Reserving: Specular, Zeke, Shadow (Zoids Guardian Force)
So I guess I'm not in...
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Skype?
Being bored.
But what did I do Rafa, Why do you want to kill me?[DOUBLEPOST=1354409622][/DOUBLEPOST] IMO, some voice actors are good, some are bad. Ginga from the Beyblade Metal series in English dub has a horrid voice actor.[DOUBLEPOST=1354427267][/DOUBLEPOST] ... This coming from a by pedal Bish. I mean normally I don;t have ragequitters but this time was an 3 turn game because abandon. Face downs: Mirror and Solemn
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Sweet jesus... Sell it on Ebay, lots of people will pay for it (so long as its in a presentable condition) or better yet, give it to me.
Those speed runs: After they have beat the game a few times and think they can handle it. I don't have anything I'm good at besides sword fighting and I'm still pitifully bad at that. I can't even beat the easiest speed based games. I've never beat Mario or Sonic, I never beat a shooting game and I would have never beat Demyx if a friend didn't show me how, and even then I loose to him (And he is a total wuss!) I fail in most video games. I didn't even beat Reverse of Arcadia until just last year when I got lucky! I sill can't do a speed run of Pokemon Fire Red, and I've been playing that and went through the story so many times I can actually name some of the random battle Pokemon before we even get the the battle screen. My mother's reason for not telling me was because she thought I would use it as an excuse. I only use it to excuse my very erratic behavior to the few people I told that I trust in real life... That's how I've always thought about it. Not just because of your skill. Every friend I've ever made has made me work to obtain it in some way or form-even if knowingly or not-and that your skill was great. If that's you rusty, I would like to find the Lime-Away That's great No. I haven't. But have are you. Technically, because of the fact that their are people who don't even know how to do some of the things we do. And the one thing you're doing great at: Keeping yourself down. Honestly, I nearly died twice at the age of 3. I was nearly thrown out of my house at 4 for the stupidest reason. I lived in one of the dirtyest, disgustingest, not non-hoarding house in Las vegas. Rats were such a common site that I could (And Did) Name and tell apart each one. I had to go to sleep hoping that I wouldn't have a cockroach in my mouth when I woke up. I lived with two smokers and their cigaret smoking friends for such a long time now I wouldn't be surprised that by twenty-three if I had lounge Cancer. I was told from day one in Middle School I was descend to fail. Now I'm a Sophomore with the best grades I've had in years and I'm overall happy. I just recently survived a near death experience because of friggin' flag football and a stupid guy tackling. Am I looking for pity? No. I would rather people not try and patronize me for my past, because its what makes me stronger in the end. What is the thing in your past that drives you towards the future. If nothing, it is waiting. It will come. As to quote Soul Eater "A sound Soul, Resides in a sound Mind, and a sound Body." Something-I theorize-is making you think that you are worthless. None of us here are worth any more that that dust bunny you find in the closet when spring cleaning, but that is because our life is still going on. I've made myself happy in life because I found my drive. My hole life could be a lie, and I would still be driven by the way it taut me. In my opinion, if I could trade my life-no matter how stressful, annoying, or boring it is-for all the money in the world plus more, I wouldn't take the deal even if my being was at stake. And as for dueling, if its nor fun for you, MAKE IT FUN. Don't duel for wins, just build a random deck for SnG's and go duel people, mess around, and laugh at their confusion. Just to relive stress. And if you want to get better, I am no good at training others, but training with me *Like working together to get better* might help.
Lol
Also, your place of residence, according to the site is a form of church I believe. In french: Sacre Couer if I remember right.
WHERE?
Spoiler No this was a random half built poker knights and hero deck First of all, fixed, second of all: | |Dude, I am really working. Like every day training against Brook Rienzel, Terra, and my friends at school. Putting limits on myself and forcing all sorts of tricks I never even knew could be done to pop out of the proverbial hat. Before this training and work I've undergone I was so bad that I was even beat by newbe's to the game and I've been playing for a long time, so I had to work rediciously hard. You still beat me using one of my best dragon decks I had ever made, and that was saying something since before I even had Hero's, I had dragons and ran them. I have tried many other deck types and Hero's just work right with me. I honestly have gotten better because I have been working hard and no offense, I'm saying this because I care, you haven't. I don't need to know all the cards and strategies and yet now I'm a match for Brook, who is one of the best I've faced. | |You just need a system that works for you. Maybe its my mentality as a player of BeyBlade (Yes, I can feel the hate now). Its my never ending want to know all of the ways I want my Blade to preform its best and challenging even the toughest odds and being willing to accept defeat and even people better than I as good lessons. The old saying goes that you loose more in victory and gain more in defeat. I honestly love loosing. It may sound stupid, but if I face a good duelist and win, its amazing, and if I face an amazing duelist and loose, its just if not more amazing to me. I didn't know I had asburgers until I was 13, but I never let that weakness stop me. I just though of it as another life experience and let it guide me. I allowed my heart condition get in my way of physical activity, but that is another story for no time. I loose, I'm bad at what I do, I am barely skilled. | |These are things I know about myself, but then I think about how far I've come and I know its not myself. Its all the friends, rivals, victory's, and losses I have been dealt in life. All the crushing truths, all the not so little white lies. I let it fuel me. I, myself am bad at what I do, but everyone in my life, you, me, Rafael, Brook, Fred, Rienzel, Oda, and everyone else in my life is what makes me strong. In summary: I dealt with the cards I was dealt. I am not one of the best Blader's in Vegas . My friends, rivals, enemy's, and experiences are. The same could be said in my dueling ability, Hell, even my disability becomes one of my best weapons because I don't let it be a bully to me. I think you can do the same. You just need to loose the idea of letting these things crush you. Yes, YOU suck, YOU are bad ad everything, yes, YOU are disabled. But no YOU don't put the weight on your shoulders with your experiences and use it to help you grow. Every defeat I've been dealt has strengthened-not me-but what I am: The embodiment of everything I've lived through and dealt with in my life. Jaden. | |I do not mean to upset, annoy, enrage, or sadden or anything by this. Rather this is the best try I can give to try and helping you. I can't help you any more than by what I have said here. You're my friend. Your the one and only true leader of the arena. You are one of the greatest challenge's I have ever faced. This is by best shot at trying to get you to listen to me and the others. And as one infamous charterer said: "Starting a new journey may be hard. Maybe it has already started." I wouldn't have one of the fastest launches in Nevada if it weren't for my experiences. Heck, the hole reason I ended up on this site was because a friend of mine from the boards of an old site I left showed it to me. If she truly loves you, she will understand if you decide to play again. Any girl I would have would have to be OK with what I love to do. Just make sure to tell her first or I will get pimp slapped through a screen. And at least you have HAD a girl... I am just a lonely nocturnal son of a gun. There is an old saying: There is always someone better than you. And for that someone, another one for him. Even at the top, you will find someone will replace the other some time sooner or later. I would say your theorie is very, very, very, solid Brook. End line.
Whatever that means, yes.
Holy Ra, this guy sleeps!
HOLY RA
