Namine slowly released a breath through her nose, her eyes moving to the fire again. She just wished that everything could return to normal; no more pain or sorrow. Because of all that happened, everything was miserable, and Namine felt as if she couldn't get rid of that feeling. That was just one more thing that bothered her; her inability to do anything anymore. It hurt her to know that she always seemed to be the vulnerable one, always getting in trouble...always needing to be saved.
I'm afraid so, yes. =/
Namine bit down hard on her lip one time, her eyes shutting halfway as she gazed at the floor. Everything felt so wrong now...so uncomfortable. She hated having that feeling around Roxas, feeling as though she was responsible for hurting him whenever she was in pain. He loved her, which meant that he felt her pain whenever she went through something difficult or troubling. But she didn't want that burden on him; her love for him was too great for her to ever want to cause him to be upset.
Yeah, I kinda can tell you come on the internet a lot. xDD Trust me, I know the feeling. I'm getting a job this summer as well, so I'll hardly...
Namine shifted slightly, the air around her feeling heavy and thick with emotions. She had a feeling some of those emotions were hers, though she felt an aura of sadness coming from Roxas as well. Still, she remained silent, not wanting to say something stupid and make things worse.
You Found Me- The Fray
Yeah, true. Didn't you say something about getting your own laptop a little while ago...?
Another bolt of lightning appeared in the sky outside, though Namine hardly noticed it. Actually, that was a lie; she did notice it, simply because it had illuminated the room with its flash. And the loud rumble of thunder that followed it caught her attention as well.
Well, I may be able to come on weeknights if practices aren't too late. We could still work this out somehow. =)
Namine bit her lip lightly when Roxas looked away, a sad feeling hitting her heart. She softly inhaled as she turned her head, her gaze falling on the fire again.
Well, maybe it doesn't have to end completely. I'm sure we can at least get in some RPing on the weekends...right? Maybe we can't obsessively RP...
Namine blinked softly two times, her eyes feeling slightly dry because of the warm fire.
Oh man, we have so many good times with this RP....so many memories. =)
Namine softly released a breath, sitting with her legs underneath her slightly. Her sky-blue eyes shone in the light from the fire as she gazed at that. But then, after a moment, she realized she was being watched. She turned her head, her eyes immediatly catching onto Roxas'.
I know the feeling. =/ It's very bittersweet for me. I get to live my life with real people, not living in a fantasy world. But I'm really going...
Namine kept her soft gaze on Roxas, catching some of the light from the fire in his eyes. She stood there for a brief moment before moving, taking a step over and gently sitting herself down beside Roxas.
It's possible, but I'm not too sure. You see, our first game is in two weeks, so that kind of raises the likelyhood that I will have practice more...
Namine opened her eyes again, hearing a soft rumble of thunder outside. She silently lowered her legs, setting her feet on the floor as she faced the fireplace. That one simple sound only brought back her fears...fears she didn't want to live with. The blonde girl slowly released a breath, one of her hands falling to her lap to gently take off the blanket. She held it in her hand as she forced herself to her feet, taking a few steps toward the fireplace and Roxas. She stopped behind him, kneeling down slightly and lightly draping the blanket over his shoulders.
Yeah. =/ But you know I'll try to be on as often as I can. Who knows...maybe soccer practive won't be on every day. I don't want to totally give...
Namine let her eyes flicker shut, the soft sound of the fire cackling entering her ears. She turned her head slightly on her knees, letting her cheek rest on her legs.
