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    I'm uploading for Youtube sooo : D

    I'm uploading for Youtube sooo : D
    Profile Post Comment by Calxiyn, Jul 24, 2013
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    Estelle smiled. She felt so much better now, and she would get time to spend with Shane on the boat. Not that it made her like the idea of going on the Ferry anymore, but she was glad he didn't laugh at her fear of water. She remembered her sister joking around with her, saying that she wasn't Elphaba and the water wouldn't melt her. Estelle didn't think it was very funny, considering her sisters knew where her fear of the water came from. She then put her headphones in and started listening to her music
    She was overjoyed and started to follow Bryan, who seemed to be taking the group leaders spot. As they got to the Inn, Estelle figured out fast that she would need a room mate. She walked over to Zoey and smiled. "Zoey I've got, so much to tell you!" Estelle whispered to her. "Would you like to room with me?" Estelle asked her. She hope she would say yes she had so much stuff to tell her about the trip and she was wondering what she did for the whole ride.

    She looked around at everyone else, she wondered who would be rooming with who. Since she didn't know anyone other then Zoey and Shane, she would feel a bit more comfortable with one of them, preferably Zoey. She turned her headphones down a little bit, so she could hear Zoey's response. She couldn't hear all too well and kept it on Max Vol, but it didn't come in handy when trying to ask people things and listen to there answers.
    Post by: Calxiyn, Jul 24, 2013 in forum: Retirement Home
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    "Do you need to sit down?"





    Estelle nodded but then realized they would be going soon. She would feel better once they got moving. When he mentioned her drawing she decided she would show him later, considering how sick she felt.



    That left a surprised expression on his face, along with a slight red blush.



    She looked up at Shane, blushing and she was blushing now herself, redder then before, if that was even possible.


    "Uh, n-no I h-haven't."



    "Oh... Ok." She said smiling sweetly once more. Inside she was in total panic mode. Had she said the wrong thing? Probably. "Damn it Estelle." She muttered under her breath. The one time she thought she hadn't messed up. Oh Zoey where were you to help her? She wished she would somehow get out of this.



    "All right, We need to get moving. If we're going to get to Bentley, than we need to head to the ferry."




    She jumped for joy inside. Live saver Mr. Whatshisface here just saved her from saying anything dump. Thank Goodness. Wait... Ferry... did he say Ferry? He meant the things with wings right? Please? She suddenly felt sick inside. Not a Ferry not a Ferry anything but a Ferry. She didn't know that she would need to go on a Ferry Boat. She could feel her face heating up and tears starting to build up.



    "I guess were about to head out."



    She looked over at Shane. "Y-ya... Erg Shane..." She said. "Shane did he just say Ferry?" Estelle asked with a worried expression on her face. "I don't know if I've mentioned it before but I have a slight fear of water.... and boats...." Estelle explained to him. "Will you stay with me when we go on?" Estelle asked. "I know I'll feel a bit better if one of my friends are with me, but seriously... I think if I was alone I would like... freak out... I'm really not kidding." She said almost with tears in her eyes. She hated water. Bad experience, thats all she had to say. She was freaking out. This was worst then asking Shane anything stupid. This nervousness was waaay worst then anything ever. She took a deep breath. "I'm sorry... Sorry... I'm just... I'm so scared." She said looking at him, even though her eyes were full of tears.
    Post by: Calxiyn, Jul 24, 2013 in forum: Retirement Home
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    "Are you okay?"



    "Huh?" Estelle shot up almost within the second he spoke. "Ya I'm fine I'm just feeling a bit, 'cause of the train." She explained to him. "Erg... Um...." She said nervously. "It can wait..." She said. "Anyway is there something that you want to talk about?" Estelle asked him, her face still bright red.



    She looked at him and smiled sweetly. "I can show you what I drew on the train, if you would like." Estelle told him. She looked around for a bit, she wondered where they would be headed and what they were even going to do on this trip. "Erg... Shane... Do you have a girlfriend?..." Estelle asked him, looking away from him for a second.

    Her eyes scanned the group for Zoey. Zoey. She wished Zoey could help her. She was so nervous. She could felt her heart escaping from her chest. She wondered what her sisters were doing, she missed them dearly... but she did think this was a very very good idea. She brought her eye contact back at Shane, and smiled again, almost laughing to herself. Who was leading this group anyway? She wondered.
    Post by: Calxiyn, Jul 24, 2013 in forum: Retirement Home
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    "Thanks for waking me."


