increased her feeling of sorrow. She curled herself into a ball, one arm wrapping tightly around her stomach, and the other sitting on the pillow beside her head. The girl took in a big breath and then turned to burry her head into the pillow, her crying increasing in intensity because of her misery.
Namine's negative thoughts continued to flood her mind, and she hated it. She hated this whole situation, things being miserable for both her and Roxas. His silence spoke louder than any words possibly could, and she knew that he was worried about her.
Namine bit her lip lightly, sadness in the depths of her heart. Everything was going wrong...again. Why couldn't things just work out all right for once?!
Namine moved her head back a little, letting it rest on the pillow again. She felt absolutely miserable, the tears continuing to gently roll down her cheeks. She was faintly aware that Roxas was still with her, but she was too drained to recognize more than that.
After she was finished, Namine sucked in a shaky breath, a few stray tears running down her cheeks. She felt so frustrated with everything--her pain, her sadness, her tears. She was frustrated with everything, except for Roxas. She could never get that emotion because of him.
Namine shut her eyes as she coughed up her sandwhich, all the sadness, pain, and hurt returning from earlier. She hated that the bad emotions had returned, but there was nothing she could do about it now.
Namine forced herself closer to the edge of the couch, her head the furthest forward as she threw up into the waste basket.
Namine's eyes flitted open at a soft sound, seeing Roxas coming over with a trashcan. She couldn't help but notice the worry in his eyes, and it made her sad.
Never Be The Same- RED
Namine inhaled through her nose, swallowing hard to try and keep everything down. She didn't want to throw up, and if she had to, she definitly wasn't going to do it on the carpet.
Confessions (What's Inside My Head)- RED
Namine nodded slightly, her eyes shutting and her eyebrows furrowing slightly in frustration and sadness. "Yes."
