new poem if you're interested n.n How're you doing?
Gone Everything went good, nothing went wrong I changed because of you but you didn’t have to change too Do you even know what you did? Do you?! … guess it wasn’t meant to be all along I’m getting crazy here, I want this sh*t gone This feelings inside are killing me War wins inside me and chaos starts ruling my head Yesterday we made some pictures together Our situation still the same as any other day We went home, not even a kiss goodbye? What’s the matter? “ I don’t know what to think anymore. You’re like my best friend now. Don’t wanna lose you, you know?” “What’re you saying? I don’t understand … you’re the one I adore … no .. I won’t let you go!” A voice inside my mind whined “What is she talking about?! Everything went good .. nothing went wrong ..” In the end everything went wrong and nothing was good I’m putting back that hood and I’ll start living in the same cell as before You're the one with the key, now lock me up, I don’t want this anymore
She and her grandmother had a good relationship so it's hard for her. Yesterday I also talked a bit with her and talked about other stuff and I was actually surprised that she started joking and stuff. I guess she knows I'm there for her. I have asked her today how she was doing and she said she was fine and she put a :) smiley in her message so I guess she's fine. Therefore I asked her to go somewhere next week and we will probably go wednesday to the city and I think she was kinda relieved I asked :). For the first time in these 3 harsh days I actually smiled n.n I will always be there for her and I have said that many times to her, I think deep down she's starting to get calm again. I also already have a few ideas to do wednesday (fun things .. for her that is, she already said once that she wanted to look for some clothes for me but I don't like shopping but this time it's for her so idc n.n). I hope she'll get over it soon but I will be there along the road to help her n.n Thanks everyone, it means much to me for helping me here! EDIT: It's over between us, she wants to stay friends ...
Those who saw my previous thread know the background info (those who don't, please read it before you continue). So, as you know me and my girlfriend would've gone on a date this week and be a couple from now on. Unfortunately her grandgrandmother died this week and now she's sad and confused. Things you should know: I already talked with her about it (via text messaging though) and I said everything will be alright, that it just needs time. After 10 minutes she said she wanted to talk about something else (since then we didn't talk about it anymore). Yesterday a friend of ours said that she starts having doubts to be with me, but she's confused because of the exams (exhausted) and the death of a dear family member. She also said that I should talk with my girlfriend and actually go away with her and do something fun. Today's the funeral of her grandgrandmother. I don't know what to say actually and when to ask her to go somewhere with me. I'm afraid I will go to fast, that she isn't ready to actually go somewhere altough she said herself that she wants to get over it fast because it's vacation and she doesn't want to be sad because of that. She also said to our friend that there's almost nobody that she can go with somewhere in the vacation. Clearly I should go somewhere with her, this one I already figured out but I don't know when to ask her? Today's the funeral so I think it's best not to ask her today, but I want to talk to her today so what should I say to her today? As you have probably noticed I'm as confused as her. I love her, I really do and I want to help her, I don't wanna lose her but I don't know what to do to help her since she doesn't talk about it etc. So my questions are: 1) When should I ask her to go somewhere with her? 2) What should I say to her today? (knowing that she'll be emotional because of the funeral and that she's broken mentally because of the exams and the death of her grandgrandmother) 3) What should I do to make her more calm and eventually help her to not be confused anymore? Thanks beforehand
hya, you had some problems a few weeks ago with your mom, school and such ... are these better now? :)
So this week we'll have our date, still haven't picked a date though but it's getting pretty close now :D. Any last tips that you want to share with me (especially the girls if they know something to make it reeally special), feel free to post them, you'll be a great help n.n Can hardly wait for the date ;o
Lol dude xD Anyways, precious memory huh? Well, the park holds many memories of us, altough the city holds some too, our first real date (not our first though) was there. She jumped into my arms there and hugged me without a real reason (then I knew we liked eachother, that has to be the best hug I ever had hehe ;d) ... man kinda hard choosing between the park and the city xO
Hehe thanks ;d. Me and the girl are already dating 3-4 months but she wanted to wait till after the exams to get together because of the...
Doing good haha :). Except the stupid exams these time of year, bleh I hate them xD. + I'm going on a date after the exams with my...
Hya, how're ya doing? n.n
Well, I'm almost sure that there will be a park involved on that day but I don't know which park xD. You see, I would love to go to that park where we had our first date (is close to her house and well we had alot of dates there so maybe good to set a romantic mood), but that park is kinda far away from the city = were the fun things are And could you please give some examples of the little things I can do? I know a couple things but I want to be sure that day's perfect, I love the girl so much, I want the day to be perfecto mundo ;d It doesn't have to be in the city where we should go, my first priority is actually setting a good, romantic mood and let her know that I love her :)
Hya, it's not a big problem that I have but what the heck, can't hurt to ask someone's opinion right ;d. So, there's this girl, I've been dating her for 3-4 months now and we like eachother veeery much. She even confessed that she loved me a few weeks ago. The thing is that we both have alot of schoolwork lately and well she said she wanted to with to start something because of that. We decided to go on a date after the exams ... and that moment is in about 2 weeks. Any suggestions where to go? On that date something will probably happen (like a first kiss, probably this ... yay ;p) so maybe a familiar place, like the place of our first date which is a park near her house, to set the mood, or go to a city (I know one where there's this big park, very nice to walk and just relax etc.) or go to a cinema or something else? If you have some suggestions where we should go and what I should do to get the right mood please share, thanks beforehand :D
Haha it's ok, didn't meen it like that xD. Juicy merged the threads to one so you'll have to look in the change thread :)
It turned out ok so no big deal there :p. But 'A so called friend', the second poem did happen to me and that was pretty tough, but I got over...
Thanks n.n. I wrote it when a friend of mine didn't answer (didn't want to commit suicide of course, that part was to make it more dramatic :p)...
Well, actually it's about a person and his/her friend who won't answer his/her calls. The person get's tired of waiting and decides to commit...