    Estelle smiled. "Oh no problem, I wasn't going to leave you on there." Estelle laughed sweetly. "I wish we had more time to talk on the train though..." Estelle said. "I erg... I have to talk to you about something later..." She said nervously, kicking the ground with her foot ever so slightly. "But it can wait." She said.



    "Anyway..." She said, trying to look up at him. She felt her face burn bright red, and she felt like she couldn't breath. She held her head, and stumbled a bit forward. She looked down to the floor, closing her eyes. What was wrong with her? It had to be the train. Maybe she would just need to sit down for a second. She tried to keep herself balanced.


    "Sorry..." She whispered, trying to look up again. This really had to stop. She felt so sick. Maybe it was because she hadn't had anything to eat since breakfast, other then a quick snack on the train. She remembered how poor her immune system was and started to worry a bit. She took a deep breath. "Stay calm Estelle, only a few more minutes you guys will head off somewhere to organize a game plan or something." She thought.



    She was so embarrassed she couldn't even think of what was going on in Shane's head right now. She thought about Zoey's advice but it didn't really help her out here. She sighed, finally looking up at him again slightly. Her face burning and feeling so embarrassed, praying to God they would leave soon.
    Post by: Calxiyn, Jul 23, 2013 in forum: Retirement Home
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    Estelle felt the train come to a halt. She started to pack up her stuff. Putting it all back into her backpack, and keeping the picture she drew in her purse, planning to show Zoey or Shane later. She started looked over at Shane, and shook him slightly. "Shane, Shane." She said, laughing to herself. She got her bags from beside her to make sure he had everything.




    "Check, check, double check." She said to herself, putting her headphones on around her neck. "Shane you hopeless sleepy head, the train's stopped we have to go!" Estelle said, grabbing her bags. She smiled at him and winked as she left and headed to the landing, waiting for him to follow.



    As she stepped onto the platform, she felt a little dizzy. "Hello, what a lovely morning." She smiled, looking at the people she thought were Oliver and... who was that... she couldn't remember. "It's nice to be off the train, I'm very glad that it was a safe ride." She said cheerfully.
    Post by: Calxiyn, Jul 23, 2013 in forum: Retirement Home
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    Estelle could feel the bright light coming through the window. She tried to get up and looked over at Shane. Lucky he was still asleep. She went to go change into a different set of clothes and freshen up in one of the bathrooms. She carefully brushed her hair and carefully put it up. She wondered how much longer they would be on the train for, as she got a bobby pin and fixed up her hair. After she was finished, she went back to her seat, trying to be as quiet as she could. She lied down on her chair and put her head phones in, then getting her sketch book out.


    She hummed to herself quietly, her hand guiding her artwork. She would look up every couple seconds to look up at Shane. She tried not to stare, since it was kind of rude, but she couldn't help it. He looked so peaceful. She smiled to herself. "You're so weird Estelle." She could almost hear Vega say to her. She felt so different though, around him, and just by herself.


    She felt longing for human interaction, which had never happened to her before. She got complimented by her looks, which also never happened until she went back to school, her new outfits were stellar and she got tips from her youngest sister on how to do her hair up. That all never seemed to matter to her before. She tried though not to be vain.


    She started drawing again, trying to put her thoughts aside. But there were questions that were turning and burning inside her. So many questions and so little answers. She went back to drawing her picture, trying to concentrate once more. She got out her colored pencils and started to color her picture.


    She looked over at Shane once more, "He should be up soon" She thought, putting the finishing touches on her drawing. "What will I say to him?" She asked herself. "Why do I get so nervous all the time?" She sighed. After her picture was almost finished, she looked at it for a little bit. She looked at it and smiled. She loved the sunset as much as she loved the night sky. She fixed it up a bit an then signed it, looking at the window and wondering when the real adventure would start.
    Post by: Calxiyn, Jul 23, 2013 in forum: Retirement Home
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    Estelle looked over at her phone again, to see Zoey had texted her back, Thank God

    To: Estelle
    From: Zoey
    Just be natural~ If you need me, let me know where you're at, okay?




    To: Zoey
    From: Estelle
    Thanks Zoey you're awesome! I'll let you know~

    Estelle yawned herself, trying not to be rude.



    "I'll tell you later, I'm starting to feel a bit tired."

    Estelle giggled. "Ok." She said smiling. She watched as he instantly fell asleep on the back of the chair. She laughed to herself. She thought she was a being a little silly, to feel so strongly about a boy she had only talked to a few times. But every time they talked she was so happier. She shook her head, like it was ever going to happen. She looked out the window, seeing the stars out the window. She looked at them for a little while. She felt so at home looking at the stars. She started singing quietly to herself She tried to sing quietly enough so she won't wake Shane up, but she remembered the song from Vega singing it to her little sister as a kid.



