I know! It's harder than his other stuff, but the lyrics are amazing.
Sora nodded slightly, staying silent. He really didn't know what to say to that. He really should have expected a response like that, since Riku hardly ever let anyone deep inside his head. And Sora didn't blame him for acting like that, especially after Sora's recent behavior. He was lucky Riku was speaking to him after all the nasty stuff he said and did.
It stinks. Dx But here's something that doesn't stink. David Hodges (Trading Yesterday) released an EP of songs by himself, like, last year. And...
Sora finally looked up, stopping himself from focusing on himself. Yes, he was going through this a second time, but so was Riku. It was a bit different and perhaps harder because he had to go through the pain of reacquiring memories, but he still bet it wasn't easy for Riku. He knew that wasn't the case. "I'm sorry I made you come back here, Riku," he said, genuine regret apparent in his voice. "I wasn't thinking. At all. It was stupid and selfish."
I've gotta find something, though. My parents have been nagging me lately that I need to get a job, and my summer just started. Dx It's so...
Sora shook his head, opening his eyes as he gazed at the floor. "I wish I didn't know what happened here," he confessed softly. "It's only bad...everything that I experienced here was because of fake memories. It screwed me up one time and now it's screwing me up again." He furrowed his brows, his hands becoming fists again. He didn't like the person that he had become to get this point, but it wasn't easy to go back to the person he was before. In fact, it would be impossible to go back. He could only for forward, this time having the knowledge of what happened in this place when he walked out the castle doors.
Goodbye- Plankeye
If I can. =/ I've been looking all over for one but I can't find anyone that's hiring for just the summer. It'll be hard since I'm going off to...
Sora lowered his head at the words, realizing that Riku was correct. He hadn't been listening, not really. He had been looking for truth in the wrong places, and now that he knew what the reality of the situation was, he deeply regret it. "Right..." he said, shutting his eyes and letting his hands come uncurled. He could only blame himself for this, not Riku.
Agreed. xD That, and I am quite bored. I have nothing to do now that school is done.
Sora finally looked up, his fists uncurling and then curling up again slightly. "Riku...Why didn't you at least try to tell me who it was?" he asked. The tone of his voice was one of sadness, not a hint of accusation behind it. He was curious as to why his friend wouldn't share that with him. If he had known, maybe they wouldn't be at this point right now. Maybe he wouldn't have picked a fight. He didn't know any of that now, though, since he was just finding out the truth at this moment.
I hope you get more. xP
Sora shook his head, sighing quietly. "Did you know?" he asked softly. After a moment, he figured that the question was too general, so he decided to rephrase it. "Did you know who I was actually fighting in my memories?" He wasn't sure why it mattered that he knew, but he felt as if he couldn't go on without an answer to that question.
xD How much time do you have?
Sora opened his eyes but kept his head lowered to the ground, eyebrows furrowed as he spoke. "I should know by now that you're always right and I'm always wrong," he said tensely. There was some anger in his voice, but it was obviously directed at himself. How could I have been so stupid? Riku is always more knowledgeable, about everything. Why couldn't I just trust him instead of believing dumb, fake memories?
Hola. =) Still glad you came on!
"You could say that, yeah," Sora said, keeping his eyes shut and his headed lowered. What had changed was that he saw Riku wasn't lying to him after all, and their fighting was worthless. He didn't want to fight anymore; he wanted his best friend back.
Sora kept his head lowered, furrowing his eyebrows over his closed eyes. "I know," he said, voice tight with regret. He didn't care anymore if Riku had been overly rude to him earlier. He was responsible for his own actions, so he wouldn't pin the blame on anybody else. It was his fault, and he would willingly face the consequences of his awful behavior.
Sora shook his head, looking down at the ground. "It's not alright," he insisted quietly. He heard the bitterness in Riku's tone, and he knew he deserved much worse than that for how he had been acting lately. "Everything...It shouldn't have happened. I would take it all back if I had a chance to." Their fight on the last floor, their harsh words in Agrabah...his storming off the Castle Oblivion on his own...He didn't want any of these burdens. But now he was stuck with them, so he had to do his best to deal with the consequences. This time, he would be mature about it.
Bummer. xD Okie dokie, hopefully I'll see you later!
