Yeah, I don't think anybody likes that part. xD Just a reminder, I have to get off in about ten minutes.
Sora saw Kairi in front of him, and though her form was a little blurry because of the tears, he could see sadness in her violet-blue orbs. He stayed silent for a few moments, holding Kairi's gaze as he stayed in that position in front of her.
Oh. Yeah, that I don't like too much. xD
"I panicked," Sora said shakily. "I forgot what really mattered." He lifted his head after he finished speaking and opened his eyes to meet Kairi's, revealing the tears that formed behind them. "The only thing..." he paused for a moment. "The only thing that matters to me is you. You're what's important to me."
Well, I have a lot of good friends, so I like it.
Sora shook his head slightly, emotions bubbling up inside him. "For leaving you alone in here," he responded softly. "I had no right to leave you here." She was so important to him, and now he was so upset with himself for not treating her the way she deserved. Kairi was his princess, the girl he loved more than anything else. He needed to treat her like that, because he didn't want to lose her. Not now, not ever.
No, it's not too bad. Especially because I do actually like school. xP
Sora lowered his head more, his spiky hair coming up above Kairi's knees a little bit. This hardly mattered to him, though. He was more concerned with what was going on inside him. "Sorry," he whispered without thought, his eyes staying closed.
You're so lucky! I get out like two weeks after that, and even that is pretty early compared to my old school.
Sora hurried over to Kairi without thought, his legs nearly giving out underneath him as he made his way over. Out of fierce determination, he did make it over, right in front of Kairi. And then, once he was there, he did let himself crumble. He went down on his knees in front of her, a faint tremble running through him. Without thought, he lifted his right hand and set it on Kairi's leg. He shut his eyes and lowered his head, feeling guilty that he had left her alone in the first place. He had no right to desert the person who was most important to him.
Well, the end of the school year is coming up, so that must make things look a little better. =)You're so lucky you get out in May...
Sora realized that love was something worth fighting for. He had figured this out a while ago, but he had just been reminded of that a few moments ago. He loved Kairi...more than he even thought possible. Everyone had flaws, and he just had to look past them and love her anyway. He wasn't about to let go of what was most important to him, not that easily. If destiny wanted to try and tear them apart, he wouldn't let it. She was far too dear to him. He blinked once, coming out of his thoughts as he turned to enter his room. Suddenly stopping in the doorway, he noticed Kairi still sitting on his bed, looking very disapointed. His legs started to tremble as another wave of sorrow washed over him, but he locked his knees so he would stay still.
That stinks. =/ I've been really good. =3
Sora suddenly felt a wave of sorrow wash over him. What was he doing outside?! He had come so close to losing Kairi, and he had just left her alone in there? How could he have done that? He loved her way more than that! The brunette quickly forced himself off the swing, taking a few large steps toward the door before opening it and stepping inside. The door closed loudly behind him as he hurried to his room. He needed to see Kairi. He needed to show both of them that he would be there throughout everything that happened. He had no right to leave her alone like that, not after all the effort he put into keeping her with him through everything.
xD So, how's life been?
Was Sora angry with Kairi for what she did? No. No, he knew that wasn't it. He was only hurt by her actions, but he felt no anger toward her. Was he angry at Roxas? After all, his "best friend" had been the one to take Kairi away from him. But thinking about Roxas' emotional state the other night, Sora knew he couldn't blame his friend. Did anybody deserve the blame for the hurt he felt? He didn't want to be mad at his friends; the circumstances were so terrible last night, that they had all been a little crazy. But what did this mean for him? Where do we go from here? he wondered, staring into space as he thought deeply.
I have one idea that I'll probably end up going with, but I don't think I'll reveal it. ;3
What if that really had been the last time I saw her? Sora suddenly wondered, his eyes widening at the thought. The thought alone terrified him, and he had no idea why he wanted to answer that so badly. It had been so close to reality...Sora shut his eyes, an image of Smith reaching for Kairi entering his mind. He had come so close to losing her, and if he hadn't been there, he would have lost her. All of his emotions about this...he had a feeling they were all because he had almost lost Kairi. Again. He had come so close before, in other situations. But if she would have...disapeared out of his life, forever...when things between them weren't completely right, he would have never forgiven himself.
Okay, awesome. =3
Kairi had wanted that kiss to be memorable for her...but it would have also been very memorable for Sora. Not in a good way in his eyes. That kiss had been a result of deception, and he would have never have been able to forgive himself for falling for Kairi's tricks. But again, he had no idea that Kairi would decieve him like that. She had never lied to him about something so major before, and there was no way he could have suspected her of acting in such an inconsiderate way. It was selfish of her to take advantage of him like that. And the fact that she had gotten away with it killed him inside. How could I have been so stupid?