    She was looked over at Shane after she was finished, he looked so peaceful, but he was probably going to be sore in the morning. Estelle laughed to herself. This was her first time sleeping somewhere away from home. She lied down onto her seat and curled up into a little ball. She slowly started to fall asleep, hoping that her and Shane would talk more in the morning.
    Post by: Calxiyn, Jul 23, 2013 in forum: Retirement Home
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    "Yeah, I missed hanging out with you too."



    Estelle beamed with a delighted smile. She was going to say something else, but then her phone had vibrated in her pocket.

    To: Estelle
    From: Zoey

    Hey lover guuuuurl~ How are you holding up with handsome Shane-Shane? ;D



    Estelle blushed and almost tripped over her own boot. She laughed at Zoey's text but she did need to text her back. Estelle replied:


    To: Zoey
    From: Estelle
    Omg Zoey Lol. I'm doing fine but I'm so nervous I got like no idea what to say to him. I'm not good at these things! Heeeelp~




    Estelle smiled at Shane and then put her phone back into her pocket. "Sorry about that." She said. "They're worried about me." She said. She wasn't exactly telling a lie, she didn't say who was worrying her. It just happened to be Zoey. She fixed her hair again, nervous and having no clue what to say.



    "Oh, Shane. Maybe you've mentioned it before, I don't quite remember, but do you have any brothers or sisters?" Estelle asked, trying to make conversation. She took out her sketch book and started to draw. "Would you like me to draw something for you?" She asked, turning to a new page and getting ready to draw.
    Her heart was beating so fast she thought he could hear it too. She wondered what Zoey had been up too. She wondered where everyone else was... not that she really cared. Zoey had been right, she DID want to see Shane again more then anyone else. Estelle's face was still glowing bright red, just being near him made her blush. As she tried to figure out what to say to him she waited for his response. She felt a little light headed now, was that part of all these feelings too?



    She looked down for a second, it must've been the train. She looked back up at him, she felt a bit better. She hoped that she wouldn't get sick. She looked out the window, it was getting late wasn't it. Oh well, she would talk with him as long as he wanted to speak with her.
    Post by: Calxiyn, Jul 22, 2013 in forum: Retirement Home
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    "Well nothing too particularly interesting." Estelle said honestly. "We've been getting good business lately so I haven't really had to work offend, which left more time for me going to school." Estelle explained. "It's been nice, but quite boring." She told him. "I haven't seen you in while..." She said. "I've missed you." She whispered, but loud enough so only he could her, then quickly brushing the hair away from her face.


    Talking to Shane made her more nervous then the thought of them dying on this trip, which she thought wasn't healthy at all. She had started to wonder where Zoey went. She always gave such good advice. She crossed her ankles nervously and bit her lip. She looked out the window and realized that the they were headed to they're destination. She wondered how long the train ride took.


    The longer it took the longer they could talk. But then again the more they talked the more of a chance that Estelle would make a fool out of herself."Umm..." She said to only herself quietly, trying to think of something to say. She would just have to wait it out...
    Post by: Calxiyn, Jul 21, 2013 in forum: Retirement Home
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    Estelle looked over at Zoey who had come over to her giggling. This couldn't be good. Zoey was always up to trouble.


    "Look who's here~!" she cooed in a sing-song voice before she twirled away




    She saw Shane coming into the group. She smiled at Zoey and looked over at him shyly. It had been, so long since she had talked to him. She had missed talking to him so much, even though she had made new NPC Friends she remembered the good time she had spent with him over the holidays. "Hello Shane." Estelle said walking over to him, trying to say claim. "It's nice to see you again, we haven't really talked in a while." She said to him. Her cheeks burned red already and she had tried to hard not to let it show. She was very pale so she knew he would notice. She looked away for a second.





    "Shane..." She said. "Umm.. would you like to sit with me on the train?" Estelle asked, hoping it wasn't too forward. She looked down nervously, her face getting a brighter and redder shade of red. "Umm.. I was just thinking maybe she could catch up." She said, putting with the grass under her shoe.



    Her throat felt dry and she was getting more nervous by the second. She was trying to keep it all inside.



