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Barry the World Killing God Whale said: ↑

First off, suicide is quite possibly the worst decision anyone make. You're ending a temporary problem with a permanent solution. And besides, now that I'm trying to help, I'd blame myself if you went through with it and wuld probably end up being just as depressed about being unable to save you as you are about your situation. Things will get better and they can always be worse.

And as Repliku said, raising a baby for three years at your age while juggling school and such is a lot you can hang your hat on so to speak. I wouldn't spring for adoption either. It would seem to me that your unwillingness to give up the child for adoption is a sign that you are at least subconciously proud of yourself.

As far as your grandmother goes, if she's mentally ill in the way you say, she'll probably think you're the most hideous thing on earth no matter how beautiful you really are if you get my metaphor. She'd probably miss the beauty of a campfire just so she can complain that it's too hot.

With your real life friends, if they've really turned on you then just forget about them. It may seem cold, but people who turn their backs on people who are obviously in pain don't deserve friends in my opinion. You'll get other friends irl and I have a few family members that you'd probably find interesting to meet on Facebook if you have an account.

Finally, as I said before, do not go with suicide. I'll say this again for emphasis. If you do, I'd start to hate myself for being unable to save you, especially after typing all of this and choosing my words as carefully as I have. Good luck and please don't die, for my well being if not for yours.
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Its just feels like nothing will ever get better. it gets worse and worse and I hate it. I dont want you to blame yourself if I do go through with it...I dont want anyone blaming themselfs... But its hard... Its doesnt feel temporary. It feels like it will last forever no matter what I do

But your right in every way....but i always see death as the only way to go even though its the worst way to go...Imnot sure if I can find new friends in real life but i'll try. I try to ignore my idiot of a grandmother. I try to look at her good point but its hard...

I thank you for your help. I will be doing as you said.

P E A N U T said: ↑

I'm not going to lie; seeing the topic title scares me. A few months ago, a friend of mine committed suicide. The pain that I felt from his loss was UNBEARABLE on so many levels, and even though you feel like you're at your lowest level, I'm sure there is at least one person who considers you a friend. Please, do that one friend a person; don't put them through the unbearable pain of losing you!

You seem like an extraordinary person, taking care of a child that isn't your own and dealing with your grandmother. You have a lot of strength to keep doing this, and you should be proud of yourself! You're doing something that a lot of other people aren't willing to do, and you're offering the child a future.

With that being said, I can only imagine how hard it is to raise the child by yourself. Even though you said you're very shy, I recommend reaching out to other people. This isn't something that you should face alone, and as scary as it may feel, you should seek friendship with other people and set up a support system.

And also...don't lose hope. Even in your darkest hour, there's a light at the end of the tunnel. I know from experience that you can't always feel the hope, or see the end, but as somebody else said in this thread, the suffering is only temporary. If you ended your life now, you would miss out on future happiness in life, with the child or with others.

I really hope you're hearing all of us here on KH-Vids; suicide isn't the answer. I've said that a few times, but I feel like I can't say it enough. Good luck with everything, and know that you've got people here that don't want your life to end.
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I know...Your right....i shouldnt put anyone trough that pain...But I will be honest... Im not saying its true its just how I think...People turn on me and people hate me. Who Iknow now...I feel like if i just die no one would care... I will just be forgotten in a matter of hours...

But... I dont want to miss out on my future....For one I do want to see how the baby grows up...and second... I want to have a family of my own I want to get married... But somtimes when io think about it...it feels so impossble you know?

I really thank everyone so much. it means so much to me you people care. Your advise is helping alot. Im taking in what everyone said and ill do everything. Thanks again everyone.<3

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your advise helped so much i thank you very much!

your advise helped so much i thank you very much!

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