Namine sniffled without thought, feeling Roxas' hand gently wiping at her tears. She could feel sadness from behind his gaze, but she couldn't stop crying, though she desperatly wanted to. "S-Sorry," she whispered without thought, her eyes staying closed. She wasn't only referring to this moment, but to everything that happened earlier. She shouldn't have doubt his love...
Yeah, it was bad. But at least I saw him a lot yesterday, that was nice. =3
Namine felt relieved when Roxas finally pulled away, the girl finally able to breath again. She silently inhaled before swallowing one time, choking back the sobs that wanted to escape. A soft one did leave her lips, but it was out of her control; she couldn't stop crying now. As her eyes stayed shut, she continued crying, catching her breath as well.
Today could have been better. =/ I didn't get to see him, and my family drove me insane part of the afternoon. Yesterday was nice. =) He came for...
How could Namine have given in? Roxas certainly didn't give up; he made that clear a few moments ago. He had said...he would fight for her, if she didn't herself. That meant the world to her, and she knew that his love for her wasn't as Smith had suggested it to be. His love was real, and it didn't end because bad things happened to them. It endured everything, and Namine had a feeling she was never going to lose this boy. Not willingly, on either side. She was going to fight back against fate, which seemed to be trying to tear them apart. It didn't matter how hard the battle was, just as long as she was with Roxas.
I see that. x3
Namine was choking back sobs as she kissed Roxas, trying to keep control of her emotions enough to savor the kiss. She had believed everything Smith had said to her...she was so ashamed she had given into his lies, and this was the reason why she was still crying heavily.
Okey-Dokey. =) Thanks for telling me. Any idea when you're leaving?
Namine felt herself running out of air, but she didn't care, continuing to kiss Roxas deeply. The tears continued to run down her cheeks, the girl so relieved that Roxas was holding her again. She felt a sense of security, as well as reassurance flood her heart, making her feel a little more confident again.
Namine continued to kiss Roxas, feeling some of the emotions inside her lifting. She decided to leave behind all her other emotions, and simply trust that Roxas wouldn't let her down. He never had before, and she doubt he was about to any time soon. Even though his embrace around her was very tight, Namine found a way to move her arms, lightly wrapping them around Roxas' lower back as she kissed him deeply.
Namine's lips seperated from Roxas' for a brief moment, and a soft sob escaped her. Before she herself could recognize that it left her lips, she kissed Roxas again, the girl passionate about returning the love Roxas gave her.
This is real, Namine thought to herself. This love Roxas had for her...it wasn't going to die any time soon. If Roxas was going to leave her, he would have done it by now. And he hadn't. Namine didn't care what Smith said anymore, his word wasn't trustworthy. Instead, she chose to believe in Roxas, and his undying love. Tears started to flow down her cheeks, simply because she was so ashamed that she had doubt their love in the first place. But they were also tears of relief, the girl knowing the truth now.
Namine's eyes widened in surprise, Roxas' lips meeting hers. She instinctively wanted to pull away, startled by the sudden action. But he was holding her too closely; she couldn't move. Kiss him back, her heart told her softly. Her mind made no more comments, saying nothing about Roxas' false love. Now she knew that it was true. More true than any lie Smith had told her. Namine felt tears flood her eyes as she let her eyelids fall shut, the girl finally giving into her desire and kissing Roxas back.
Angels Fall Down- Skillet
Alrighty. =D x3
Yuppers. =) And we can go along with my plan now. =3 Oh, and I could disapear at any time...you know why. ;D
Namine was aware that she was holding her breath, listening to Roxas' words. How could he say that and mean it?! Namine was having so many doubts about everything, but he wasn't letting go! She hadn't expected him to speak like this, or hold onto her as if she were actually worth something. "How can you possibly love me?" Namine excaimed suddenly, turning to face Roxas. "I've lost in faith in everything that was once so clear to me, and yet you're still holding onto me. Why haven't you given up on me? How can you still love me?" Namine kept her eyes on him, tears starting to appear in the rims of her eyes.
It'll turn out alright, for both of us. =3
Namine brought up a hand without thought, lightly setting it on her cheek. It felt as if she had been slapped by Roxas' words. He was trying to figure out what was wrong...though she didn't think she was worth the effort. Wasn't he better off with somebody else? Somebody who actually deserved to be loved? That thought made her feel sick to her stomach, and she didn't want to feel that, especially not on top of everything else she felt. "Roxas..." Namine started softly, her gaze staying down as she spoke his name.
Yeah, life goes on, whether we want it to or not. But...I think I am ready for it. Things are looking brighter for me now, you know? And it's...