    'Gosh Estelle please try and stay calm... and normal... don't say anything werid.' She thought to herself.
    Post by: Calxiyn, Jul 20, 2013 in forum: Retirement Home
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    It has either this:




    Or since I went on Childhood hunt today, it's also this one



    My taste in music varies from "You have to listen to this." to "I know I'm getting too old for this buttttt..."
    Post by: Calxiyn, Jul 20, 2013 in forum: Music
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    Estelle looked around and realized that a lot more people were coming, she started to get a bit nervous. She tried not to eavesdrop on the more private conversations that were going on around her. She looked around, her fingers brushing over her lip. She took her headphones out of her bag and put her Ipod in it. She keep one on her left ear, and then kept her right free so she could still hear when they would have to be going.




    She looked over at another cheery personal, Evan. She had heard girls talk about him before, because he seemed so care free. Estelle rolled her eyes and sighed lightly. Maybe that would be something to try. Maybe on this trip she would let go of some of her responsible demeanor. She sat down on a bench near by and started to think to herself. She had always wanted to have time to herself, nothing to do and for once no one to take care of, with no work or chores or to-do lists in the way. Maybe this would be the day. She stood back up after a few more minutes of trying to boost up her spirits.





    "So long much longer until we go to catch the train?" Estelle asked to the group, she always forgot to bring a watch with her. She knew she had forgotten something. She ALWAYS forgot something. She knew someone would know. She looked around again. She could almost hear Zoey again " Or are you just excited to see Shane again," She almost laughed to herself. Was it really that obvious to her? Zoey was her best friend, but she wondered if anyone else noticed she was looking for someone. "Oh, and how many more people are we waiting for?" Estelle continued. She watched as some more people came into the sea of teens and young adults. Lucas... and... hmm... she didn't seem to remember the girls name. She did have a very bad memory after all. She wondered how many more would be coming along. So many people wanted to help, she guessed. She looked around one more time, trying not to get her hopes up.

    Post by: Calxiyn, Jul 20, 2013 in forum: Retirement Home
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    Clothes Mood» Cheerful Music Date: 2016 Location » Home OOC: It's good to be back




    "Uh-huh, suuuuure. You can't wait to meet everyone? Or are you just excited to see Shane again," Zoey said, slyly raising her eyebrows twice. She had a feeling something was brewing between the two. She saw it last year around New Years, and hadn't stopped teasing her friend about it ever since. She laughed and then put a hand in her jean pocket, resting her weight on one hip as she grinned at Estelle.




    Estelle blushed scarlet as she heard Shane's name. Zoey was right, as always. "N-No it's nothing like that!" Estelle said. "I've already told you-" She started to giggle as her face got even redder. Zoey always teased her about Shane, ever since she could remember. "Ok maybe you're right but don't say it too loud!" Estelle said. "Yes I'm sort of excited to see him, but don't tell anyone ok?" She told Zoey. She had mixed feelings about Shane. He didn't seem to want to be more then friends with her, and she didn't know what she wanted to do. She was shy, so she couldn't tell him, she didn't want him to reject her, and she didn't know if she had been friendzoned. Boys were so complicated to her and so were her feelings.





    As Zoey explained what was happening to her around this time, Estelle her someone coming up to them.




    U-um, hi.


    Estelle looked up, her face still cooling off from Zoey's comments. Pierce. She had seen her around, but never really talked to her that offend. "Oh hello Pierce." Estelle tried to said friendlily. "How are you today?" She asked, praying to God that she didn't hear anything about Shane. She probably wouldn't care, but she didn't know these people very well, and she didn't want rumors to start. "It's going to be nice getting to know you better, along with everyone else that is." Estelle said politely.

    Post by: Calxiyn, Jul 20, 2013 in forum: Retirement Home
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    "Hey! Estelle!"


    Estelle snapped out of her thoughts as she heard a voice that sounded the slightest bit Familiar to her. She turned around. "Zoey!" She said, watching as she ran over to her. She was a little bit caught off guard by the hug and started to laugh. Moving her hair out of her face.


    "Looks like you beat me here!"


    "Ya, I like to be early." Estelle laughed.


    "So what's up? Your sister is actually going to let you go on this trip?"




    "Well, I had to put up a pretty good fight, but in the end I won." Estelle said smiling. " It was 3 against one at first, but then my other sisters gave up, but Vega she didn't. She argued my ears off believe me. She thought it was dangerous but I explained to her that there was going to be a lot of us going and it would be an interesting experience, and that I would drive her crazy if I was sitting around the whole break, so she said yes." Estelle explained. "I hope the other guys get here soon, I can't wait to meet everyone." Estelle said. She also wanted to see Shane again...



