xD I'll probably come on in the afternoon; I'll be doing an all-nighter into Sunday, so I won't be on in the morning for sure.
Sora turned to look at Roxas, eyebrows furrowed. "I refuse to believe that," he said evenly. "You've never been my darkness! You were taken advantage of by some dark people, but that doesn't mean that you're just like them!" He came close to shouting the words, partially because he had been quiet for so long. The other reason was that he wanted Roxas to know the truth--that he wasn't somebody made up of darkness, but a part of him. A good part. Not evil.
That's what I thought. I probably wouldn't have been able to either. xD How about Sunday?
Sora couldn't just sit by anymore, Roxas' words making him physically ill. "That's not true!" he suddenly shouted, surprising himself. Who says you have to be that person? Who says you can't put it behind you and move forward? It's a choice to let it control you! And Roxas is letting it happen!!
You think you'll be on at all?
That doesn't mean that you are him now, Sora thought, glancing at Roxas. He saw his friend's frustration, and he understood where he would have trouble drawing the line, but he needed to realize that his revelations didn't have to rock his life like it was doing. It was in the past...couldn't it just stay there?
I'll try to be awake. xD Tomorrow is a really busy day for me, and I'm sure it is for you too with your prom. ;3
Sora stared at the ground, aware that Roxas was angry but the brunet was losing track of why. He hadn't heard Riku speak in a while, and that surprised him. Earlier, Riku had pretty much taken control of the conversation, but now he was silent. Why was that?
Phew! What a relief! xD Any idea when?
Sora stopped listening when he heard Roxas bring up the Organization again. Your life doesn't revolve around that! he wanted to scream. He needed Roxas to know that who he was and what he did in the past didn't define him, but who he was now. His life the past year hadn't been a lie! He was genuinely happy! But now it was the complete opposite; he doubt Roxas could be any more miserable.
Aww, shucks. D8 Will you be back?
'True memories?' Is that what Roxas considers them to be? What about our lives as best friends?! Sora didn't see how Roxas could continue overlooking something so important in their lives. It pained him to know that perhaps Roxas really did see everything that happened in the last year as a waste. They had laughed together, fought together...trusted each other...Was he saying that was all for nothing? All because of his new revelations?
Hope it comes up really soon! I'm excited. ;D
But not the whole truth, Sora thought, furrowing his brows. Roxas saw some truths about his past life, but he was forgetting about a large gap of his life--the time in New York. He spoke as if none of it mattered at all. Though Sora knew Roxas didn't mean things like that, it still hurt.
Awesome. ;3 I think I'll wait and have it be a surprise.
Something tells me things aren't quite that simple, Sora thought, looking back at the ground. Roxas, I didn't know you when you were in the Organization. I knew nothing about what you did, but you probably weren't as comfortable there as you think. Maybe, just maybe, you were more lost then than you are now. Sora wanted to say the words aloud, but his mouth stayed shut, the brunet to caught off guard to speak.
You mean you're not gonna do it right away? xD
Sora turned to Roxas, hearing him scream in his ear. It hadn't all been a lie...not his most recent life. Not what he had with Namine, not his friendship with Sora...It was all true and genuine. But Roxas seemed so blinded by the rage of living a lie before with the Organization that he couldn't see the truth.
Overdose- Breaking The Silence (aka The Letter Black)
Yayyy!! 8D
