Hey, I'm finally able to get on again! Yay! xP And the good news is, I can stay on for a little while. I'll have to disapear sometime around 2...
Sora brought up a hand, running it through his spiky hair as he headed over to the swing. He sat himself down on the edge of it, his feet on the ground to keep the swing still. He was bothered by so many things, he had no idea where to start. Kairi's deception...her lack of consideration....Neither of these things were like her. Sora didn't know that she was even capable of deception. But of course, he saw that now. She had done what she thought was necessary, that deception being part of it. It just...it really, really hurt him that she felt the need to decieve him like that. And then to not even think about his feelings...that stung as well.
Sora bit his lip lightly, walking down the hall. Walking away from Kairi probably wasn't the best idea, since their problem had only grown worse. But he needed some time to think about everything, before he spoke to her again. The brunette reached the back door and opened it, letting it close quietly behind him as he headed over toward the swing on the back porch.
Gotta go, bye!
Sora stopped in the doorway, hearing Kairi's words. "Maybe not," he admitted softly. "But it's what I need right now." With that, he walked out of the doorway and into the hall. He didn't care what the circumstances were, he needed some fresh air. OOC: I really do gotta go. =/ I'll hopefully be on tomorrow around 12:30-1. Bye!
I know. =/ And then Monday I have a game...I'll get on sometime Sunday to let you know what else is going on.
Sora shook his head slightly. "No," he said quietly, lowering his hand from his face. "No, I need to go out and get some fresh air." He suddenly did feel really hot again, and he wasn't sure if it was because of his sickness or the emotions rising up in him. But either way, the cool night air would comfort him greatly. He took a few steps, heading toward the door.
No, I don't think so. =/ I may be on around 12:30-1 my time, and that'll only be for about an hour or so.
Sora was starting to feel sick again now that he was on his feet, but he had no desire to sit back down. He felt as if he wanted to run from the problems, but he knew that wasn't a smart idea. So he locked his knees and forced himself to stay in the room, tension thick in the air.
1st off, sorry I'm late. Secondly, sorry I can't stay on at all. =/ My boyfriend is coming over tonight (earlier I didn't think he was) and I'm...
Sora exhaled heavily through his nose, the breath releasing a small amount of the frustration he felt. He brought a hand up and let it cover his face, the teen standing there in the silence. He didn't know if he expected Kairi to answer or not, but he was sure he would be upset either way.
Cool. xD I gotta go for now, see you later!
When Kairi moved, Sora took back his arm and ran a hand through his brown hair, thinking a little more before speaking. "Do you realize what position that put me in?" Sora questioned. "If that was my last memory of you, I wouldn't remember your love, I would only see the deception behind it." He suddenly felt frustrated, and he moved a hand to the bed, turning himself so his feet hit the floor. He stood himself upright, his back facing Kairi. "Even though you explained it to me, I can only think about the deception that caused this whole thing. How do you think that makes me feel?" Sora felt emotions come up inside him, and he tried fighting them off. But of course, this was easier said than done.
Nice. xD I probably won't be on long, though. So it would be great if we could both be on later as well. =3
Sora closed his eyes, turning his head slightly in the other direction. The answer did surprise him in a way; Kairi normally thought of other peoples feelings. But last night was odd, and at one of the most intense moments, she had only thought of herself when she really needed to think about his feelings as well. He thought he knew her better than that. Last night had changed his perspective on a lot of things, and now he was starting to get a different view of Kairi as well.
I'm terrific, how about you?
I'm on for a little while right now. =)
Hello there.
Hey there. =3 I've got to work on some stuff today at my school, just like last weekend. So I'll probably be back around 3:30. I can't stay on...
Sora lowered his gaze to the bed, Kairi's words stirring up an unrecognizable emotion in his heart. Kairi said she wanted it to be a kiss she would never forget, but what about his feelings? That kiss to him represented deception, and if that had been the last memory he had of Kairi...well, he didn't know what he would feel. Putting himself in that position now, he would probably feel anger and even more hurt. Anger that he hadn't seen through Kairi's charade and hurt that he had let her go. He would have never been able to forgive himself for being so naive. Yes, Kairi's love was real, and it definitly did show during that kiss. But he wouldn't be able to see that past the deceptive plot that caused it. "Did you ever think about how I would feel?" Sora suddenly asked as he kept his eyes down away from Kairi. He surprised himself with the hurt that came through in his voice, along with a sense of coldness.