    "So whats up with you? Anything new or exciting?" She asked her.
    Post by: Calxiyn, Jul 19, 2013 in forum: Retirement Home
  16. Calxiyn
    Okay, so the internet situation is a little bit odd. But I think I might not be able to post in the next 2-4 days depending on what's going on. I'm going to try to get to my dad's on monday and till my internet bandwidth is up (The 31st) but since nothing is set in stone yet It's going to be a weird next few days. Either or it's just to let you guys (And Jayn 'cause that's slightly more important) that posting is going to be a bit random for me and I'll try to post when I can if I can.
    Post by: Calxiyn, Jul 19, 2013 in forum: Retirement Home
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    Estelle walked down the stairs of the gardening shop this spring morning. She was invited to go investigating the murders of a few kids at her school. She didn't know them very well, but she thought it might be an interesting experience, since she had never really bonded with the kids in her classes. The only friends she had, were Shane and Zoey. Since it was Spring, sales at the flower shop had gone up a lot, and Estelle no longer had to work anymore, she finally had started going to school again. Now it was spring break, and as she put on her leather jacket she looked at herself in the mirror. She felt like she had changed a bit, but not a lot. Other then all the money her family was now getting, and her going to school, she felt like the same old self, but in a different outfit. She put on her shoes and Vega arrived at the door to drive her to the meet up spot.


    "You be careful ok?" Vega said with a stern look to her sister in the passengers seat. "I don't trust anything that's been going on in this place anymore." Vega muttered. "Your sisters are going to worry about you a lot, so BE CAREFUL." She yelled. "And since you don't really know anyone, stay with your boyfriend, alright?" She told her.


    Estelle grinned her teeth. You would think she would understand that he wasn't her boyfriend by now.

    Vega ranted on about how there might be a murder lurking and how it could kill anyone of them at any moment.
    Estelle blocked her sister out like she normally did looking out the window. What an adventure. It would be her first time going on a trip. She hoped she had packed enough stuff. Her suit case was pretty full. She remembered she had her bear, Corduroy with her. He was very very old and Vega said countless times but she didn't care, she loved him anyway. She had a bunch of other things, and mentally checked to make sure she had everything. She took a deep breath. How exciting... this was going to be a new start for her. New friends, new people, all in what seemed to be a new world to her. A social world. A trusting world. A different world. Estelle shook her head, and then looked out the window to see that they were already there.


    "We're here." Vega said, almost with a sigh. "Listen, I'm serious. We love you Estelle, don't do anything that puts yourself in danger." Vega said.


    "I won't I promise." She told her. "It's just a little road trip, I'll be ok." She said, almost with tears in her eyes. "I'm older now Vega." She said.


    "I know." Vega said looking away.


    Estelle gave her sister a hug and waved as she drove off. She stood around and waited for the others to come, thinking of what she was going to say to introduce herself.
    Post by: Calxiyn, Jul 19, 2013 in forum: Retirement Home
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    http://forums.khinsider.com/future-...ficance-eye-colour-kingdom-hearts-series.html

    XD Well I found this, but who knows maybe it's just a cover story for the Aryan Race thing XD Silly Nomura can't trick us! XD
    Post by: Calxiyn, Jul 18, 2013 in forum: The Spam Zone
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    I think the Snowman is like the Sidekick, or the 'Comic relief' Character


    ANYWAY Getting back to the movie though, I'm a very very big Disney fan sooo I KNOW I'm going to see this for sure, and I have heard bits and pieces of the tale of the Snow Queen but the only thing that really bugs me is that... well Anna looks like a Rapunzel remake, other then that I'm very happy that Idina Menzel is playing Elsa because like her roll as Elphaba in Wicked, Elsa looks like at first glance she could be 'Wicked' because she is the Snow Queen, but then we MIGHT see another side of the character, like we saw Elphaba's kind of 'Decent' into 'Wickedness'. (What I'm really trying to say is that it looks like Elsa and Elphaba are sort of alike and that Idina better sing) XD I hope that makes sense
    Post by: Calxiyn, Jul 16, 2013 in forum: Disney Galaxy
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    The singing in Atlantica, was probably one of my favorite parts of the game. It's so much fun and I remember my sister and I (Even my dad) singing along when we played, and I remember after beating KH2, I went back to that world just so I could do the singing again (That and to ride the skateboard in various places) Plus Sora's voice is so hot awesome when he sings <3 *Fangirling* I hope they do it again in Kingdom Hearts 3, like maybe if they add in the 'Tangled' world, the whole crew could sing 'I've Got A Dream' and lines would be added or replaced just for them (Like Flynn's part could be sung by him, then after him the bandits look to Sora and friends and they go "It's your turn" or something like that. XD
    Post by: Calxiyn, Jul 16, 2013 in forum: Kingdom Hearts HD II.5 ReMIX