hmm wel now im a bit confused but not really
shes on vacation correct?
he isnt staying long i just want to tell her for him until he is able to go home again ive already talked with Kay a lot on IM
no he cant, he lives with me now cause his parents kept beating him and stuff and we cant afford to get another internet account is what my parents claim
she was getting married to Darkelven/ Vincent/ the friend that helped me do my act
Nymph of Destiny they were going to get married but i logged off the profile and i ruined yet another thing
ive changed the pass but im allowed to tell what NoD what he says right?
i dont have two accounts my other lost the password and the e-mail was deleted some time ago
FINE FINE FINE im back why cant i just give it to him he is unable to make one of his own and im unwanted here so it works out doesnt it?
its not sharing he is leaving he says, i might make another account but i may leave and let him keep it im not sur
ummmm hes like out drawing should i go and get his *** back on here??
i am i fool i admit it im not human i admit that too and i even admit being not only pathetic but sad and i dont belong here among any of you im going to leave and let vincent have this account because he at least has NoD while i dont have anything left to say good bye and i hope you all forget what i did in time Edit: im not going to do anything more here im gone so long good night
you are right there are no excuses i dont deserve forgiveness and im not even going to ask for it im just really here to say im sorry i will most likely leave soon
i know i was stupid and im still stupid im only 16 now so i cant promise that i wont do anything stupid again but i will never hurt the ones i love Edit: im sorry for all the things he said i was never going to commit suicide or anything like that he went overbord casue he thought it was funny
the email account it was on was a really old one of mine that my friend signed up on and forgot about it so i took over it but now the password is gone and finished im still so sorry i know it hurts and i didnt want to hurt as bad as i had been hurt
sigh since its going to get out eventually here is the reason when i was going to marry muffin as she is named now i realised that i wasnt in love with her but CTR, and i know first hand how badly heart break can be, so since i was a newer member i figured not many people would care and it would be better for Muffin to think that i loved her in death then never at all, but when i saw everyones reaction i took over for vincent and started anwsering only pms while he did everything else, eventually guilt came over me so much that i had to confess im so sorry to all
i know that i dont feel very welcome here and i dont except to be, im here to say that im very sorry and i hope that you wil all eventually forgive but i do not expect anyone to forget
hi everyone only 3 more days till the wedding haha yay
fine then i will haha
sorry nope not gonna take that chance
